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Its just a shame shame shame


redlightfeeling

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Ok, so I'm not complaining or anything

 

 

no, I am complaining. If you do not want to hear me complain, then don't read this. I better not see any posts saying how I really should be happy. This is not for you, this is for me.

 

with that said, things that have happened to me over the past week:

 

1) my mom still thinks that I am just 'going through a phase'. She beleives I haven't met the right woman yet. She says all of this like she knows some little thing about me that I don't f ing know.

 

2)I got suspended and am now going to fail two of my classes and do not have the ability to get A's in the rest. How is that a suitable punishment? If a kid did something stupid why in hell would you take them out of their learning environment and make them stupider??

 

3)I got rejected. He 'had to work.'

 

4)Almost all of the people that I invited to my birthday bonfire didn't come. Should I start questioning my friendship? It was labor day weekend and all.

 

5)I'm going to court in three weeks.

 

6)I didn't get a part in the play I auditioned for. In fact I got a very small dumb part. I'm an f ing nazi. I even circled 'no' on my audition form when asked if I would accept a part as a nazi. So NOW, I don't have a worthwhile part in my school's play NOR am I going to have time to get a job now. When someone doesn't deserve a major part, and they are not willing to take a smaller role JUST DON"T GIVE THEM A PART! They're not doing any favors for me.

 

7)My mom made me stain our fence grey. It looks like a concret wall around our back yard. I'm a very aesthetic person and I can't even sit out there anymore. It's horrid. In fact, I didn't even finish it because i couldn't take looking at it. It's also splochy because the wood is not smooth. She's so dumb. I also hate making things permanant. I never use pens.

 

8)My mom found my alchohol.

 

9)I've gained weight.

 

10)My dad told me he will not be helping me pay for college. I may not even go to college next year. I'll probably have to take a year off and make some money. That means staying at home. Either that or I'll go to a state school.

 

 

 

Its not like I'm having the worst week ever. I'm not. Ijust need to get this out.

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Sometimes ya just gotta complain and let it all out.

 

Can I add a reply that doesn't get my head bitten off?

 

Okie Dokie.

 

1. Sorry about your mum. Sometimes parents (especially mothers) have a hard time accepting that their children are sexual beings.

 

2. The reason they suspended you is that they don't know what else to do. It's like 'time out'. Maybe you can take the time to study for the classes you are struggling in....maybe get a classmate from those classes to get you some work from the teachers.

 

3. Bummer ~hugs~

 

4. More rejections. Double bummer!! ~more hugs~

 

5. Stay strong for court.

 

6. Is there any way to get out of the play at all? Or do you have to do it because of the strife you are in at school. I am sure if you have a valid reason for not wanting to play a Nazi, the drama teacher might be able to give you a break.

 

7. Bugger! A grey fence! Ewww!

 

8. I am a mum, so 'Serves you right!' And don't you know any better places to hide it?

 

9. It happens. Especially when you are going through a rough patch. Don't hit yourself up about it, okay?

 

10. Actually, that's a good plan to take a year off and get a job. Maybe you can do some seasonal work and travel a bit. If you decide to stay at home, you can save furiously for college and then just work part time while studying.

 

 

Now...is my head still on my shoulders?

 

Bev

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Hey Jared :)

 

I'm so sorry you're having such a rought time :(

 

1) my mom still thinks that I am just 'going through a phase'. She beleives I haven't met the right woman yet. She says all of this like she knows some little thing about me that I don't f ing know.

:( that sucks! On the bright side it isn't the worst reaction she could have. Don't me wrong I'm sorry and it sucks, but if she's okay with it in theory and just stuck in denial then maybe if you start dating another guy she'll get over it.

 

6)I didn't get a part in the play I auditioned for. In fact I got a very small dumb part. I'm an f ing nazi. I even circled 'no' on my audition form when asked if I would accept a part as a nazi. So NOW, I don't have a worthwhile part in my school's play NOR am I going to have time to get a job now. When someone doesn't deserve a major part, and they are not willing to take a smaller role JUST DON"T GIVE THEM A PART! They're not doing any favors for me.

 

There's no way you can just say no and not do it?

 

 

10)My dad told me he will not be helping me pay for college. I may not even go to college next year. I'll probably have to take a year off and make some money. That means staying at home. Either that or I'll go to a state school.

:( I'm sorry, maybe he'll change his mind or something. You are young enough that you could take a year off and save up and then go and be like the normal age. I mean I was already one of the oldest in my year if I'd taken a year off I'd have been way older than the other people...it's kind of like you've got an extra year anyway, so don't worry about it :)

 

Anyway I hope things get better!

Take care,

Kevin

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