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———————————————————————— Track List Rain Sounds (Study Music) - That Gloomy Day In March Eyes (The New Division) - The World Redefined By A Moment In His Eyes My First Crush (TimeCop1983, Trevor Something) - Love At First Sight Tootsie Roll (69 Boyz) - Tootsie Rolls and Eye Candy Blue Lily (The Depreciation Guild) - Heavenly Shades of Ryan Kinky Love (Pale Saints) - Ryan’s Sexy Self In My Arms (Erasure) - Hugs and Kisses, Kisses and Hugs Snake In The Grass (Autumn Chorus) - Wicked Confusion Only Love Can Break Your Heart (Unclubbed Cover of Saint Etienne) - The Deepest Cut Of All Our Story (Michele Gandrinetti) - The Ballad of Randy and Ryan Our Secret Garden (SINE) - Paradise In A Basement Molten Young Lovers (Airiel) - Hot Buttered Boy Love Walking On Air (Soundpool) - Emotions On High You and I (Washed Out) - The Giddy Getaway Our Misunderstanding (Fastball) - Not Looking Like What It Looks Like The Sun And The Storm (Safe As Houses) - A Fist and A Kiss Sweetest Perfection: Hajas Sloth Mix (Color Theory) - The Example Of Randy and Ryan Send Me An Angel (Real Life) - When Angels Pray Lovesparkles (The Daysleepers) - When Angels Meet Utopia (Goldfrapp) - Utopian Moments Behind The Mask (Eric Clapton) - Threesom to Twosome Too Shy Instrumental (Kajagoogoo) - Holy Ariel, The Bashful Angel What Makes You Beautiful (OneDirection) - Tyler’s Embrace Fortress Around Your Heart (Sting) - Shields Down, Captain Call Me Maybe (Alex Groot Cover Of Carley Ray Jepsen) - Call Me, Maybe? Our Story (Alternative love song by Brenden Hollis) - Randy’s Serenade ———————————————————————— Rain Sounds (Study Music) - That Gloomy Day In March Instrumental ———————————————————————— Eyes (The New Division) - The World Redefined By A Moment In His Eyes It's all that you are Beauty in your life Our love is defined by moments in our hearts And everything you've said to me And all the things you hold Are everything I want to see It's all in your Eyes It's all that we are Broken and unseen The risk is defined by treasures in our hearts There's nothing left when you decide To share your heart and soul The future's here within our minds It's all in your Eyes In your Eyes! When heaven's arms are open wide And every song is sung I'll be right there Right by your side I'll be in your arms In your Eyes! X ———————————————————————— My First Crush (TimeCop1983, Trevor Something) - Love At First Sight We used to meet Down at the park And we would stay ‘Til after dark Yeah you had me Right from the start You had the key, yeah Into my heart Cause you were my My First Crush Yeah you were my My First Crush Cause you were my My First Crush Yeah, you were my My First Crush Aye yeah Oh oh Aye yeah Oh oh Its been so long I can’t forget All the way back When we first met Yeah, we were kids Back in those days But it still feels Like yesterday Cause you were my My First Crush Yeah, you were my My First Crush Cause you were my My First Crush Yeah, you were my My First Crush Aye yeah Oh oh Aye yeah Oh oh ———————————————————————— Tootsie Roll (69 Boyz) - Tootsie Rolls and Eye Candy The Butterfly? Uh-uh, that's old! Let me see the Tootsee Roll! Yeah, 199Quad! 69 Boyz backed up by the Quad City DJ's! One time! Cotton candy, sweetie go, let me see the Tootsee Roll! Tootsee Roll! (X) And make that Tootsee Roll! To the left! To the left To the right! To the right! To the front! To the front! To the back! To the back! Now slide! Slide (X) To the left! To the left To the right! To the right! To the front! To the front! To the back! To the back! Dip, baby, dip! (X) Cotton candy, sweetie go, let me see the Tootsee Roll! I don't know what you've been told It ain't the butterfly, it's the Tootsee Roll A brand new dance so, Grab a partner and get on the dance flo' And work them hips a lil' bit Then do that dip a lil' bit Oh yeah, you got it, no ifs, ands and buts about it And you over there, with the long hair Keep rollin' that derriere 'Cause it ain't hard Just a brand new dance for the 199Quad 69 in the place to be Hey yo, 'Ski! What we came to see? Cotton candy, sweetie go let me see the Tootsee Roll! Tootsee Roll! (X) I feel a whoop comin' on, a whoop comin' on I feel a whoop comin' on, a whoop comin' on Whoop! (X) Cotton candy, sweetie go let me see that Tootsee Roll! Tootsee Roll! (X) Just make your Tootsee Roll! To the left! To the left To the right! To the right! To the front! To the front! To the back! To the back! Now slide! Slide (X) I feel a whoop comin' on, a whoop comin' on A whoop comin' on, a whoop comin' on 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 Whoop! (X) Cotton candy, sweetie go let me see the Tootsee Roll! I don't know what you've been told It ain't the Butterfly, it's the Tootsee Roll A brand new dance so, Grab a partner and get on the dance flo' 69 in the place to be Hey yo, 'Ski! What we came to see? The butterfly? Uh-uh, that's old! Let me see the Tootsee Roll! Tootsee Roll! (X) To the left! To the left To the right! To the right! To the front! To the front! To the back! To the back! Now slide! Slide (X) To the left! To the left To the right! To the right! To the front! To the front! To the back! To the back! Dip, baby, dip! (X) I feel a whoop comin' on, a whoop comin' on I feel a whoop comin' on, a whoop comin' on Whoop! (X) Just roll! (X) ———————————————————————— Blue Lily (The Depreciation Guild) - Heavenly Shades of Ryan we were here when the heat had found us under thousands of lilies so blue with a weight so thick you could taste it could you feel it too? drilled into the hull, and sinking slow into the deep, forever blue blue a-ahh it was clear when the fog had lifted, we were here all along and i knew that some words, they would rise to the surface with unguarded truth depicted on the scrolls the ancient hoax a lucid stream of wilted truth truth drilled into the hull, i love you so into the deep, forever blue blue and i love you oh, i do oh, i do drilled into the hull and sinking slow, into the deep, forever blue blue ———————————————————————— Kinky Love (Pale Saints) - Ryan’s Sexy Self Kinky love Kinky I'm mad about you Kinky love I need you so bad I need you kinky love Kinky you're all that I've been thinking of Kinky take me inside and let the honey slide I need you kinky love Good to me Kinky do all the things you should to me Wake up I'm nervous Sleep inside of me Open your gates and let the river free Oh kinky take me inside and let the honey slide I need you kinky love Late at night In my bed as I lie here Somewhere in limbo land Half awake half asleep Halfway somewhere else I know I should be sleeping But how can I close my eyes When you know I understand you're mad And you've got to have your kinky love I know I should be sleeping But how can I close my eyes When you know I understand you're mad And you've got to have your kinky love Kinky I'm mad about you Kinky love I need you so bad I need you kinky love Kinky you're all that I've been thinking of Kinky take me inside And let the honey slide I need you kinky love Oh kinky take me inside And let the honey slide I need you kinky love ———————————————————————— In My Arms (Erasure) - Hugs and Kisses, Kisses and Hugs The deal is on the rise again The ship comes into shore You've been away to somewhere But life goes on no less Through the foreign ocean Underneath the sea The walls come tumbling down We'll be forever calm And you'll be here in my arms I'll keep you away from harm I thought about you twice just then You get me every time Keeps coming out of nowhere It cannot be defined Your colours are magnificent From magenta to bright blue The walls come tumbling down We'll be forever calm And you'll be here in my arms I'll keep you away from harm Through the foreign ocean Underneath the sea The walls come tumbling down We'll be forever calm And you'll be here in my arms I'll keep you away from harm The walls come tumbling down We'll be forever calm And you'll be here in my arms I'll keep you away from harm The walls come tumbling down We'll be forever calm And you'll be here in my arms I'll keep you away from harm ———————————————————————— Snake In The Grass (Autumn Chorus) - Wicked Confusion If your brother weighs heavy, then why won't you put him down? When there's a scourge amongst the family, that will hide in the lowest bough, my dear... Why can't all things lead to joy? Why can't all things lead to, all things lead to joy? If the levy's forever, we must hide all our children now. If the Serpent head marries to the lines of our beaten brow, that's what I fear... Oh she said "It's like a pain in the side of my head is formed, of wasted joy in a time that would fascinate The Maker's boy." Oh he said "I can't imagine all the things that have gone before, I waited night after night in the shadow of a broken voice." Oh I heard of a light that was under my nose, and it would shelter the child from the family curse I'm sure. Oh he said, the pain is brushed away. Thank you light, I've returned to joy. ———————————————————————— Only Love Can Break Your Heart (Unclubbed Cover of Neil Young) - The Deepest Cut Of All When you were young and on your