Hmm......
Ok,just like what you saw in the title,here's a random talk,
another random thought.
Well,I have been reading a lot of novel and stories here,
mostly romance one and a lot involves teenager too.
There's always about a guy who've fallen in love with another boy for the first sight,
and mostly,they were lucky because the infatuation were reciprocated by the other protagonist.
Then,the relationship will start and the love blooms and drama and yada yada yada...
Most of the stories were about the same I guess.But I love to read it,because it cause to wonder whether that will ever happen in reality.
I mean,does that kind of live story exist in real life?
I mean,yes,for the first few early part,where I,the protagonist of my own life,fell in love with another beautiful boy.
Then the crush becomes obsession.But,until then,the contradiction awaits,
cuz,for all I know,all the guys around me are hopelessly straight.I can't help but feeling hurt each time I see him.My eyes tell him I love him,whenever we were caught in each other's gaze.At times,I just wanted to tell him the truth,even if he does not fancy me the I did to him,I just want him to know the truth,I mean,it must be worth something right?
I don't want to regret my life later if I couldn't tell him the truth.
I just wish sometime,so that He know about me.
I just knew it,he'll hate me enough(I think he's a homophobic guy),
it's unbearable to think that the person who love U the most will hurt you.
That's why I passed this issue and kept it as a secret.
This is the reason I never believe in such stories,but I ought to wish them miraculously occur to me.
I just wanted someone to love me,and someone for me to love.
Desperately though.........
Ok,enough of the random talk,thank you!!