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If I were to listen to myself more, I'd probably be much happier.

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The Counsellor.

*WARNING: HARDCORE WOE IS ME.*   "I try to get you up, but you go down, and you are not okay, I wanna carry you, but you wont get up,you know its killing me, it's really killing me."   I'd like to start this with a poem.   Sends a shiver. a quiver. a wave through the skin.   A reflex. a sound. a trigger. I'm in.   More than a name. a title. a word.   Most beautiful sound that I've ever heard.   When your friends are having problems, are you the one that helps them pick things back

Happiness is Key

Happiness is Key

To Commit, or Be Committed.

Hands up those that are afraid. I dont care why it may be I'm just curious. I'm usually worrying/scared about alot of things.   Like life after school, And Leaving my mom alone.   Starting life in general is a big one. And i hate the topic of love, i loathe it so much because of how I've experienced it. It hasnt been happy, not alot of it atleast.   I'm trying to grasp onto the fact that it gets better, and that life isnt a total shit ball. I'm only Seventeen after all, i've got a fair

Happiness is Key

Happiness is Key

Absolutely Positively.

We gave it a shot and it didnt work out, atleast not right now. So i'm good i think. I'd even go as far as to say happy.   I've started focusing on my songwriting and creative writing, being partly sick and tired of the lack of quality werewolf/ supernatural stories involving gay characters I started writing my own called either, Pawprints or just, Prints.   I havent decided and I'm usually pretty horrid at titles. I've fallen in love with the musician Anastacia again, I used to love her st

Happiness is Key

Happiness is Key

If I Was Smarter.

I seem to make mistakes alot, I know, everyone makes mistakes and they help us learn right? Yeah i get it. Especially when you drill it into your head yourself. I just cant seem to get things the way i want them to.   Im trying to be patient, turns out I'm horrible at being patient.... who knew!?   I started a relationship with Melbourne Man, lets call him Dan, seeing as that is his name after all. but things get complicated so quickly. I always thought that when you start a relationship. it

Happiness is Key

Happiness is Key

Scribbles and DVD's

Considering my low attention span and my nack for scribbling random items along the sides of my books and occasionally the tables at school, it's no wonder I excel when I'm doing art, despite the slight talent I have it's not what i want to do in life.   Is it natural to have a talent that some people would love, and then not want to use it or pursue it? I want to write, I love it and yet I've had to work at that, although if I think about it I wasn't picasso at age 3 neither was I Jane Austen

Happiness is Key

Happiness is Key

Coincidence And Happiness.

Within the span of one day I have felt a flux of emotion. Swapping from anger to grief and happiness takes a toll on ones mental stability. Although the euphoria of chance is a great thing to behold.   Especially when hope is dashed and revived by two different people. Chance is a pushing factor, like risk. There's the constant threat of backfire but you can't help but take it, and I think I understand that now.   I met someone, not in the way most people jump ahead to. Someone who I get alo

Happiness is Key

Happiness is Key

Sunburns and Gelati.

You get to the point where after laying in the sun watching the clouds drift by lazily, you realize that having no shirt on in the sun inevitably leads to sunburn. Of course after you realise this you're either too lazy to care, or panicking severly over the reactions of your parents.   I opted for the first.   It's not that I'm a tan fanatic, it's because I love watching the sky. it constantly reminds me that in a little under a year I'll be let loose into that open sky and away from school

Happiness is Key

Happiness is Key

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