own How did it feel to be alone? I was always thinking of games that I was playing Trying to make the best of my time But only love can break your heart Try to be sure right from the start Yes, only love can break your heart What if your world should fall apart? I have a friend I've never seen He hides his head inside a dream Someone should call him and see if he can come out Try to lose the down that he's found But only love can break your heart Try to be sure right from the start Yes, only love can break your heart What if your world should fall apart? I have a friend I've never seen He hides his head inside a dream Yes, only love can break your heart Yes, only love can break your heart Yes, only love can break your heart Yes, only love can break your heart Yes, only love can break your heart ———————————————————————— Our Story (Michele Gandrinetti) - The Ballad of Randy and Ryan hours went by turned into days nothing has changed I still feel the same tried to let go get it off my head staring at the phone but the line was dead So I wait inpatient for a brand new start in time though We'll never be too far apart And I know it's not what I pretend It can't be wrong 'Cause I know Our Story doesn't end It goes on It goes on and on (X) Time passed on by I forgot deep down somehow It's still there in my thoughts years later I met him could not believe He told me He wished he had never left And I know it's not what I pretend It can't be wrong 'Cause I know Our Story doesn't end It goes on It goes on and on (X) Some things are meant to be You're never too old Sometimes it's best to be Beyond control And I know it's not what I pretend It can't be wrong 'Cause I know Our Story doesn't end It goes on It goes on and on (X) ———————————————————————— Our Secret Garden (SINE) - Paradise In A Basement Sensual Instrumental ———————————————————————— Molten Young Lovers (Airiel) - Hot Buttered Boy Love Putting the lights on low No one else at home 'Cause I know, I know, I know You always want this Stayed inside for days Whatever, bombs away 'Cause you know, you know, you know I always want you ———————————————————————— Walking On Air (Soundpool) - Emotions On High (something, something - Walking On Air X) ———————————————————————— You and I (Washed Out) - Indecision Decide (X) I know it's hard, to hold it back, to keep your thoughts in line. You want it all, you need the words to let it go, feelings for your love. Before you know, you keep yourself from rising tall, no future holds it all. It's all you've got, you’re never going to find it out, you'll keep it all on hold. Don't walk away, you know just what you've got. Don't want to call it off. Don't want to lie, to keep it all inside. Don't want to find it out. Under untrue circumstances, I forget all of your vain pretenses. But if you want to recreate the sea and the sky for me, I got you. Under untrue circumstances, I forget all of your vain pretenses. But if you want to recreate for me another sky and sea, I got you. Don't walk away, you know just what you've got. Don't want to call it off. Don't want to lie, to keep it all inside. Don't want to find it out. ———————————————————————— Our Misunderstanding (Fastball) - Not Looking Like What It Looks Like Rip out the trees and plant your flag Now I know just where you stand Nature means nothing to you Something that you can't control And we make ourselves miserable Trying to fill the hole It's sad that our misunderstanding Has turned into a war I don't know you anymore How was I supposed to know I was steppin' on your toes The momentum builds to a fever pitch Talkin' but I just can't hear Watchin' our problems multiply Wishin' they would disappear It's sad that our misunderstanding Has turned into a war I don't know you anymore, anymore And our love got lost in the translation And when I see you out You're a stranger to me now You're a stranger to me now I, I wish I could talk to you I wish I could make you see How much I care How much you mean to me That our misunderstanding Has turned into a war I don't know you anymore, anymore And our love got lost in the translation And when I see you out You're a stranger to me now You're a stranger to me now ———————————————————————— The Sun And The Storm (Safe As Houses) - A Fist and A Kiss Day was breaking Birds were heading South Eyes were stinging Breeze was chilling out We keep each other Warm as we shout Part of me should be Just be leaving By now I could see in the eye of the Storm I could see all that was never torn And when the day ends the rain will break away And I'll be free and he'll be gone So wake up We can shake off his fun Start a new way See the truth in our love When I take off on my journey to the sun You must think of what is in my heart is you my love I could see in the eye of the Storm I could see all that was never torn And when the day ends the rain will break away I'll be free and we'll be gone (X) ———————————————————————— Sweetest Perfection: Hajas Sloth Mix (Color Theory) - The Example Of Randy and Ryan (Reprise from ‘Ryan’s Heart’) ———————————————————————— Send Me An Angel (Real Life) - When Angels Pray Do you believe in heaven above Do you believe in love Don't tell a lie don't be false and untrue It all comes back to you Open fire! On my burning heart I've never been lucky in love My defences are down A kiss or a frown I can't survive on my own If a boy walks in and carves his name in my heart I'll turn and run away Everyday we've all been led astray It's hard to be lucky in love It gets in your eyes It's making you cry Don't know what to do Don't know what to do You're looking for love Calling heaven above Send me an angel Send me an angel Right now, right now Empty dreams can only disappoint In a room behind your smile But don't give up, Don't give up You can be lucky in love It gets in your eyes It's making you cry Don't know what to do Don't know what to do You're looking for love Calling heaven above Send me an angel Send me an angel Right now, right now. ———————————————————————— Lovesparkles (The Daysleepers) - When Angels Meet The moment you opened your heart I knew These tears of love Will carry you through (Say that you will Carry me through) I'm drowned in love with you You’re knee deep in my dreams I'll keep you close Your medicine touch Is the right dose (Say that you will Carry me through) I'm drowned in love with you All the sky went violet It's the color of my heart I searched so long to find it It was right here all along With this tune I bring all my love to you You made me realize You opened up my eyes To true love ———————————————————————— Utopia (Goldfrapp) - Utopian Moments It's a strange day No colors or shapes No sound in my head I forget who I am When I'm with you There's no reason There's no sense I'm not supposed to feel I forget who I am I forget Fascist baby Utopia, utopia My dog needs new ears Make his eyes see forever Make him live like me Again and again Fascist baby Utopia, utopia I'm wired to the world That's how I know everything I'm super brain That's how they made me Fascist baby Utopia, utopia ———————————————————————— Behind The Mask (Eric Clapton) - Threesome To Twosome All along, had to talk about it, Like a two-edged sword, he touched you and it stabs me All along, knew you were a phony boy, Sit behind the mask where you control your world Yesterday he had you in his arms When I'm holding you, I feel his bitter charms I can't judge what you do to me Camouflage the truth, indulge your fantasy Who do you love? Is it me now, is it him babe? I don't know Who do you love? Is it me babe, is it him now? I don't know There is nothing in your eyes that's the way you cry All is grand, all is bright You're just studying my mind There is nothing in your eyes that's the way you cry All is grand, all is bright You're just studying my mind Was I invited to your masquerade? Well the party's over so now take off your face You say you love, but it's hard to see When you're in his arms, throwing rocks at me I walk around suffering in my doom When I come to you, you're sitting in your room The truth is news, I have longed to trace So take off the mask so I can see your face Who do you love? Is it me baby, is it him now? I don't know Who do you love? Is it me babe, is it him baby? I don't know Who do you love? Is it me babe, is it him now? I don't know Who do you love? Is it me now, is it him baby? I don't know Who do you love? Is it me baby, is it him now? I don't know Who do you love? Is it me baby, is it him now? I don't know Who do you love? Is it me baby, is it him? I want to know Who do you love? ———————————————————————— Too Shy Instrumental (Kajagoogoo) - Holy Ariel, The Bashful Angel Instrumental mix of Ariel’s shy theme ———————————————————————— What Makes You Beautiful (OneDirection) - Tyler’s Embrace (Reprise from ‘Kiss Of An Angel’) ———————————————————————— Fortress Around Your Heart (Sting) - Shields Down, Captain Under the ruins of a walled city Crumbling towers in beams of yellow light. No flags of truce, no cries of pity; The siege guns had been pounding through the night. It took a day to build the city. We walked through its streets in the