So tonight was an interesting night at work... first off... guess who shows up at the store tonight? None other than the guy who has been send me text messages and myspace messages. Yep... Jason. Anyway he comes in and is all cold and distant and i am trying to be friendly. He kept whipping out his cell phone and he was texting with some one. He said he couldnt find any of his friends. Next thing i know he is asking why i didnt call him or text him back and of course i replied ive had a bu
So as previously stated i have lost 53 pounds... and i am very proud of the fact. the attention whore come out in me when some when that i havent seen in a while goes "wow you look good... have you lost weight?" and im all like yeah and then i tell them my secrets to losing weight and i love it!!!
like to night at work my homeroom teacher comes in and i absolutely adore her (it made my night to see her) and she was like "OMG NICK!!! YOU ARE SO SKINNY!!!!" and im like "NOT YET!!! BUT IM 53
well... this past weekend has been an interesting one... it all started on thursday when i was called into work... a guy stopped by the store and i made him a sandwhich and he sat at a booth and so i talked to him... turns out... he's... i know. I was shocked... and he asked me if i was... so i told him i was... again i was shocked... because that means that i actually came out to someone whom i have met face to face... sadly he is lik 25 and im not attracted to him... so that means he is to ol
So it has been like 4 months since my last blog... Alot has happened... but nothing really has changed... seems like the only time i write in this thing is when i want to bitch and moan...
so anyway... i have decided upon my career and it is most definately web design... i have a college already picked out and i think it is pretty much decided that i am gonna have live in an appartment with one of my friends because it may be cheaper then actually living in the dorm and purchasing a meal pl
omg... i f**king love the rembrandt comercial with the really hot guy in it that is making out with some girl... it is so slow and sentual... it makes kissing look like it would be so much fun. So after watching that commercial i went and searched for vids of boys kissing on youtube... and they were some good vids that came up... so it really makes me want to kiss... just cause it looks like fun!
i would probably be a bad kisser though because i havent ever kissed anyone... which really suc
okay... here is another moment of weakness... a side of me thta i dont even like but i have to write this... to get this off my chest.
im lonely... it has nothing to do with the fact that there are no gay guys with in 100 miles... i just feel like me and my friends arent close to me anymore... i got tired of having to do everything for them and trying to keep us together and now... i just dont know... trav has a girlfriend now and so he never wants to come up anymore.... brittany has her wil
The title basically says it all... im sick... and im tired... i have been sick for the past two weeks... what started off as a sinus infection two weeks ago has evolved into a horrible sinus infection with a touch of the cold... so yeah i have felt like poop...
it all started two weeks ago when i woke up with alot of sinus pressure and a raw throat do to all of the drainage... so i went to doctor that wednesday and they gave me amoxociline... and the scales told me that i was fat and i neede
WELL OMG!!! for some reason i thought my anniversiery here at GA was tomorrow the 22nd... but its not... it was over a week ago... the 11th... and i had it planned out to write a blog about how great my time here has been... well here is my belated anniversery blog.
I HAVE BEEN AT GA FOR OVER A YEAR!!! *SCREAMS* *SHOUTS* & *DANCES*!!!! and i want to start by saying how wonderful this place is... i mean seriously this place rocks so hard. All the people here are wonderful and i have mad
Okay... im made as hell... no one messes with my little sister except for me... i am the only person that can say mean things to her... If i dont change me mind come monday i am gonna beat the living hell out of 5 girls who think that they shit gold and piss excellence... I WILL EXPOSE THIER FAKE ASSES!!!! trust me... they do NOT want to makin nick freakin ***** mad... i will will be just as bitchy if not more than they are... i can and will send them home in tears everyday if needs be... becaus
i started work this weekend. I work at a mini mart about 15 mins from my house... it is kinda cool i am working with a girl that i new from school who graduated last year. So anyway... other than working the cash register and the gas pump machine thingy i get to do the cooking, which consists of making buffet style pizzas, stromblies, steak ho-gies (cant get teh spelling right), hot dogs, pull pork sandwhichs, deli sandwiches and i slice deli meet. I went and trained on friday night and all d
let me start first with wishing everyone a happy new year.
so anyway... at the moment i feel very alone... friends are useless, well atleast mine are... none of them really have an interest in me and what i want or what i want to do... what ever benifits them and as long as i am interested in them thats all that matters... but no i feel like they dont even care if i am in their lives or not simply because if i try talking to any of them out side of school then they dont feel like talking o
This has to be my most favorite time of the year. Everything is just always so good. Giving gifts and of course recieving them are the best two feelings in the world. Especailly when a person really enjoys their gift. I like spending time with my family as well, and getting to see all of my extended family that i normally dont get to see. Christmas is great.
