Today was probably the hardest day I've ever had.

Walking into school, with everyone knowing what me and Leo got up, knowing Leo was there...waiting...

It was just really hard.

Leo - trying to brush it off - claims he remembers nothing.

It's just his way of not facing up to his mistakes.

I hate when people do that.

This whole love thing is annoying me.

I can't close my eyes without feeling him breath on me - hearing him whimper - tasting his kiss.

Love like lithium.

I just want it to go away, but it won't.

It just keeps haunting me.

I can feel it getting worse.

And I just know Saturday will be the worst day:

My birthday.

I'll post back tomorrow because I'm too tired at the moment.

I'm out. ]x,