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I'm giving you my honest to god opinion on what i think an d not holding back!!!!

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It's funny how time flies

We've hit the home stretch of 2011 this year went ungodly fast. And, sadly once again I feel I have nothing to show for it.   Yet, at least.   I seemed to have lost my motivation to do the things that I want to do and am now settling for what I have and its driving me insane.   I sometimes wonder if its the fear of failure that prevents me from going out and venturing out and going for what I want or just pure lack of confidence in myself.   I look around at the people I associate mysel

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What a memory this memorial day weekend will be...

So my memorial day weekend was filled with various different events and scenes and unnecessary situations.   First off, the weekend started out like any other tryna see what was going on with everyone else and try to find someway to get out of the house. Then found out we were gonna be having two cookouts at my house one on saturday and one on sunday. At the time I was tryna figure out why the hell we would be having two cook outs at my house didnt make any sense. Part of me vaguely thought su

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Stuck in limbo

I believe God or the spirits of the universe are conspiring to tell me that I need to break away from my mother and move on to what I want for myself. But, I have so many complications and obstacles in my way. I don't know if I could do it. However I can't stand being in this house or this soap opera town any longer! I feel like I'm stuck in limbo with little to no way out.   I'm struggling to remain positive but it's getting harder everyday. Hopefully, with this audition I have tommorow I'll

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March Madness

Making history on GA! Did my first official vlog the other day took several hours to upload but its done. And also I have another suprise underneath the video. Hope you guys enjoy and as always constructive crticism is always appreciated.   A Nice Saturday        

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Weak

So I havent told anyone really but recently since last Friday I was admitted into the hospital. For having a blood clot in my left leg where my dialysis access is located. When I was told to come in to the ER I thought it was gonna be an in and out process, but as usual with me its never that simple. Apparently my blood is like super thick like glue. The number they need my blood at for me to be discharged is 2.0-3.5 while for the past two days mine has been running at 1.0-1.2. While they had me

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Cupids Gotta Gun

He watched me fall stood over me as I hit the ground   Then he whispered his name in my ear   Such a dark familiar   Cupids gotta gun (and he shot me with it)   Now who said hes a lover   Really hes a Murderer   Cupids Gotta gun (and he shot me with it)   I,I,I,I thought I could trust him   But I,I,I,I didnt see it coming   Cause cupids gotta gun   And he shot me with it   Now who said hes a lover   Really hes a murderer   I should have known   By the way he took my

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Disclaimer

In light of my little epiphany last week, I'm going to be making some changes to my persona if you will. Because of the way I want my show to go, I figured I might as well start prepping now. I'm gonna start being brutally honest. Which for me is kind of hard seeing how I'm not as mean as I could be. But, with the show I'm gonna have to do it on air so I might as well get used to it. Also, i'm gonna have to go shopping my whole wardrobe has to change, to bring out the character of Prince AP. (I'

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Honesty

I'm gonna be truthfully honest here. I know I talk big about having confidence and believing your the best, but I have a confession.   My dream in this world is to make it big in hollywood industries. And theres one big problem I'm scared shitless. Stepping out into that you dont know whats gonna happen, how youll be perceived to the world. The one thing I dont want is to go out there and make a complete fool of myself. And I feel like I'm doing that now, I have friends that are also embarking

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Freestyle

Thought I'd hit yall with a lil freestyle right quick:   Theres no mistaking it   I just gotta keep making it   Keep my head held high   With my eyes to sky   Striving to survive   Just to make it   And become super high   But it so hard on these streets   And the world is too cold   But I be damn if i dont make it   I done came too far now   Not to take it   Even if I have to go   Illuminati on these bitches   Trade in this halo   For a set of horns   Hell we a

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Hospital Daze

For the past 12 days I was in the hospital, the place I hate the most!   I originally went to the ER because I was freezing when it was about 90-95 degrees outside and body was on fire and I had chills. So when they goot my temp at the hospital my temp was at a whopping 103.6 (Fahrenheit sorry dont know how to convert to Celsius) needless to say they had no choice but to admit me. So while the nurses frantically searched my body for veins to get an IV in me (which by the way they had the most

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I Run It

After tonight, tonight, tonight Imma be your favorite (Oh yea) All night, all night, all night, all night Imma be the one that's chasin' (Haaa) Imma get on your stage and sing like a bird, oohhh, ooohhh, oohhh And Imma get on your page baby, like a word, oohh, oohh, ooohhh Imma a break it down Oh baby, baby, Imma, Imma turn you out (Ohhhh) Just watch me as my love starts to develop like a picture (Oh yea)   Oh now tame me, brace me, hold me down That's it rough, soft, turn me around

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My Summer Anthems

Yessss, so recently there have been some songs that have turned me out like I play them several times a day! And it seems all my friends are going off to them too!!!   I swear to you this song played on my friends ipod and I had to pull over so I can get out and jam for a minute! It was the most hilarious site but you know what the song was just so hot at the time. I'm listening to the songs now and I swear to you these song are fiyah. Check em out! Its pure dance music!      

