Granddad Tom Rules - 7. ​​​​​​​Discussion and More in the Secret Place 

Rick, whose hobby was horticulture, easily spotted the willow trees at the entrance to the inlet. The kayaks effortlessly moved through the shallow inlet, a spring fed stream that flowed into the lake. They spotted the small beach-like open area where the kayaks could be beached. Following the narrow, overgrown path, the boys were soon in a grassy area. Surrounded by high bushes, they had total privacy. Matt suggested, “Let’s lie in the grass, watch the clouds go by and contemplate life.”

“The perfect way to spend an afternoon.” Replied Rick. “So, what do you think of Alan and Mason. Those two guys seem to be into each other.”

Matt laughed, “Yea. I first met them when I entered the garage yesterday morning where the kayaks are kept. As they lowered a kayak off a rack, Mason leaned in and kissed Alan - on the lips! It wasn’t just a slight touch. Alan seemed to readily accept it and kissed back. To be honest, I was shocked. I never imagined two boys would kiss like that. I had only seen intense kisses on TV and in the movies. When they saw me, they did not seem at all concerned that I had caught them. I said something, that I now realize was stupid: ‘I am sorry I saw you two kissing. Do not worry. I won’t tell anyone. I didn’t mean to spy on you. Your secret is safe with me.’ Then Alan laughed: ‘What secret? No big deal. We traded tongues, ass smacked, and crotch played. Just what horny guys do! Well, not all horny guys - most do it with a girl - we prefer each other.’ I have never kissed anyone, except a few times on the cheek of my mother. I see family members kissing: grandmothers and grandfathers kissing grandchildren, parents, aunts, uncles, and others kissing. But it is always just a little kiss on the cheek. Not a lips pressed against lips as I saw Alan and Mason do. Have you ever kissed someone other than a relative?”

Rick replied, “No, I have not. And, I have never had a deep, lingering kiss like in the movies and TV.”

There was a period of silence as the two boys laid on their backs in the grass, a couple feet apart (less than a meter).

The silence continued.

Finally, Matt rolled onto his side. As he shifted in the grass, Rick rolled to his side. As the two boys faced each other, they just looked into the other’s eyes.

Quietly Matt spoke, with a very shaky voice, “Would you want to kiss me?”

Rick did not reply. He just smiled. He leaned forward. Matt leaned toward his friend. Their lips touched. While it was closed lips with no pressure against the other, the feeling of both was confusing and astonishing. They moved back. Each expected the other to make a comment such as, ‘Now we have done it. Let’s forget it happened.’ But there was only silence as the two looked into the other’s eyes. Rick leaned in again. Matt eagerly accepted his lips again. This time there was more pressure, although mouths were kept tightly closed. Neither knew what the next step should be. Eventually, they each laid back on the ground. Now, instead of staring at the clouds, they remained on their sides and smiled at each other.

Finally, Matt whispered, “I liked that.”

Rick gave a simple reply, “Me too.”

“I have more to tell you about my adventure with Mason and Alan yesterday. I told you about kayaking across the lake and hiking up the mountain. There is a lot more to the story. At the top of the mountain, the view was amazing. While I admired the beautiful scenery, Mason and Alan were holding hands. Then, although knowing I was there, they kissed. It was a long kiss like on TV and in the movies. They were not concerned that I was standing close by. Then, they suggested we rest for a while. We hiked a couple of minutes to a secluded grassy spot. It was hidden like the place we are now. We laid on the grass. Then Alan stated, ‘We follow a ritual when we hike to the top of the mountain. First we kiss at the top of the mountain. Then we visit our private place here for a relaxing jerkoff session. You are welcome to join us, or you can go back to the mountain top while we relax, ha ha.’ I was not sure what was happening. I had no idea what a ‘jerkoff session’ entailed. Then Alan and Mason each, while sitting on the ground, pulled off their shorts and underwear. I was startled to see each take his now hard penis in hand. Sitting in the secluded area near the mountain peak I was the most conflicted I had ever felt in my life. Nearby Alan and Mason had their fists wrapped around their hard penises. Then to my surprise, Alan stopped stroking his own and placed his hand on Mason’s. Mason leaned back and laid flat on the ground as Alan continued the stroking. Suddenly Mason called out, ‘STOP. Too soon.’ Alan then laid back, with his hard piece sticking straight up and Mason sat and began stroking his friend. I was spellbound. I could not take my eyes off the action. I suddenly realized my penis was as hard as the others. I looked down and realized so much juice had seeped out that there was a wet spot on the front of my pants. I wanted to get up and leave this scene, but my legs felt weak. As Mason continued to stroke Alan, he smiled at me. Then they switched positions, and Alan began to stroke Mason again. As if in a trance, I unzipped my shorts. As Alan continued on Mason, I wrapped my fist around my solid, penis. As soon as I touched myself, I exploded. The white stuff shot out, landing at the feet of Alan almost six feet (about two meters) away. Alan called out, ‘Wow! That is an amazing dick!’ He sat up just in time to see me blast. While continuing to pump Mason, Alan took his own in hand. The two shot loads as I watched.”

