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I didn't think something like this would happen



So I mentioned having "bad thoughts" in my last entry right? Well they were getting pretty bad, and I tried to tell my mum last night when I heard her get up to go to the bathroom. She got angry for me wanting to talk to her at like 1am so I didn't mention what I was thinking and feeling. I didn't end up getting to sleep till 4am mostly due to TOU distraction and having Natalie to talk to.


Well this morning I tried to tell her again and tried to show her that angst filled private post I mentioned. She read one line which didn't say more than "I hate me" over and over again. Then when I tried to tell her myself what I feeling she got angry again and totally dismissed me and what I was feeling. I broke down in tears and still no concern showed from her. So I said I couldn't live here anymore for a while and she agreed.


So I just rang Leah and asked if I could stay and her and Simone's place for a couple days. Since my mum took my car this morning (the bitch) Simone is now on her way to get me. I take back every bad thing I may have thought or said about the two. I wasn't sure if they'd let me stay. But they are. And Simone is even picking me up. They really are my friends aren't they? great friends.


I'm not sure if those two have the internet so I probably won't be posting for a while. I'll see y'all later when things aren't so bad here at home. Hopefully.....


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:hug: Briar


We are all thinking about you and hoping for the best with this situation with you and your mum. With any luck, she will cool down soon and start to think clearly about everything you have either said to her or even what you wrote in your livejournal.



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oh Briar! I'm so sorry :( . That's awful! I really wish there was something I could do or say to make it better. I'm glad Leah and Simone are there for you and I hope everything works out with you and your mum. Take care and we're all definitely worried about you and thinking about you. OH and try not to think so badly of yourself, we think you're pretty great! :2thumbs:


Take care and warmest wishes,


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