afternoon. As I returned across the fields I'd known, I recognized the walls that I once made. Had to stop in my tracks for fear of walking on the mines I'd laid. And if I've built this fortress around your heart, Encircled you in trenches and barbed wire, Then let me build a bridge, for I cannot fill the chasm, And let me set the battlements on fire. Then I went off the fight some battle that I'd invented inside my head. Away so long for years and years, You probably thought or even wished that I was dead. While the armies are all sleeping beneath the tattered flag we'd made. I had to stop in my tracks for fear of walking on the mines I'd laid. And if I've built this fortress around your heart, Encircled you in trenches and barbed wire, Then let me build a bridge, for I cannot fill the chasm, And let me set the battlements on fire. This prison has now become your home, A sentence you seem prepared to pay. It took a day to build the city. We walked through its streets in the afternoon. As I returned across the fields I'd known, I recognized the walls that I once made. Had to stop in my tracks for fear of walking on the mines I'd laid. And if I've built this fortress around your heart, Encircled you in trenches and barbed wire, Then let me build a bridge, for I cannot fill the chasm, And let me set the battlements on fire. ———————————————————————— Call Me Maybe (Alex Groot Cover Of Carley Ray Jepsen) - Call Me, Maybe? I threw a wish in the well Don't ask me, I'll never tell I looked to you as it fell And now you're in my way I'd trade my soul for a wish Pennies and dimes for a kiss I wasn't looking for this But now you're in my way Your stare was holdin' Ripped jeans, skin was showin' Hot night, wind was blowin' Where you think you're going, baby? Hey, I just met you And this is crazy But here's my number So call me, maybe? It's hard to look right At you baby But here's my number So call me, maybe? Hey, I just met you And this is crazy But here's my number So call me, maybe? And all the other boys Try to chase me But here's my number So call me, maybe? You took your time with the call I took no time with the fall You gave me nothing at all But still, you're in my way I beg, and borrow and steal At first sight and it's real I didn't know I would feel it But it's in my way Your stare was holdin' Ripped jeans, skin was showin' Hot night, wind was blowin' Where you think you're going, baby? Hey, I just met you And this is crazy But here's my number So call me, maybe? It's hard to look right At you baby But here's my number So call me, maybe? Hey, I just met you And this is crazy But here's my number So call me, maybe? And all the other boys Try to chase me But here's my number So call me, maybe? Before you came into my life I missed you so bad I missed you so bad I missed you so, so bad Before you came into my life I missed you so bad And you should know that I missed you so, so bad It's hard to look right At you baby But here's my number So call me, maybe? Hey, I just met you And this is crazy But here's my number So call me, maybe? And all the other boys Try to chase me But here's my number So call me, maybe? Before you came into my life I missed you so bad I missed you so bad I missed you so, so bad Before you came into my life I missed you so bad And you should know that So call me, maybe? ———————————————————————— Our Story (Alternative love song by Brenden Hollis) - Randy’s Serenade You took my breath You held my thoughts from the start Can I know you? May I hold your anxious heart? And your beauty Goes beyond all I could know And you move me To the places I want to go And all this part is just a chapter Of our story called ‘Forever’ . . . Called ‘Forever’ (Chorus) And oo-ooo It’s only you-u In Our Story In Our Story And oo-ooo What can I do-o You inspire me Let’s write a story-y I hear you I hear your voice speaking out When you tell me ‘You’re all I can think of’ And I see you The ways you moved from the start Can I know you? You can hold my anxious heart And all this part is just a chapter Of our love story called ‘Forever’ . . . It’s Called ‘Forever’ (Chorus) You inspire me To write a story Oh, you inspire me-e Let’s write a story-y You took my breath You held my thoughts from the start Can I know you? May I hold your anxious heart?

Track List Ryan’s Prayer (Cal Haley) - Being The New Kid Gentle Rain (Snow In Mexico) - Finding Sunshine On A Cloudy Day Sapphire Eyes (Blue Jay) - A Risk Is Defined By Treasures In His Eyes Smile (The New Division) - Love Found In A Smile Tootsie Roll (Mister Chase) - Tootsie Rolls and Eye Candy Lovestruck (The Fauns) - Randy Casts His Spell A Key Turns (The Depreciation Guild) - Ryan The Gatekeeper, Randy the Key Master Strawberry Cream (Oiel) - What Strawberry Blonds Make On High (Sound Pool) - Love Gone Stratospheric No. 1 Fan (Majesty Crush) - Ryan Obsessed Boyfriend (Tegan and Sara) - Troubles And Secrets Taste Like Honey (Swallow) - Missing Randy’s Taste F^#k Me (Wendy Ho) - Sex On The Stairs In Mind (Brothertiger) - Randy Always On His Mind Your Lips, My Mouth (Airiel) - 69 Ways To Please A Lover You Look So Fine (Garbage) - A Rock And A Hard Place Sweetest Perfection (Depeche Mode) - The Example Of Ryan and Randy Strawberry Afternoons (Lonely Benson) - Heaven In A Basement Randy’s Hot Tonight (Electric Six) - Marathon Love With The Dreamboy Our Story (Ryan Stewart) - The Ballad of Ryan and Randy Digital Love (The Royal Concept Cover of Daft Punk) - Helping The Threesome Too Shy Cover - Holy Ariel, The Bashful Angel What Makes You Beautiful (Alex Groot) - Tyler X Ariel You’ll Be In My Heart (Peter Hollens and Bryan Lanning) - Ryan’s Heart Call Me Maybe (Glee Cast) - Call Me, Maybe? ———————————— Ryan’s Prayer (Cal Haley) - Being The New Kid Instrumental Overture Gentle Rain (Snow In Mexico) - Finding Sunshine On A Cloudy Day Etheric vocals Sapphire Eyes (Blue Jay) - A Risk Is Defined By Treasures In His Eyes Sapphire Eyes as deep as the bright blue sky you've got your hand laced in mine before we leave and I never thought that we'd come this far with three years past and some love in our arms and it's hard to believe that you came to me (Chorus) Hey, whoa whoa... don't you ever go away Hey, whoa whoa... don't you ever leave this place sing me a song tell me about everything that you ever dreamed of sing me a song tell me about you (X) (Chorus) another story ends this is the beginning of something new again I'm growing older my heart is a little bit colder But I still want it for you and me (Chorus) Sapphire Eyes you've got your hand laced in mine oh-oh oh-oh oh-oh Smile (The New Division) - Love Found In A Smile I see you walk at night with the pain inside of all of us I know you talk and write of the stories from another book Your words are cold but your heart is right You will find it in the morning light Your tears are gone and your face is bright I see you're Smiling all the time I see you Smiling in my mind Tootsie Roll (Mister Chase) - Tootsie Rolls and Eye Candy That Tootsie Roll That Tootsie Roll Gimme Gimme Jelly Bounce it all around Knick knack paddy whack Make it touch the ground Dip it To the Right To the Left Up and Down Shake it shake it baby Shake it all around I can make twerq Make it worq Make it go All the other boyz be watchin make em say OH! Make their eyes big make dem blush fo' sho' Make dat ass go ticky ticky just once mo' Now (chorus) Ohhhhhh! I want that tootsie roll (ow) Gimmmeeee That tootsie roll! (ow)X (drop it) Check the unicorn hidin out in my pocket he's a little sly might sneak into your cockpit squeaky like a rubber duck make him go quack baby, shate that tailfeather bring that thing back Jelly . . . Gimme Jelly . . . SUPERCALISWAGILISITICSEXYHELLADOPENESS Throw ya hands up in the air & Shake it like ya hopeless Do you like when I spread ya body on my bed? body on my bed? X (chorus) Do you, do you like it when I move my feet, my feet X O00000ooooooooooo0000000000oooooooooh Give ME that Jelly! X (chorus) That Tootsie Roll That Tootsie Roll Lovestruck (The Fauns) - Randy Casts His Spell You and I And those bright eyes Eyes, eyes that bring me back To life All of time is in your eyes The song of your eyes Is the song of my life You and I Wonder why The breath of our sighs Feels so nice Lovestruck I feel you inside Stay here Don’t say ‘good night’ Love Lovestruck X A Key Turns (The Depreciation Guild) - Ryan The Gatekeeper, Randy the Key Master There is a figure in the glass He moves through the dark house White candle visions flicker fast Uncover the unfound Leave everything that you have known It must go Cut down the tree to plant the seed All you need And to your side, i will speed A key turns inside another past Uncovers the unclear Ghost resin synapse fires fast He knows he has been here Down to the place you've been before There is more Slide like a spirit through the leaves Do you believe There is truth to what you've seen? Down to the place you've been before There is more Slide like a spirit through the leaves Do you believe Love is a light that can't be killed So rebuild Never again to shed a tear The coast is clear In the dreamhouse, we are here