It's time we had a cor ad cor loquitur (heart speaks to heart)

It's simple really, something that was eating me all day. I have no clue with what I really want to do in the short run. Yes I have dreams, but I have no clue how to get to them. I want to work with kids, speciafically the gay kids and such. But to do that, I have to goto school, and I can't afford that, even with loans, and it's sorta depressing really. It's like having a carrot dangled in front of you, only to have it yanked away everytime you got close to it.

Sad no?

In other news, everything is going pretty well. I managed to buy a new desktop recently and decided to stop carting my laptop around with me unless I'm going to be out on the town or staying over a friends house and such.

Me and Matt had a rough spot that we worked through, thanks to the most amazing thing. Communication. I'm not gonna bore you with the details, but pretty much we talked it through and things are looking like they're getting better.

I know, it's a short blog, but I want to leave you with one last latin phrase:

In omnibus requiem quaesivi, et nusquam inveni nisi in angulo cum libro.