Ok, so I'm not complaining or anything
no, I am complaining. If you do not want to hear me complain, then don't read this. I better not see any posts saying how I really should be happy. This is not for you, this is for me.
with that said, things that have happened to me over the past week:
1) my mom still thinks that I am just 'going through a phase'. She beleives I haven't met the right woman yet. She says all of this like she knows some little thing about me that I don't f ing know.
2)I got suspended and am now going to fail two of my classes and do not have the ability to get A's in the rest. How is that a suitable punishment? If a kid did something stupid why in hell would you take them out of their learning environment and make them stupider??
3)I got rejected. He 'had to work.'
4)Almost all of the people that I invited to my birthday bonfire didn't come. Should I start questioning my friendship? It was labor day weekend and all.
5)I'm going to court in three weeks.
6)I didn't get a part in the play I auditioned for. In fact I got a very small dumb part. I'm an f ing nazi. I even circled 'no' on my audition form when asked if I would accept a part as a nazi. So NOW, I don't have a worthwhile part in my school's play NOR am I going to have time to get a job now. When someone doesn't deserve a major part, and they are not willing to take a smaller role JUST DON"T GIVE THEM A PART! They're not doing any favors for me.
7)My mom made me stain our fence grey. It looks like a concret wall around our back yard. I'm a very aesthetic person and I can't even sit out there anymore. It's horrid. In fact, I didn't even finish it because i couldn't take looking at it. It's also splochy because the wood is not smooth. She's so dumb. I also hate making things permanant. I never use pens.
8)My mom found my alchohol.
9)I've gained weight.
10)My dad told me he will not be helping me pay for college. I may not even go to college next year. I'll probably have to take a year off and make some money. That means staying at home. Either that or I'll go to a state school.
Its not like I'm having the worst week ever. I'm not. Ijust need to get this out.