SO FREAKING TIRED OF WRITING ESSAYS ABOUT SCANNING BEHAVIOUR OF HUMANS.
I have to do LOTS of math crap (statistics, distributions, tests). It's all bullshit and it needs to f**k off before I cry myself to sleep.
I GIVE UP.
Please use this time to shamelessly make sexual advances towards me. I'm vulnerable.
I don't know
there's much to do
time once grasped
now is spent
cold to touch
dare to touch
on all roads
directions leading everywhere
but going nowhere
close to heaven
looking at you
looking at me
don't expect too much
you've lost it now
I don't even know what I'm talking about XD
Gay culture; I feel like an outsider looking in from the other side of the window. I don't get it. I don't understand my fellow men and women. Perhaps my bisexuality has made me ill equipped in understand the gay culture. However, don't get me wrong, I do manage to enjoy it. Hmm I don't know what point I'm trying to make. I guess I just feel that a lot of guys my age don't really see past the material or physical. I feel so utterly disappointed. Meeting men that are genuinely interesting can be
So I've got a myriad of things that make my head a bit funny, but the main ones are BPD and GAD. I have these weekly meetings with my psychiatrist, which I hate, but it's either that or something far worse haha Anyway, he wants me to fill up my week with really positive activities. Then I've got to write my timetable down and show it to him at our next meeting. I'm really rubbish at doing crap, so I've sort of padded the form with crap that I didn't really do, or I've extended the time on an act
You're so handsome in this light,
If only you'd reject me tonight.
Darling, there's no only way.
When you come, please don't stay.
We're so boring, we're so white,
We've had too much so long, besides,
What of freedom can I say?
When I smoke DuMaurier light.
Learn to bend, learn to swerve,
Learn to bend, learn to butcher.
I could look wholesome in this light,
Brown and home.
He's lovely, besides,
Where can we go wrong?
We stray for nothing now.
So just once more fall for the st