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March here. Run there. Sound off loud and strong. And never let them know. Another secret shared. Another secret kept. A blue flash. Euphoria. A crash, a breakdown. Quietly, quietly. Lay your shattered soul into bed. The only safe place left. Never let them know. Someone knew. “When’s the funeral?” Wyatt stared at him over a breakfast of eggs, perfectly cooked for once. Somehow, the DFAC had breakfast down to a science. They ached. A fragile connection, cut by unfeeling time. A neces
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The door closed. Silence. Tense, nervous silence. Mason knelt down, unclipping Wishbone’s leash. Removing his vest. Folding them, setting them on a dresser. Next, his shoes. Laces tied and tucked — it was ingrained at this point. Next… next… what was next? What else could he do that would stave off- A bed squeaked. They’d gotten two beds, naturally; a single bed would have raised so many questions no one wanted asked… or answered. Mason turned. Wyatt was removing his own shoes. A rep
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Anvil. Omaha. Church. Somehow Mason survived it all. Somehow, no one tried to kill him again. Somehow, he was assigned squad leader. Early days, late nights. Writing letters for his companions. Talking them into pushing forward, encouraging them not to give in. Forcing himself to do better, be stronger, faster. His squad was improving. Morale was shining bright. And Mason was miserable. He’d done this all before, sure. He’d muddled through. He’d done as expected. He’d been perfectly, pai
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Mason finally got to see the infamous 30th AG. He’d been through this hell twice already. He’d be just fine. Off the bus. Toe the line in the dark. Try not to look too tired — that would come later. Drill sergeants came up, talked shit. Mason handed over his phone like a good boy — he’d at least had the courtesy to send Braden a text while on the bus, letting him know Mason would be beyond all help for the next… fuck, he didn’t know how long. That did not bode well. Eyes on Wishbone. Spittle
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Week 4. He wasn’t talking to Jack. Garrett never talked to Jack to begin with. Mason was starting to see miniscule cracks in his cheer. Served him right. How many times did he have to tell Jack he didn’t need his help hooking up? If Mason wanted to fuck, that was what Sakis was for. He didn’t. End of story. And Mark. Mason saw him once or twice, roaming the DFAC, doing his laundry. There was no “hello”, no apology for the whole situation. If anything, Mark acted like he didn’t even exist.
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He’d moved his clothes. Jeisa stared at his closet, warmth bubbling in his chest. Leo was moving back into his room. Something had changed, hopefully for the better. But with this new closeness, Jeisa could redouble his efforts, really show Leo just how much the human meant to him. Starting small. “I’ve been seeing a healer,” Jeisa said as they prepared for bed. Devin was already tucked in, a night light glowing softly from his room. Jeisa hoped he’d stay there. It had been a while since D
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Days of lectures, cramming months of knowledge into a few short weeks. Afternoons filled with study, desperately trying to improve. Nights sneaking around under the glow of red light, deconstructing and reconstructing spells. Pressure mounted. Enthralled with an actual bathroom for once, Sakis kept encouraging Mason to find new ways to fuck him. Waste of time. Jack dragged him out for another milkshake. They devolved into a discussion about the pros and cons of opera vs baroque vs romantic mus
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Mason’s hand was coated with a generous layer of grease. Trapped in the bathroom with his pants pooled around his ankles, the Summoner reached forward, and ran a finger up Sakis’ backside. He had finally caved. Sakis was right; this room was the most privacy they were ever likely to have in the army. For months now, Mason had been offering blowjobs to the Erotes, offering orgasms in return for power. He had neglected any other form of sex, out of both necessity and desire. Well, necessity wa
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Three in the morning. And they were on the move already. Mason peered out the bus window into the floodlit darkness that was Fort Sill. He couldn’t say he’d miss this place. Then again, he’d never really committed to making the best of the place. Scraping by, trying to avoid notice as much as possible, that was more his style, even if it hadn’t quite worked. His wandering eyes caught a hint of motion. A dark hoodie, concealing the face of one spoiled fundie, hidden just out of sight. Or he w
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Compared to the rest of basic training, the following week was a breeze. That didn’t mean it was easy. Uniforms were washed and rewashed. Dress uniforms were fitted. Rifles were taken apart, scrubbed, put back together, then taken apart and scrubbed again. Gas masks were cleaned out over and over until Sergeant Amos was satisfied. Sunday. Mason sat with his back to a wall, listening to quiet music. No earbuds — he had to keep the volume down low. Yet somehow, it wasn’t low enough. “Who t
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Rain. It poured down on them, making a miserable two mile walk even more agonising. Mason adjusted the crate on his left shoulder. It felt like it was filled with rocks, though he knew it was probably just ammunition or something useful like that. He didn’t even have the luxury of slowing down — the entire platoon was rushing to deliver supplies to the “front lines”. Day 1 of the Forge. The more he walked, the more Mason wished his squad had been chosen for recon. To jog down a road, free
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He wasn’t recycled. But that didn’t relax Mason in the slightest. For the next week, he did everything he could to excel. From the classroom where they studied VID, to the field where they practiced battle drills, Mason fought for every inch of progress. By Sunday, he was drained. But life didn’t stop just because he was exhausted. Sure, they got an extra hour of sleep. Sure, they didn’t have training of any sort. They still had to clean the barracks, clean their rifles, fight each other for l