Strawberry Cream (Oiel) - What Strawberry Blonds Make Etheric distortions of heavenly peace. I want just a little more of Everything From You On High (Sound Pool) - Love Gone Stratospheric Something, Something We’re on High. No. 1 Fan (Majesty Crush) - Ryan Obsessed Yeah Oh-oh Yeah Yeah Oh The Butterflies won’t go away I’m in my car going insane I feel your love inside my chains I’ll take a car, a train, a plane Kill anyone that gets in my way I’ll never ever leave this chase Well, I’m your Number One Fan No. 1 Fan . . . Yeah Uh-huh Sent you a letter today Found out the places you were staying But things still got in my way I’ll take a car, a train, a plane Kill anyone that gets in my way I’ll never ever leave this chase Well, I’m your Number One Fan No. 1 Fan . . . Yeah Uh-huh I’d kill a President I’d kill a President I’d kill a President I read everything that you wrote Sang everything that you sang Watched everything that you played on I’ll take a car, a train, a plane Kill anyone that gets in my way I’ll never ever leave this chase Cause, I’m your Number One Fan Your No. 1 Fan . . . Yeah Uh-huh I’d kill a President I’d kill a President I’d kill a President (For your love) (X) For your love (X) Boyfriend (Tegan and Sara) - Troubles and Solutions Tell you that I love you, that I can't hold back The feeling that you give me, wanna give it right back I know you always win at this particular game I need to know the rules if you want me to play You treat me like your boyfriend And trust me like a like a very best friend You kiss me like your boyfriend You call me up like you want your best friend You turn me on like you want your boyfriend But I don't want to be your secret anymore I'm trying to be honest cause I can't relax Oh, when I get around you I can't hide the facts I let you take advantage cause it felt so good I blame myself for thinking we both understood You treat me like your boyfriend And trust me like a like a very best friend You kiss me like your boyfriend You call me up like you want your best friend You turn me on like you want your boyfriend But I don't want to be your secret anymore Don't wanna, don't wanna play the crying game Do you feel the same? You feel the same Don't wanna, don't wanna spin the bottle again Do you feel the same? You feel the same You treat me like your boyfriend And trust me like a like a very best friend You kiss me like your boyfriend You call me up like you want your best friend You turn me on like you want your boyfriend But I don't want to be your secret anymore You treat me like your boyfriend And trust me like a like a very best friend You kiss me like your boyfriend You call me up like you want your best friend You turn me on like you want your boyfriend But I don't want to be your secret anymore Taste Like Honey (Swallow) - Missing Randy’s Taste Tastes like honey But burns inside of me I've tried to tell you And what more could I do You'd find my secrets Would take away your breath And the sense of pain Fills me day after day And it's killing me It's killing me It's killing me It's killing me I saw you hide your smile In someone else's eyes And it tore the pleasure Right out of my heart It's killing me It's killing me It's killing me It's killing me I shouldn't feel so lonely But just look at me I shouldn't feel so empty When you're touching me But it's all I've ever been All I've ever been All I've ever been All I've ever been And you are just killing me And you are just killing me And you are just killing me And you are just killing me F^#k Me (Wendy Ho) - Sex On The Stairs Raunchy In Mind (Brothertiger) - Randy Always On His Mind I feel you all the way In destinies begun The shadows on my face Dissolving in the sun I know my own mistakes Have driven you along Then go and make your place Wherever you belong In mind I don't know if you want me to take you away You're keeping me In mind I am hoping that everything will remain You're keeping me In mind I don't know if you want me to take you away You're keeping me In mind Time slowing and every look you give me gets me high I feel you all the way In destinies begun I'll show you how to make Your soul and mind as one Your Lips, My Mouth (Airiel) - 69 Ways To Please A Lover Sun ray skies and we're lost The hallway's upside down You stumble over to me And blow me away with a smile Your finger's teasing my brain "Forever ends today" It's slow to get you to see How you're teasing me tonight No one's into you No one's into me But oh, they're into us and they can't see Roulette in my brain "Forever ends today" Over and over they'll see How your lips and my mouth should be Dancing 'til we both fall backwards Time and time again Spinning 'round in my bed I'll dream of you tonight Oh, they're into you Oh, they're into me But no one's into us They can't see They can't see You Look So Fine (Garbage) - A Rock And A Hard Place You look so fine I want to break your heart And give you mine You're taking me over It's so insane You've got me tethered and chained I hear your name And I'm falling over I'm not like all the other boys I can't take it like the other boys I won't share it like the other boys That you used to know You look so fine Knocked down Cried out Been down just to find out I'm through living for you I'm open wide I want to take you home We're wasting time You're the only one for me You look so fine I'm like the desert tonight Leave him behind If you want to show me I'm not like all the other boys I won't take it like the other boys I won't fake it like the other boys That you used to know You're taking me over Over and over I'm falling over Over and over Loving me one more time Hide inside me tonight Do what you want to do Just pretend happy end Let me know let it show Ending with letting go (three times) Let's pretend happy end (four times) Sweetest Perfection (Depeche Mode) - The Example Of Ryan and Randy The sweetest perfection to call my own The slightest correction couldn't finely hone The sweetest infection of body and mind Sweetest injection of any kind I stop and I stare too much Afraid that I care too much And I hardly dare to touch For fear that the spell may be broken When I need a drug in me And it brings out the thug in me Feel something tugging me Then I want the real thing, not tokens The sweetest perfection to call my own The slightest correction couldn't finely hone The sweetest infection of body and mind Sweetest injection of any kind Things you'd expect to be Having effect on me Pass undetectedly But everyone knows what has got me Takes me completely Touches me sweetly Reaches so deeply I know that nothing can stop me Sweetest perfection An offer was made An assorted collection But I wouldn't trade The sweetest perfection to call my own The slightest correction couldn't finely hone The sweetest infection of body and mind Sweetest injection of any kind The sweetest perfection to call my own The slightest correction couldn't finely hone (nothing can stop me) The sweetest infection of body and mind (takes me completely, touches so sweetly) The sweetest injection of any kind (reaches so deeply, nothing can stop me) The sweetest perfection to call my own (takes me completely, touches so sweetly) The slightest correction couldn't finely hone (reaches so deeply, nothing can stop me) The sweetest infection of body and mind (takes me completely, touches so sweetly) The sweetest injection of any kind (reaches so deeply) Strawberry Afternoons (Lonely Benson) - Heaven In A Basement When I saw you in the morning You were on your way to work I bought your coffee 'Cause I liked the way you talk It's kind of funny now to think I know the name of your perfume I never dreamed I'd be here lying next to you [Chorus] Strawberry afternoons By your side Where fields of flowers bloom In your sunshine And when we kiss Isn't it bliss? Strawberry afternoons [Instrumental] [Repeat Chorus] One spray, two spray Three’s too much One spray, two spray That's enough One spray, two spray Three’s too much One spray, two spray Quite enough ‘Cause I love you where you are When you’re here lying in my arms Close to my heart [Repeat Chorus] Randy’s Hot Tonight (Electric Six) - Marathon Love With The Dreamboy Dance like nobody's watching you, Randy And love like you've never been hurt Supersize it when you get hungry, Randy And eat like it's the last night on earth You could be nobody in heaven Or you could be a star in hell You could have a billion dollars and blow it all away Randy's hot tonight He's hot tonight He's hot tonight Randy's hot tonight He's hot tonight He's hot tonight Randy's got tonight He's got tonight He's got tonight Randy's hot tonight He's hot tonight He's hot tonight Cause we just wanna see the hot hot side of Randy Now Randy said "If you live in Japan You're Japanese. If you live in Canada You're gonna freeze. If you live in a plastic house You'll never die in a fire. If you work in television You're a fucking liar!" Don't become unfocused, Randy And everything'll be ok That confidence will come in handy And everyone will be forced to say That Randy's hot tonight He's hot tonight He's hot tonight Randy's hot tonight He's hot