This is the first year since i have been born has my parents not kept my presents hidden away in their closet up stairs. This yea
I hate my dad... he is a an asshole who is only concerned with how much money he can keep from spending and how many horses he has... So he walts' in around 8 o'clock tonight and i am setting on the coach minding my own business watching fox and the hound, because it was the only thing good on t.v... The stupid bastard walks in and goes... its hot in here... and looks at the themistat and starts bitching about the heat being set on 75... and why did i have it set up that high. i told him that i
Yeah... im not feeling good right now at all... i dont know why... i've felt like this all day. And ever since i have gotten over trav there has not been a day that goes by that i dont have some reason to be happy... even today... i've had some good things happen. I am getting everything i want for christmas... and yet i still feel bad.... i dont know why really!
I think one of the reasons i feel bad is because my sister, katie, has always wanted to be a singer... a country music singer n
Hrmph... i am totally over my whole student body government spaz... and jus to be mean and spitful... i am voting for people who i know wont do nothing but cause he grief and aggrivation .... so chyeah.... but i do have a story to tell... i was on my way to the office the other day and she tried to stop me in the hall. She was all "Hey nick... NICK *****!!!" and i turn around cold as ice and reply "What?!?!" and she goes "I need to talk to you." I say " i cant im busy." She says "Its real
Well i am totally pissed... i thought i got over it through out the weekend but today just made me even more made. Okay so i have been nominated by teachers and elected in to the posistion of student representitive for my class ever since i have been in high school... and brittany has been elected class ceo. So we have had two wonderful years in office (we get reelected every year cause we just rock like that). Anyway one of my all time favorite teachers is over it... and she always would com
so anyway... me and my firends always find something to do during the weekends... well this friday night we were assigned by our ap english 3 teacher to do a post over fredrick dougless because we are reading his autobiogrophy... So far it has been the most boring book i have ever been forced to read... but the poster should be fun... the only thing is that we had a hard time getting things settled on what we were going to do. So anyway... we just settled a few minutes ago... So here we go...
Monday trav kicked me outta the locker that we have shared all year... i wouldnt have even used it in the first place had he not told me too... because he has a top locker and i have a bottom locker... plus his is right beside brandis and is on the main hall of the school so it is at the perfect location... But anyway there was an empty locker beneath brandi's that we all had random stuff in... i always put my bag in it on break... and trav had a shirt in there... so anyway... me and brandi we w
Sooo.... hmm... its been a while... i got busy there for a couple weeks, first with my birthday and then a few other minor things occured... and so i havent gotten to grace you with my lovely blog.
Being seventeen rocks... i feel kinda adult and mature!!! like this weekend i went to walmart by myself for the first time ever. It felt so cool... like i was grown up and everything. I had to pick up a birthday card for my friend justin's birthday... yeah a bunch of people went and ate chinese.
Its a week to my seventeenth birthday party and a week and a day till i turn seventeen. I keep saying to myself "i'm gonna be 17... 17... 17... wow... that is like old." i mean i never considered 16 old when i was younger (like 10 or 11) but i was always like 17 is old because you like one more year before becoming an adult. It is so strang to think that i am gonna be 17. It almost trips me out.
So party plans are going great. We are going to have kareokie (how ever you spell it), we are
i'm down... i dont know why... i am having such a good time right now... things are looking up for me... i have made a really great new friend jonathan (cute "straight" guy)... i have talked to him every night on the internet since we have met and i will get to see him because my school plays his school in a football game. I am only going so i can meet up with him and we can hang out. I just hope he is as cute as i remember
anyway... i have had a good monday, tuesday and wednesday... and
Lance announced to the class that i was his hero... A really cute guy from the academic meet tonight gave me his email adress and myspace address... and i am the cowardly lion in the drama clubs production of The Wizard of Oz... as of right now the past three days have been the best ones of my life.
So tuesday in 5th period i went on a rant about some random something like i usually do... and as always i spoke my mind wether it was a good thing or a bad thing and i had the whole class (inclu
Trav came up last night... we had a really good time... we watch kill bill vol. 1 and 2... it was totally awesome. The rest of the time he was here we kept plat fighting and we would take turns say "dont make me kill bill your ass." it was so much fun. This morning... being the big dorks that we are.... when we woke up we worked on our questions for AP English 3... we had to answer like 40 questions so we did all of them with the exception of 10 so i think it was a job well done myself. othe
So this anti-drug group that i am in at school went on a trip today to an anti-drug-tobbacco-alcohol convention and it was really fun... we went to two session then they fed us, after that they sent us to another session and they they drew for about 80 fabulous prizes ranging from blank c/ds to c/d player, from dvd player (both normal and portable) to plasma screen t.v.s... so it was awesome but sadly i didnt win anything... other than lance proclaiming to be my bitch...
remember lance (and
hmmm... well, lets see how to start this thing off... so i havent wrote in this thing in about two weeks, and my life has just been the same since then... i am still a junior and i keep feeling old... its just a month and 7 days till my birthday... speaking of birthdays today is travs 16th birthday SO!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRAV, LOVE YOUR GAY BEST FRIEND!!!!
Nothing has really happened in my classes... except for my pre-cal teacher is still a bitch... and there is the really cute boy named lan