D.K. Daniels

30th June 1991: I spent the majority of the day thinking of what I could buy Ross for his birthday. What would he want me to buy? Something expensive? Perhaps Ross would be more traditional. You know, where you buy something that has a lot of sentimental value, or you make something with your bare hands. Anyhow, I should think about what I need to get him because his birthday is not that long away. It's like a week or something. On top of that, I should start planning: talk to the guys

@Tris & @chris191070 Sometimes you do funny things that you don't realise could come back to bite you, lets hope Adam and Thomas become friends, and have a safe space to confide in one another about their experiences. They both need each other, but they don't know it yet. Thanks for reading

Complicating things is what Adam does, it seems like second nature at this rate. Thanks for reading and commenting.

Looking back life may have seemed simple at a glance, but when you think about it, there was a lot of emotional stuff happening. Life now, at least, for me is just easy in compassion to when I was 12, and discovering everything for the first time. That phase that everybody talked about decided to stick around lol. Thanks for reading.

28th June 1991: Today I went to see The Naked Gun 2 ½ movie with Thomas. It's not my cup of tea; I'll tell you that much. Why did I use a cup of tea in my sentence? Sigh… I'm listening to adults too much Who wrote that ridiculous mess? Sure, some parts of the film were funny, but people in the audience were legitimately erupting with laughter every five minutes. Perhaps it's me and my humour, but the only part of the film I found funny was the killer scene. A guy ca

27th June 1991: Today was somewhat weird; we had a BBQ over at Eli's house. Eli knocked ahead of time to reveal his big plans for the day to me. From there, the both of us stopped in for Ross. While we were sitting at the table waiting for Ross to stumble sleepily down the stairs, I had a sudden realisation that I didn't know Ross's birthday. I never asked before, and I'm not sure why it didn't occur to me as an obvious thing to learn until now. As I sat in the chair and watched ever

It can appear that everybody is judging you, and everything is moving incredibly fast when you're falling in love for the first time, and have all those nervous jitters and attention repaid. Despite being absolutely terrified, many folks reflect on these moments with tender memories. Let's hope Adam is creating positive memories for him to look back on in the future. Thanks for reading.

26th June 1991: Why does the magazine seem so, I don't know… alluring or exciting in a sense? I'm not sure what I see in it. I know how Carl uses his mag. I mean, about ten minutes ago, I pulled myself off to the pictures in the magazine, and I'm not sure how I feel about it. I thought I would have felt… well… you know, extra excited about doing it, but I didn't. Instead, I just masturbated, got sleepy and decided that was all I was going to do. I didn't even get the satisfied feeling after

@weinerdog @chris191070 @VBlew - Thomas and Adam going to the cinema, the two boys bonding, I guess we'll have to see if Adam has second thoughts afterward. Its difficult to reject praise and love when people are wanting to show you compassion and interest. Adam might not now what to do with this affection, and believes it best to be friendly, and see where this friendship could go. Adam wants to keep his options opening, since the near future doesn't look clear. Thanks for reading and commenting.

24th June 1991: Okay, I have a couple of things to get off my chest today, and I'm not in the mood to be criticised if it's right or wrong. Firstly, I thought it through… I'll go to the film with Thomas just as friends. Well… I don't even know if he's hinting anything, but friends it is. I can at least give him that, right? I dropped by Carl's today. He seemed to be in a grumpy mood. I tried talking to him about what was on his mind, but he got grouchy at me. So, I'm like, "You se

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Finding you voice among all the noise can be difficult, but that's what makes everybody individual and unique, their distinct voice. Sometimes it takes deep soul searching within yourself, learning to be comfortable with yourself before you find you voice. Only thing is, you have to be the one to want that change, nobody else will create it for you. Thanks for reading and commenting.

We all feel helpless and confused around the ones we are interested in getting to know. All it takes is a few uncomfortable, but embarrassing bravery to change you life for good.

My first love was also a long distance relationship that never lasted, it was sad at the time, but where I am now, I'm content and happy. Sometimes what we think maybe unfair maybe life way of setting us up for something even better. Thanks for reading and commenting.

@weinerdog & @chris191070 I always assumed that Thomas was another gay kid, probably going through the same things as Adam, but a little more sheltered and shy. They might make good friends, possibly a match in the sequel which is now being written, but is still very much in early development. Thomas was always just the kid that tags along, and from a distance he'd have a crush on Adam. I guess with time we'll see how their chemistry mixes, and if its a good match for a friend or something more for Adam. Thanks for reading and commenting again. I hope your week is going well.