tonight He's hot tonight Randy's got tonight He's got tonight He's got tonight Randy's hot tonight He's hot tonight He's hot tonight Cause we just wanna see the hot hot side of Randy Our Story (Ryan Stewart) - The Ballad of Ryan and Randy Sweet and Gentle Piano Instrumental by Ryan Digital Love (The Royal Concept Cover of Daft Punk) - Helping The Threesome [Verse 1] Last night I had a dream about you In this dream, I'm dancing right beside you And it looked like everyone was having fun The kind of feeling I've waited so long [Verse 2] Don't stop, come a little closer As we jam, the rhythm gets stronger There's nothing wrong with just a little little fun We were dancing all night long The time is right to put my arms around you You're feeling right, you wrap your arms around too But suddenly I feel the shining sun Before I knew it, this dream was all gone [Verse 3] Ooh, I don't know what to do About this dream and you I wish this dream comes true Ooh, I don't know what to do About this dream and you We'll make this dream come true [Interlude] [Outro] Why don't you play the game? Why don't you play the game? Too Shy Cover - Holy Ariel, The Bashful Angel Reprise from ‘The Arcade Junkies’ What Makes You Beautiful (Alex Groot) - Tyler X Ariel XOXOX Reprise from ‘Kiss Of An Angel’ You’ll Be In My Heart (Peter Hollens and Bryan Lanning) - Ryan’s Heart Come stop your crying It will be alright Just take my hand And hold it tight I will protect you From all around you I will be here Don't you cry For one so small, You seem so strong My arms will hold you, Keep you safe and warm This bond between us Can't be broken I will be here Don't you cry 'Cause you'll be in my heart Yes, you'll be in my heart From this day on Now and forever more You'll be in my heart No matter what they say You'll be here in my heart Always Why can't they understand the way we feel They just don't trust what they can't explain I know we're different, but deep inside us We're not that different at all And you'll be in my heart Yes you'll be in my heart From this day on Now and forever more Don't listen to them 'Cause what do they know We need each other, to have, to hold They'll see in time, I know When destiny calls you, you must be strong I may not be with you But you got to hold on They'll see in time, I know We'll show them together 'Cause you'll be in my heart Believe me you'll be in my heart I'll be there from this day on Now and forever more You'll be in my heart No matter what they say You'll be here in my heart Always Always I'll be with you I'll be there for you always Always and always Just look over your shoulder Just look over your shoulder Just look over your shoulder I'll be there Always Call Me Maybe (Glee Cast) - Call Me, Maybe? I threw a wish in the well Don't ask me, I'll never tell I looked to you as it fell And now you're in my way I'd trade my soul for a wish Pennies and dimes for a kiss I wasn't looking for this But now you're in my way Your stare was holdin' Ripped jeans, skin was showin' Hot night, wind was blowin' Where you think you're going, baby? Hey, I just met you And this is crazy But here's my number So call me, maybe? It's hard to look right At you baby But here's my number So call me, maybe? Hey, I just met you And this is crazy But here's my number So call me, maybe? And all the other boys Try to chase me But here's my number So call me, maybe? You took your time with the call I took no time with the fall You gave me nothing at all But still, you're in my way I beg, and borrow and steal At first sight and it's real I didn't know I would feel it But it's in my way Your stare was holdin' Ripped jeans, skin was showin' Hot night, wind was blowin' Where you think you're going, baby? Hey, I just met you And this is crazy But here's my number So call me, maybe? It's hard to look right At you baby But here's my number So call me, maybe? Hey, I just met you And this is crazy But here's my number So call me, maybe? And all the other boys Try to chase me But here's my number So call me, maybe? Before you came into my life I missed you so bad I missed you so bad I missed you so, so bad Before you came into my life I missed you so bad And you should know that I missed you so, so bad It's hard to look right At you baby But here's my number So call me, maybe? Hey, I just met you And this is crazy But here's my number So call me, maybe? And all the other boys Try to chase me But here's my number So call me, maybe? Before you came into my life I missed you so bad I missed you so bad I missed you so, so bad Before you came into my life I missed you so bad And you should know that So call me, maybe?

Soundtrack Track List Fine On The Outside (Priscilla Ahn) - Drew’s Theme On My Mind (CD Ghost) - The Longing Of Hidden Hearts Nowhere (CD Ghost) - Lost Between In And Out If Only (CD Ghost) - If Only We Could Be Ourselves When Will I Belong? (Geographer, Savoir Adore) - Drew’s Lament Voices Carry (Emmett Kai’s Cover of ‘Til Tuesday) - Drew Struggles With Ethan’s Fears What About Love (‘Til Tuesday) - Balancing Fear And Love Within You, Within Me (Meltt) - Ethan Realizing Who Drew Is To Him I Knew (Millionyoung) - Loving Drew From First Sight Only In Your Eyes (Meltt) - Falling Into Each Other’s Eyes Space Between Us (VHS Collection) - Lunches At The Park Blue Lagoon (Bryan El) - First Times Policy Of Truth (Depeche Mode) - Ethan Gets A Taste Of Drew’s World True Lies (Brett) - Ethan’s Struggles Be True (Brothertiger) - Ethan Accepts His Truth Come Undone (Duran Duran) - The Heights Of Love Making Roses (CD Ghost Cover Of Mareux) - Drew’s Fears And Ethan’s Broken Heart Talk To Me (Nouvelle Phénomème) - Ethan Pursuing Drew Oh, Lover (Röyksopp) - Drew Succumbs Is Your Love Strong Enough (Bryan Ferry) - Love Conquers Fear Lyrics Fine On The Outside (Priscilla Ahn) - Drew’s Theme I never had that many friends growing up So I learned to be okay with just me Just me, just me, just me And I'll be fine on the outside I like to eat in school by myself anyway So I'll just stay right here Right here, right here, right here And I'll be fine on the outside So I just sit in my room After hours with the moon And think of who knows my name Would you cry if I died? Would you remember my face? So I left home I packed up and I moved far away From my past one day And I laughed I laughed, I laughed, I laughed I sound fine on the outside Ha ha ha Ha ha ha Ha ha ha Ha ha ha Ha ha ha... Sometimes I feel lost, sometimes I'm confused Sometimes I find that I'm not alright And I cry, and I cry, and I cry Ha ha ha Ha ha ha Ha ha ha Ha ha ha Ha ha ha... So I just sit in my room After hours with the moon And think of who knows my name Would you cry if I died? Would you remember my face? On My Mind (CD Ghost) - The Longing Of Hidden Hearts Lately you’ve been on my mind Think about you all the time Nights without you pass so slow Counting days til we’re alone Feel you walking by my side But it’s just inside my mind See you everywhere I go But I know it’s your shadow Falling backwards in a dream The way that you look at me You’ll always be everything You and me through anything Close your eyes and hold my hand Waiting for the day I can Hold you in my arms again Love you til my life ends and again Lately you’ve been on my mind Always dream about your eyes Only see you on my phone Kiss the screen ‘til I come home Feel you walking by my side But it’s just inside my mind See you everywhere I go But I know it’s your shadow Falling backwards in a dream The way that you look at me You’ll always be everything You and me through anything Close your eyes and hold my hand Waiting for the day I can Hold you in my arms again Love you til my life ends and again Nowhere (CD Ghost) - Lost Between In And Out I’m in between living in my dreams Can’t recall when last I saw past the trees The lights fade low as time it passes slow There’s no place left to go The nights are still Can’t tell what’s real In between two worlds, I’m lost in nowhere And no one knows What tomorrow holds Still seems to lead nowhere I’m in between escaping into Fantasies, my memory melts away The cold surrounds moving without a sound It closes all around The nights are still Can’t tell what’s real In between two worlds, I’m lost in nowhere And no one knows What tomorrow holds Still seems to lead nowhere Oh and whеn those walls come crashing down in ashes will I finally bе found And again I hear the voice call out, a choice laid out but can’t decide Oh and when those walls come crashing down in ashes will I finally be found When the past is future the overture rings out “as above, so below” The nights are still Can’t tell what’s real In between two worlds, I’m lost in nowhere And no one knows What tomorrow holds But will it lead nowhere If Only (CD Ghost) - If Only We Could Be Ourselves Out with the light, your shadow’s Falling tonight beneath the moonglow, then the thought grows Back of my mind, the swell of Blood in my eyes beneath the hallows, down where we go I’d let it go oh if only But it haunts me Killing me slow and softly I’d let it go oh if only But it haunts me Follows me like a shadow Do I need this disease, I don’t