“Mason and Alan kissed as they zipped up their pants. I hid my penis in my pants and followed the two. As we hiked down the mountain, a wave of sadness overwhelmed me as I contemplated the sinfulness of lust that had overpowered me. I wanted to distance myself from this shameful situation. I decided that as soon as we returned to the lake house, I would thank Granddad for the visit and immediately go home.”

“By the time we had kayaked across the lake and arrived at the beach in front of the house, my thoughts of shame changed. Suddenly, I realized I had enjoyed jerking off with Mason and Alan. Now I was not feeling sinful because I did it, I felt shame because I had enjoyed it. When Granddad walked down to the beach to meet us, I told him I was tired and needed to rest. I went to my room upstairs and laid down.”

“A while later there was a knock on my closed door. Granddad asked if he could come in. I was laying on the bed and he sat in a chair. He said, ‘I want to discuss some events that have happened since you arrived. I understand when you walked into the garage to help Alan and Mason with the kayaks, you observed them kissing. Mason told me you appeared shocked and promised to never tell that you had seen them in an intimate situation.’ ”

“He continued, ‘I know Alan and Mason are both gay. I know this because Alan ‘came out’ to his grandfather, Geoff. Geoff is my best friend. Today he is attending the funeral of one of his neighbors. He will arrive here in time for dinner. I am happy Alan and Mason found each other. They are great guys: excellent students, athletics, have wonderful personalities and have realistic plans for their futures. They were not wrong to kiss in the privacy of the garage and you were not wrong to have walked in on them.’ ”

“Granddad had more to say. ‘Mason told me he and Alan invited you to participate in their ‘jerk off’ session on the mountain top. While there is nothing wrong about a guy jerking off, solo or with a friend, they should not have invited you, someone they hardly knew, to join them. Your church’s teaching may have condemned doing it. But remember that God created man so he would get pleasure from a sex act. For unmarried boys and men, taking your dick in hand is the best way to follow the God-created urges. While there is nothing wrong with doing it, Mason and Alan should not have invited you to participate. Like all normal boys, I started over fifty years ago and still use my fist to take care of the urges created by God.’ ”

“ ‘There is nothing wrong with being gay. There is nothing wrong with taking care of yourself. One topic we have not discussed is girls and baby creation. I am available to discuss that or anything, anytime. Do you have any questions or concerns you want to discuss now? Or discuss later?’ “

“Hearing my Granddad tell me that my urge to jerkoff was normal was totally in conflict with what I had believed in the past. And to think he not only did it as a kid, but still does fifty years later is mind-boggling. His explanation seemed sincere and logical. Alan and Mason are, in my opinion, not only great guys, but moral guys. If Granddad does it, if Alan and Mason do it, if God created man to get pleasure from sexual activities, then maybe it is not a sin. I have accepted that I will not go to hell if I touch myself and enjoy it.”

Rick interrupted, “My Dad gave me a talk when I was twelve years old that was similar to Granddad’s. He also gave me some booklets about growing up. He gave me more stuff to read about a year ago. It is my Mom’s request that I go to the Christian church and school. I know my father wishes I went to public school. He is very open about sex. As you know, our Church and school are very conservative and secretive about it.”

“When I suggested that we jerkoff a couple years ago, you very reluctantly agreed. I realized you were very uncomfortable doing it with me. After that one time, I did not suggest we do it together again. You were the same way when I showed you some of the material my Dad gave me.”

“It sounds like you have changed your attitude. Want to do it? We have total privacy.”