We talked it out, and basically it was decided that we should just be friends--at least for now. Yeah there are complications, but still, it kinda stung. The fact that we both have feelings for each other apparently means nothing. It's okay though, I can deal with it.

ohh I'm so sorry, Richie

On brighter news, I got hit on at work a couple of weeks ago. The guy gave me a note that read "cute smile. call me." And I finally did. We went on our first date today... funny thing is he's not the guy I thought I was going out with... he's cuter! I had a really great time and we got along really well. I didn't kiss on the first date but I wanted to.

How awesome!

He asked me out on another date this sunday, and I told him I would check my schedule. The only thing is he's a little bit older than me. cougheightyearsoldercough. i think this could lead to something though.

Oh my gosh! I read "eightyears" as "eighty years" I JUST managed to read it correctly lol

i can't stop thinking about him right now, which is funny because of my feelings for josh. i'm taking it slow, because i don't want to lead this guy on. he seems like a great guy. is it wrong for me to go out on dates with him even though i have feelings for josh? the last thing i want is to make him my rebound. when i was with him though, it felt good. i wanted to be there, i wasn't thinking about josh. i don't know. i'll take it one step at a time.

I definitely don't think it's wrong. Just take it slow and see what happens

Have an awesome day and take care!

Kevin

where are all of these gay guys?

i have a force field i swear.

i even went to a gay bar and it was ladies night so it was just lesbians.

a;lskdjfalskdjfsd well it's good that you're keeping busy because the best thing is to keep your options open.