know, fear it’s my home Taken so many from me What do you see through a glass darkly, just a memory I’d let it go oh if only But it haunts me Killing me slow and softly I’d let it go oh if only But it haunts me When Will I Belong? (Geographer, Savoir Adore) - Drew’s Lament [Verse 1] All this fire I burn It takes me inside and it shows me what it learned If I feel your love Will you be my light above? Oh, anything else will do Than being misunderstood 'Cause I believe I could Feel as free as the winter truth Won't you take me as I am? Underneath my heart is a simple man If I could feel your love Then I could reason with the shadows in my thoughts Well, I feel sometimes like a little child Lost in the words from the fading light Is there no one who can help me find My own way to the other side? [Bridge] No one believes me now that I found a way Oh, nothing gets done unless you do it yourself these days [Chorus] 'Cause I've been walking my life to the beat of a drum They gave me when I was far too young I'm trying to be a lucky one It was all I could do just to play along Now you tell me that the paths are wrong Oh, maybe I shouldn't try so hard When will I belong? When will I belong? [Verse 2] In spite of all I know I keep trying to make the diamonds all around me glow When I feel alive I can light up the whole sky If I could feel your love Then I could reason with the clouds up above [Bridge] No one believes me now that I found a way Oh, nothing gets done unless you do it yourself these days [Chorus] 'Cause I've been walking my life to the beat of a drum They gave me when I was far too young I'm trying to be a lucky one It was all I could do just to play along Now you tell me that the paths are wrong Oh, maybe I shouldn't try so hard When will I belong? (X) Voices Carry (Emmett Kai’s Cover of ‘Til Tuesday) - Drew Struggles With Ethan’s Fears In the dark, I'd like to read his mind But I'm frightened of the things I might find Oh, there must be something he's thinking of To tear him away-a-ay When I tell him that I'm falling in love Why does he say-a-ay Hush, hush, keep it down now, voices carry Hush, hush, keep it down now, voices carry Ah-ah I try so hard not to get upset Because I know all the trouble I'll get Oh, he tells me tears are something to hide And something to fear-eh-eh And I try so hard to keep it inside So no one can hear Hush, hush, keep it down now, voices carry Hush, hush, keep it down now, voices carry Hush hush, keep it down now, voices carry Ah-ah Oh! He wants me, but only part of the time He wants me, if he can keep me in line Hush, hush, keep it down now, voices carry Hush, hush, keep it down now, voices carry Oh, oh, oh, hush hush, shut up now, voices carry Oh, oh, oh, hush hush, keep it down now, voices carry Oh, oh, oh, hush hush, darling, she might overhear Hush, hush, oh, oh, voices carry Hush, hush, he said shut up He said shut up Oh God, can't you keep it down? Voices carry Hush, hush, oh, oh voices carry I wish he would let me talk What About Love (‘Til Tuesday) - Balancing Fear And Love [Verse 1] Living on silence Living by the book You get it to a science Of living on one good look So put out all the fires And blow away the smoke I'm getting pretty tired Of living on hope [Chorus] So what about love, baby? What about making room for two? What about love, baby? What about you? [Verse 2] Living on daydreams Walking in my sleep And nothing is as it seems When you're in so deep So put out all the fires And blow away the smoke Unless you're getting tired Of living on hope Chorus] So what about love, baby? What about making room for two? What about love, baby? What about you? [Guitar Solo] [Chorus] What about love, baby? What about making room for two? What about love, baby? What about you? What about love, baby? What about making room for two? What about love, baby? What about you? [Outro] What about you? Oh, what about you? What about me? Within You, Within Me (Meltt) - Ethan Realizing Who Drew Is To Him [Verse 1] If you think you know yourself Well you don't, you don't You're too afraid to lose control To let go and just float [Chorus] All of these dreams (Of these dreams) Within you (Within you) Within me (Within me) Somehow (Somehow) I feel (I feel) part of you (Part of you) Is part of me (Is part of me) [Verse 2] If you try to find yourself On your own, well, you won't But if you learn to love yourself When you're low, well, maybe there's hope [Chorus] All of these dreams (Of these dreams) Within you (Within you) Within me (Within me) Somehow (Somehow) I feel (I feel) part of you (Part of you) Is part of me (Is part of me) [Bridge] Deep underwater Your emotions call to you "Go where the wind blows All of this time spent hesitating" Down by the water Across the ocean, I should go Go where the tides pull All of our lives to rearrange them [Pre-Chorus] With you, I feel I find myself I let go and we float [Chorus] All of these dreams (Of these dreams) Within you (Within you) Within me (Within me) Somehow (Somehow) I feel (I feel) part of you (Part of you) Is part of me (Is part of me) I Knew (Millionyoung) - Loving Drew From First Sight [Verse 1] Do you know how I feel About you? There's a dream I had That came true [Pre-Chorus] When we first spoke A light inside awoke When we first spoke I knew [Chorus] I long to belong to you I long to belong to you [Verse 2] Is it true what they say About love? It comes down like a bolt From above [Pre-Chorus] Like when we first spoke A light inside awoke When we first spoke I knew [Chorus] I long to belong to you I long to belong to you Only In Your Eyes (Meltt) - Falling Into Each Other’s Eyes [Verse 1] Floating down This river of time In currents that we're bound I've come to find That only in your eyes Sunlight The current's strong Our presence won't last for long [Chorus] For now, somehow Moments move right through you Your light, the night could not hope to hide you Only in your eyes Only in your eyes, for now [Verse 2] Driftin' out To the ocean's embrace Well did I make it count? The moments we chased But only in your eyes Horizon's alight The sun goes low As I cling to the fading glow [Chorus] For now, somehow Moments move right through you Your light, thе night could not hope to hide you Only in your eyеs Sun begins to rise, for now For now [Outro] Sun Space Between Us (VHS Collection) - Lunches At The Park [Verse 1] I know my fate, I live for the changes Too many sins and occasional strangers Why do I keep things around? Why hold myself down? I try to keep my head up, but you're all I can think of right now [Chorus] I want to feel no space between us I want to move inside your heart I've been searching for this place for too long, too long I want to feel no space between us [Verse 2] Pull you my way, we run from the danger Eyes won't betray, release me from anger Why do I keep things around? Why hold myself down? I try to keep my head up, but you're all I can think of right now [Chorus] I want to feel no space between us I want to move inside your heart I've been searching for this place for too long, too long I want to feel no space between us [Bridge] Over and over Over and over Over and over Over and over [Outro] I've been searching for this place for too long, too long I want to feel no space between us Blue Lagoon (Bryan El) - First Times (Romantic Instrumental) Policy Of Truth (Depeche Mode) - Ethan Gets A Taste Of Drew’s World You had something to hide Should have hidden it, shouldn't you? Now you're not satisfied With what you're being put through It's just time to pay the price For not listening to advice And deciding in your youth On the policy of truth Things could be so different now It used to be so civilized You will always wonder how It could have been if you'd only lied It's too late to change events It's time to face the consequence For delivering the proof In the policy of truth Never again Is what you swore The time before Never again Is what you swore The time before Now you're standing there tongue tied You better learn your lesson well Hide what you have to hide And tell what you have to tell You'll see your problems multiplied If you continually decide To faithfully pursue The policy of truth Never again Is what you swore The time before Never again Is what you swore The time before Never again Is what you swore The time before Never again Is what you swore The time before Never again Is what you swore The time before Never again Is what you swore The time before Never again Is what you swore The time before Never again Is what you swore The time before True Lies (Brett) - Ethan’s Struggles Devotion is a thing of the past Everybody wants a piece of you Nothing’s ever born to last I’ll never sell you out I’ll never sell you out No one can know you’re here No one can know you’re here tonight They’re going to interfere’ Like I give a f*k what your friends think Everyone can tell… Everyone can tell… Everyone can tell you lies (x2) But Mine Are True! (x5) You’re the one with blood on your hands You’re the one that wants to be someone Didn’t have a ghost of a chance I’ll never give you up I’ll never give you up I know when you’re awake I