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Sooo, I went to my first official gay function....

Last night was so f'ing crazy yall! Like yall dont even know. I was invited to this guy's birthday party who I dont even know but he's good friends with my bestie, so I went just to meet everyone. Lemme just say DAMN! I have never seen so maany gays in the same 2 bedroom apartment.   First off lemme just say this, when me and my peeps walked in like 18-20 people behind us were coming in to the same place. I'd say there were about 25-30 people and one straight but he was checking the gays out

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It's looking up...WAAAAAAAY UP!

:king:Today, I had court for my recent arrest for driving on suspended liscense back in april. Let's just say its always nerve wrecking going to court but this was my second offense and I got pulled over again after that in Virgina. But, good news I walked away clean no probation no jail time just a fine. So i'm excited for that!!!!   Not only that I've been on a mass job search for a couple months now and I found this one that I was really interested. And they called me back the other day!!!

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Hey, isnt your birthday coming up? ...go away!

Yeah, you heard it right my birthdays in a week and im not even excited. I feel indifferent about it.   Dont, get me wrong I'm psyched about turning 20 and everything. Just everything that i've been holding in is starting to eat me up inside. To the point where im starting to do something I havent done since I was 15.   ISOLATING myself! I'm so done with hearing everybodies problems and things that they dislike about me. That I just keep to myself. I dont answer my phone, text anyone unless

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Minor Setback

My computer is on the fritz again, after I got the virus problem under control too. Now. apparently its the charger or something in the computer to where it no longer wants to charge. Which sucks because everything is on that hard drive and of course it doesnt wanna charge at all now.   Anyway, good news this weekend im going to my older cousins wedding! So Im excited for that which means a heck of alot of family and then immediately after that I have to leave to go to a VIP event by a close

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Confusion

So its Sunday again which in my family means church. But, for me I dont go as often as I once used to. For several different reasons that I dont know how to talk about with people.

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I took the night...

Oh boy Who does she think she is? Yeah who is she? I don't know what she's doing? I think its dancing. She thinks she's fly with that... Uh what is that…a Gucci bag? Oh boy I really don't either. What ever.   Hate hate hate hate hate I don't care what these chicks say I don't even look their way Look their way look their way Hate hate hate hate hate I don't care what these chicks say I don't even look their way Look their way look their way Every time I walk in th

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I did it!

I finally did it, yeah thats right. I did it! The first episode of my official web show is up on youtube and you know what im proud. I didnt think it would go well, like at all. But, it turns out it was just fine. Now, I just have to continue the videos.

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Money Over Everything, That's My Attitude!

So, recently I've come to the conclusion to start going on a paper chase. I need money and i've reached the point where I need to stop dreaming bout things and making moves to start making those dreams a reality. I'm so serious, I mean I have the free time on my hands and I can do it I see myself doing it. And when I start theres no stopping, I wont even stop when I get to my destination. It'll be strictly on to the next project.

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Back again! I didnt even realize I was gone to miss so much... :-(

I feel like im slowly slipping away from my friends online. Or just people I talk to regularly online in general, but its entirely my fault. I've been super busy with planning the show. Work well no longer work now since I got fired. But, also I've been getting myself together to where I wanna be for the show. Im so pissed at myself for putting it off so long, but the reason why is that i'm looking at it so negatively like no ones gonna like it or its not gonna go how I planned it to go. But, i'

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Giving In

*sighs* Okay, so recently ive been constantly been told by people I know that I need to find a boyfriend. Or at least someone to talk to. Which im not opposed to I just havent really done anything to find one or someone. Everyone keeps saying like,   Them: So Adam who are you talking to these days   Me: Nobody *shrugs*   Them: Well why not   Me: I dunno I just dont be looking or checking for dudes   Them: Boy, if you dont go out and get yourself a man   Me: *nervous laughter*   Ins

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Two months...

Today is the day that marks the second month since my stepdads passing. And, honestly I have to say I havent moved on from it. I'm always brought back to that very day...everyday. And, I hate it. Everyone that knows what happened is so concerened about how my mom is doing they just skip asking how my sister and i are dealing with it. There are days that I smile because I know hes there and then there are days when I wish that he was still leaving so I could at least give a proper goodbye tell hi

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