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I'm tired. It seems like I'm always tired. It seems like my life consists mostly of working, reading/writing to escape reality, paying bills, or sleeping.While work is generally okay and occasionally even fun, it seems to occupy way too much of my life. Except those bills keep coming. Granted, I've made one hell of a dent on the debt part, I still feel like I'm a lot further behind than I should be. I mean, I'm 27 and I'm living at home with my parents. I make more money a year than my father. I really only see my parents on weekends, since I work days and they work nights.... but still. I am paying rent (less than I'd pay elsewhere, but still a decent chunk). I feel like I'm stuck in an emotional rut, and I don't really see a way that is going to change any time soon.

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Myr, I can say I know the feeling. Unfortunately for me, it doesn't get better with age.


I need to win the lotto...or write a bestseller.

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