know when you’re awake at night I know just what to say Like I give a f*k what your friends think Everyone can tell… Everyone can tell… Everyone can tell you lies (x2) But Mine Are True! (x) Be True (Brothertiger) - Ethan Accepts His Truth Always be true Ring true like a bell Resonate through you Elevate myself Always be true Ring true like a bell Resonate through you Elevate myself I’m like an island Swimmin’ in the swell of the silence Never thought I’d ever feel like this (Never thought I’d ever feel like this) I can feel the sun at its highest See it hanging on the horizon Opening ‘cross the sea like an iris Never thought I’d ever feel like this I finally built the walls around me Completely up surrounding Finally built the walls around me Completely up Always be true Ring true like a bell Resonate through you Elevate myself Always be true Ring true like a bell Resonate through you Elevate myself I’m like a pilot Steering through a sea of asylum Reckoning to decide what I am Maybe I am part of the problem I can feel the dawn, recognize it Feel it ever on the horizon Forward into the mouth of the siren Never thought I’d ever feel like this I finally built the walls around me Completely up surrounding Finally built the walls around me Completely up (Outro) Always be true Ring true like a bell Resonate through you Elevate myself Come Undone (Duran Duran) - The Heights Of Love Making Mine, immaculate dream made breath and skin I've been waiting for you Signed with a home tattoo "Happy birthday to you" was created for you (Can't ever keep from falling apart at the seams) (Can I believe you're taking my heart to pieces?) Ah, it'll take a little time Might take a little crime to come undone Now we'll try to stay blind to the hope and fear outside Hey child, stay wilder than the wind and blow me in to cry Who do you need? Who do you love? When you come undone Who do you need? Who do you love? When you come undone Words, playing me deja vu Like a radio tune, I swear I've heard before Chill, is it something real? Or the magic I'm feeding off your fingers (Can't ever keep from falling apart at the seams) (Can I believe you're taking my heart to pieces?) Lost, in a snow filled sky We'll make it alright to come undone Now we'll try to stay blind to the hope and fear outside Hey child, stay wilder than the wind and blow me in to cry Who do you need? Who do you love? When you come undone Who do you need? Who do you love? When you come undone (Can't ever keep from falling apart) Who do you need? Who do you love? When you come undone (Can't ever keep from falling apart) Who do you need? Who do you love? (Can't ever keep from falling apart) Who do you love? When you come undone (Can't ever keep from falling apart) Roses (CD Ghost Cover Of Mareux) - Drew’s Fears And Ethan’s Broken Heart [Verse 1] Each time I look at you, I need someone to wake me up Your dark eyes move me closer to a mania Been dreaming of someone like you for all of my life I thought I had you forever but you told me "Not so fast, it's not that time" [Chorus] I'm walking down your street with tears in my eyes When we're together, I think I'm in the afterlife The smell of roses under our noses You give me pride, you give me love, you give devotion [Verse 2] Each time we talk about us, you don't know what you want I just want to be wantеd, I'm not asking too much It's not right to be left in the dark It's not right to be told to wait Tell me how does it feel When you push me away Push me away [Chorus] I'm walking down your street with tears in my eyes When we're together, I think I'm in the afterlife The smell of roses under our noses You give me pride, you give me love, you give devotion Talk To Me (Nouvelle Phénomème) - Ethan Pursuing Drew You never told me, walk away I saw you there with tears in your eyes I′ve never thought you would run away Do you remember when, everything was all for your love? Another morning, talk to me Another day so dark in my heart Another evening talk to me Today the night is cold and the world is falling apart You give me the love that I need Today is not the end Don't throw our love away! You give me the air that I need Today is not the end Don′t leave me, will you stay? This is a new day, talk to me Just one more time please open your heart This is a new night, walk with me Tonight the Moon is clear and my dream is falling apart You give me the love that I need Today is not the end Don't throw our love away You bring me a sweet melody Tonight I'd hold you tight And never get apart You give me the air that I need Today is not the end Oh, never run away You bring me the joy that I need Tonight is not the end Come back for one more day Je t′entends mais tu m′as fait mal, mon coeur est brisé Tu me manques mais c'est trop dur, je t′aime Mais c'est trop compliqué, la vie est une fleur Ton amour est le soleil qui illumine mes jours Ton absence me tue, je voudrais être avec toi Prends moi dans tes bras mon chéri Oh, Lover (Röyksopp) - Drew Succumbs [Verse 1] I'm tryin' to go forward I'm tryin' to forget Our time inside the bubble The hours that we spent [Chorus] But, lover You made me feel like no other Touchin' me deeper than others Makin' me feel I was wanted [Verse 2] Like elongated shadows The days will never end I'm looking at your number I wonder, should I dare? [Chorus] Oh, my lover You made me feel like no other Touchin' me deeper than others Makin' me feel I was wanted [Post-Chorus] Ooh Ooh [Verse 3] I'm lookin' at your number I wonder, should I dare? I know I shouldn't bother I know it isn't fair [Chorus] Oh, my lover You made me feel like no other Touchin' me deeper than others Makin' me feel I was wanted [Post-Chorus] Ooh Ooh [Instrumental Break] Ooh [Verse 4] I'm lookin' at your number I wonder, should I dare? I know I shouldn't bother I know it isn't fair Is Your Love Strong Enough (Bryan Ferry) - Love Conquers Fear Just one step at a time, And closer to destiny. I knew at a glance, There would always be a chance for me. With someone I could live for; Nowhere I would rather be. Is your love strong enough, Like a rock in the sea? Am I asking too much? Is your love strong enough? Just one beat of your heart, And stranger than fantasy. I knew from the start, It had to be the place for me. Someone that I would die for; There's no way I could ever leave. Is your love strong enough, Like a rock in the sea? Am I asking too much? Is your love strong enough? Is your love strong enough? Is your love strong enough? Just one beat of your heart. Is your love strong enough? Is your love strong enough? Just one beat...

I've always been one of the biggest movie fans that you will probably ever meet in your life! Hehehe! Just let me throw that out there before I even get started! There is something about a truly engaging, cinematic, experience that makes me squeal with delight whenever I'm lucky enough to be a part of it. It's something that I really wish that I could deliver to you all with my stories as a full experience too when I'm writing. But I'm limited in that respect, unfortunately. I can't show you guys any visuals, or speed, or advanced camera angles...and I can't really provide you with an appropriate soundtrack when you're reading! I wish I could, trust me...but I can't. Maybe someday. Hehehe! The thing is...music really moves me. It entices and enhances my emotions in more ways than I can count. And I really wish that I could share that music with you as you read my stories, but i haven't figured out a way to do that. Hehehe...yet! But that doesn't mean that a definitive soundtrack doesn't exist when it comes to my stories. I guarantee you that it most certainly does! And it can for you as well! This time around, we're going to talk about how music can influence and enhance your mood, inspire new ideas, and keep you focused on your current project in ways that you may have never thought possible before. Youtube is going to become your bestest friend after this! So start hunting once you finish reading it! Hehehe! I'm not sure how many of you are old enough to remember when CD burners first came out, hehehe but that was something that I definitely saved up for and worked my butt off to get one! No more cassette mixtapes! There were CDs now! LOL! And I remember one of the first projects that I ever tackled was making personalized CDs for my stories! True story. I was writing stuff and listening to one song or another on repeat constantly until I couldn't stand it anymore...and then I'd take the CD out and put another one in to play something else that fit the moment. I'd have a stack of CDs next to me, and trade them in and out for 'this' scene or 'that' scene...I had a song for everything. Just to give me that cinematic experience that I was looking for while I was picturing it in my head, and hopefully translating those same feelings over to all of my readers, so that they could somehow feel the emotions that I was feeling. Music sets a tone for me. It always has. So when I got that first CD burner, I was obsessed with making lists of what songs I wanted to put together on one CD! I couldn't even work! I was at my job, taking notes on bits