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“Well well. Look who finally learned to use all four eyes.” “How late did you stay up to think that one up?” Braden and Mason scowled at each other as they walked through the brush. For the first time, they carried their standard issued rifles into the field, though their magazines were all loaded with blanks. It was still a heady feeling — Mason had passed his qualifications only a day before Anvil, scraping just under the wire to join the platoon on the field training exercise. And now h
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Warmth comforted him as he woke up. A weight hugged him, soft, fuzzy. Leo’s eye cracked open, staring into Jeisa’s green orbs. His breath caught. The two stared at each other, neither daring to move. “You… you seemed to… like this, when we were in that puddle,” Jeisa muttered. He squirmed, knee prodding into Leo’s bladder. It made Leo painfully aware that he had to pee… and his hand had been caressing the tiger’s bare ass. Still, he didn’t move. He was touching Jeisa… cuddling with Jeisa
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Rifle parts lay in organised chaos. Each glistened with lube, cleaned as thoroughly as Mason could manage, and then some. A bore brush scratched lightly through the barrel, scraping out nonexistent debris. For his third or fourth pass, he was almost certain nothing was coming out. But the action itself was soothing. Certainly more soothing than trying to remember how to put all this crap back together. But put it together, he must. Heavy bootsteps walked down the line. Sergeant Amos peered d
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“This is my rifle. There are many like it, but this one is mine.” “Wrong branch, dumbass.” Mason snorted, even as he gripped the rubber duck in experienced hands. Thank fuck for deific fuckery — if he hadn’t received that magical training for his AR-15, he’d probably be freaking out just holding this prop rifle. It certainly felt real enough, even if it was painted bright red. The weight was definitely noticeable over a five-mile ruck into the “wilderness”. Braden seemed less enthused by t
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They marched to their doom. Mason fought the entire way. Fought with facing their next obstacle, fought with Wishbone at his side. The dog would walk through fire and brimstone for Mason. He didn’t deserve any of this. They lined up against a brick wall. Mason’s legs trembled as he accepted the gas masks from Sergeant Mathews. Beside him, Wishbone sat attentively, his tail thumping against the concrete ground. Setting his own mask aside, Mason focused on Wishbone’s mask. Shaped like a muzz
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“Declination is approximately 20 minutes east.” “I don’t want approximately, I want exact.” “Then you do it!” Mason snapped, shoving the compass at Braden. He grabbed their flashlight and held it steady while Braden juggled their map with the compass. A minute turn of a screw seemed to satisfy him, and Braden adjusted the map, nearly dropping the compass. Their first night mission. Their first Land Navigation mission. They had three markers to meet in a dark field, under a clouded sky. A
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Another red light. “0330,” the recruit on fireguard whispered. “No it isn’t,” Mason reasoned. “Five more minutes.” He drew his blanket tighter around himself, only for it to be stolen away. Fighting to get it back, his foot kicked something warm. Wishbone grunted, driving a stake into Mason’s heart. “Shut that damned light off!” Cavendish growled beside him. “Not until Hill wakes up. Sergeant’s orders.” “I’m up… I’m up….” Sitting up, Mason swung his feet off the side of the bed. Be
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A rough hand shook Mason awake. Light flooded his eyes — the lamp above the Drill Sergeants’ office was a constant pain. But it was blotted out by a dark head. Then a blinding red light. “0045 hours,” a trainee — Ericson, if Mason remembered his list correctly — whispered hoarsely, before rising to rouse Cavendish. “Fuck off,” Cavendish groaned seconds later. Mason concurred. But he stood up anyway, and started changing out of his PTs into full battle gear, as he’d been ordered. Lifting hi
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Time spent in a bathroom stall reaffirmed Mason’s servitude to the Erotes. He emerged from the stall around four in the morning, ignoring the looks from other recruits. Someone must have gotten to the drill sergeants, because even they left him alone. And back to waiting. He spent much of the time rereading his blue book. The three general orders were all but seared into his mind. Which meant if he was questioned, it would be on the Army song, naturally. Worse, it was played at the end of ev
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Sex is how he prays, and praying is how he gets his spells for the day, so yeah, if he misses sex, he's got no power for that day. And he's praying to gods, so if he ignores them a bit too much, they're not going to be so happy.
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30th AG at Fort Benning was said to be the closest thing to hell on Earth. Mason couldn’t find any such comparison for 95th AG at Fort Sill. Youtube videos didn’t cover much. Reddit was no use. The best advice he got was to memorise the Soldier’s Creed, the Army song, general orders. “I am an American Soldier. I am a warrior and a member of a team. I serve the people of the United States, and live the Army Values…” He wasn’t idle waiting to be shipped out. Every waking hour was spent with hi
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“If you hurt him, I will make you suffer.” The words made Leo freeze. The venom in Jeisa’s voice, the underlying pain… Leo had caused that. No, Jeisa had caused that. By kidnapping his family, by consigning Helen to death… the same old reasons ran through his mind, no less painful the hundredth time. Maybe a thousand repetitions would help. He doubted it. But hadn’t that been the point before? He was doomed to be with Jeisa, so he might as well get it over with? Leo wasn’t doomed any mor
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The day began at 2:30. An alarm blared, jolting Mason out of bed. Burning eyes looked around frantically as he barked out, “Sakis, I need you!” The satyr appeared as the alarm shut off. In the dark room, sheets rustled. Bare feet padded across the carpeted floor, and an agonising light flooded Mason’s eyes. He threw up a hand to shield his vision. “Who’s showering first? No wait, I’m showering first.” Alex yawned, his body popping quietly as he stretched. “I don’t want to know what kind of
