Have to say this week was a time of revelation. After 40 or so years of not understanding myself I think I finally have. Those that know me know I'm getting divorced. In some ways ending 24 years of marriage is kind of sad but in other ways it is probably just the normal progression of things. I dont know how many people I have told this but my husband and I have been together since i was 17. Actually we were best friends . We did absolutely everything together. In fact when we werent in
It has been months since I last wrote here and to tell you the truth I dont even know why. So much has changed in my life . It is absolutely amazing. I'm in the middle of the divorce proceedings and damn it it is just going so damn slow and costing so much. I swear so far they did hardly anything and I already got a request for more money to be put in my account .
Not to mention damn did you know even in the middle of a divorce there is no legal way to get your spouse out of the the
Things in the Real world still stink even alot of stuff on the web but here in our little writers corner it is like a little magic is happening. For this I really have to thank my friend Jamie. He has brought me to a little world away from Fantasy to reality and i have to say I'm drinking it all up. Have to say in all my years I have never had so much fun. Thanks Jamie for leading me here.
In other news lol. I'm at the stage in my life i dont want to go forward or back. In some ways I l
The fun begins again
Umm havent written in this in a while. Real life was just too busy this week trying to get all the Thanksgiving projects completed at work in only 3 days since I was sick all last week. If i havent mentioned it I'm a nursery school teacher in a daycare teaching children age 2 and a half til age 5.
Also yay! Jamie Edited the first chapter of my story so when i am online i have been working on the rewrite. I'm excited I am changing the style to
I finished the first chapter of my science fiction story and i posted it here in efiction. It feels so great . This is the first time I have ever let anyone other than myself see something i have written except for a post in a RPG. I kind of feel like a child at Christmas really excited about how it will be reacted to but at the same time afraid that i might get a piece of coal in my stocking.
Well anyhow I pmmed Joe and are now an "author" here I always did love the color pink!
I know it is kind of like going back to my teens and writing in a type of diary, but after all wasnt that what got me into writing in the first place? I have been reading science fiction since i was knee high to a flea -- no actually in 2nd grade and writing it since i was about 13. It is funny up until now all my serious writing has always been just for me. It is cathartic in a way to write and it has always let me get my feelings out. I admit getting into creating and writing Role play ga
And we continue - as life goes on
Hmm I think i was right to try to explore the other half of of myself. It is funny I really love guys as friends but straight ones really have only one thing on thier mind and after being married 23 years plus having 3 more years of expereince I would have to say there is more to life than just physical pleasures (to me that is like being married lol and i have had plenty of that ) . The guy I was dating pretty much told me that I guess he is not
Hmm I'm not sure it matters but finally some privacy here. LOL where was i now? Oh yeah exploration. I really think that I will start exploring the other side of myself. I have already joined a few online sites. i'm not sure if anything will come of them but you never know. Anyhow i think it should be fun to find out. I have been talking to some friends and now that I am on the other side of the relationship equation meaning no longer looking for a mate for life but just some fun I can ju
I have been thinking about making a blog since i joined this site a few weeks ago but up until now something stopped me. One thing I'm not a guy but i still have so many questions and yes changes in my life. I have been married going on 24 years this December but i have known for a long time that something wasnt right. I was married to my best friend from the time I was 17 (We were actually married at 23- and we have 3 great kids) but it was never right. i have always had questions about my