of scrap paper, like, "Omigod...and this song! And this one....and DEFINITELY this one!!!" And as soon as I came home, I started making one compilation after another for every story that I was writing. Understand...this was before MP3 lists and stuff like that. Hehehe, at least as far as I was concerned, anyway. I didn't know how to use them yet. Right now...I have 14 CDs dedicated to "Billy Chase", all with different songs and different moods attached. I have 6 CDs devoted to "Gone From Daylight", 3 CDs dedicated to "A Class By Himself", 2 CDs just for "Savage Moon", 3 CDs just for "My Only Escape", and many MANY more....yes, these things exist in real life! ::Giggles:: I created the to cultivate a certain mood or feeling within me that would enhance the emotions that I was trying to put on the page. It's not enough to just put my entire playlist on shuffle and get a myriad of different songs and feelings to attach to my current vibe and not really feed the emotions that I'm going for. It doesn't work for me. In fact, it works against me, if anything else. Today's 'Comsie Advice'? Make yourself a couple of playlists to write to! Not one, not two...but as many as you need to support the feeling that you're going for. You may think that it doesn't really make much of a difference or that the music is just background noise to help you beat the curse of absolute silence...but it's not. At least not for me. Remember...I picture all of my own stories as movies or TV shows or something with complete visuals and audio. So making a soundtrack to write to is essential for me to stay focused and to put me in a certain frame of mind. Please, allow me to show you how. So, now that I've mentioned these phantom CDs of mine...you might wonder what kind of songs are a part of these collections. Well, that would take waaaay too long for me to go through, but I'll try to go through the feeling of these collections to give you an idea. For example, the first CD that I ever made for my story, "Jesse-101"...it was mostly made of upbeat teen pop songs. The beginning chapters took place in a shopping mall with a bunch of cute young teen boys, and I was thinking of the kind of stuff that I used to hear when I was a teen and going to the mall with my friends. But updated. A little Justine Bieber here...a little Cody Simpson there...plus some of the teen groups that I grew up with. Hearing that music brings me right back to a lot of those nostalgic moments that I'm trying to recapture in my stories. So I have a bunch of them playing on repeat while I'm writing. I mean...do you get it? For stories like "Final Hour" or "My Only Escape"? I have a whole playlist full of songs that are really sad and melancholy...almost pleading for some level of acceptance. Songs of healing, of heartbreak, of sorrow. And I always arrange them in a way where there's an 'arc' of some sort, from being lost in the abyss...to finally finding hope. I have Christmas songs for stories like "Holiday Rush" or "A Home For Christmas", and I have stuff that's more fun and upbeat for anything that I want to write that's comical or cheerful or just plain 'life is awesome' music! And, naturally, I've got a ton of music for sensual, sexual, naughty moments in my stories too. Like... Hehehe, I think she's actually MASTURBATING her lady parts at the end of this song! (I love you soooooo much, Janet!) But yes...sometimes I'm writing something sexy, and this song is playing in my ears on repeat. It's like, "Yeah...that's the vibe I was going for. Right there!" BUT...hehehe, it's more than that! And this is where Youtube becomes the best tool in your arsenal! Let's say that you're writing fantasy, or horror, or action, science fiction? There is stuff for you there too! Like...let's say that you have a huge epic war going on in your story? There is free music on Youtube that you can listen to and loop for that! Are you writing a stealthy spy thriller, and need some tactical soldier in the shadows type of music...that's there too. Do you just want some really dark, atmospheric, music to write to for your horror story? That's there too. You can find all of these things on Youtube, open them up in another tab, and have that mood further enhanced by the music that's going in your headphones. Anytime you want them. They are at your disposal...so USE them while you're writing! Take your favorite movies, your favorite video games, your favorite trailers....and whatever 'mood' that you're going for...you can find it online. Usually in one hour (or sometimes TEN hour) blocks!!! Youtube search is your friend! Are you a gamer? And you want the score to "Silent Hill", or "Resident Evil", or "Hitman"? Those soundtracks are available online right now! If you need some intense 'chase music'...you can literally type in 'chase music instrumental', and get an entire collection full of instrumentals that can hype you up and play on repeat while you're writing. Movie trailers that you like? Want the music? Look it up! You can find them too. This is what I often use for certain scenes that I write in my stories, depending on how they fit or not. I listen to Samurai music when writing "GFD: Blade Of Shadows", and I listen to Western Cowboy music when writing "GFD: Chicldren Of Sunset". You just have to go through the websites and the songs (be sure to like and subscribe to them too, as it's sure to guarantee you more excellent material to work with in the future!), and figure out what you like and don't like. If you want something more atmospheric, look up 'ambient' music. Now this will put you into a giant ocean full of ambient music that will be hard to weed through to find what you're looking for. So be sure to specify when you're searching. 'Horror' ambient, 'Sci-fi' ambient, 'Suspense' ambient...try to narrow things down a bit. Ambient music will be soft background music with no lyrics or singing in it to distract you. But you can listen to it and it will put you in a really dark and sinister mood if you need it to. Now, if you go with words like 'hybrid', 'epic', or 'battle' music? That will give you that 'charge the fucking ENEMY' energy! Hehehe! The 'Two Steps From Hell' group is excellent at this! Hehehe so if you're writing an apocalyptic, end of the world, type battle...they truly excel at this! And then...you've got stuff like 'stealth' music, if you want to write an infiltrating soldier under the cover of night, type of thing. Whatever it is that you're looking for...you can find it on Youtube, open it under a new tab, right click on your laptop or mouse...and loop it to play over and over again to keep your head in that particular frame of mind and focus to help you visualize things as you describe them and type the details out in your story. Now, this can work for everything that you lov listening to. Maybe you have a badass Black Sabbath or Eminem or AC/DC son that you were thinking about when you were putting a certain scene together....you can use those too! I do! Most times, I think the lyrics get in the way of me working, and I end up enjoying the music more than the work itself, so I get all wrapped up and don't get anything done. Hehehe, but every once in a while, they lyrics will help me come up with just what I want to say in my story when I didn't even expect it. So those are cool too! Also...if you want to get 'fancy'...you can also find background ambient on Youtube as well. Like...say that you want to have two characters talking in a busy restaurant over dinner. That ambient atmosphere is there, with subtle background chatter, and clinging dishes, and all. If you want the crackle of a winter fireplace? It's there. If you want a heavy rainstorm with thunder and lightning, I guarantee you that you can find a ten hour clip of it on Youtube. So, let's say you want a conversation to take place with some smooth jazz playing in the background. Open Youtube in a separate tab, play that smooth jazz music that sets the mood for you. Then...open up ANOTHER tab...with a thunderstorm going on outside...and you can play them both at once. Again, right click and loop them both. And now you've got a rainy cafe restaurant vibe that will keep your mind focused and locked in that moment. For me, it really helps out a lot. I can see it I can hear it. I can feel it. It's like being in that world, and all I have to do is concentrate on writing what I need to write. You can find 'hacker' music, or fantasy 'market music'...hell, you can find ambient music that replicates the experience of being in the middle of Jurassic Park if you want. I truly suggest giving some of these a try, and just let them play while you're writing certain scenes, or just writing in general. Like I said, a lot of these can range from anywhere between one hour and ten hours of atmosphere music. If you need action, find action. If you need a sad piano playing, find that. It's all there. And you will be surprised at how much it helps you with the writing process when you find the ones that you love most. Give your readers that cinematic experience by experiencing it for yourself. K? It works! Take care, you guys! And happy writing! Enjoy!