Wow, these characters CW...wow. They're all so complex and interesting and deep and beautiful. So much so that they could never be real people. And I know that doesn't make sense because they're not. They're bourn from your imagination and you give them this larger than life life. It's surreal and utterly transformative. Trying to understand these men and the emotions they go through is really hard because sometimes you don't have the mental capacity or the depth of emotion or previous experience to draw from. So it consumes you and you spend hours and days with these guys living along side you, inside you taking up space and time in your mind until the next chapter where you hope that a new revelation or even a conclusion to their stories will settle the inner turmoil that has haunted not just your dreams but your every waking hour.
This ability sir, is a gift and we are eternally grateful for your generosity in sharing it with us.
P.S. can you get a talented artist to do renderings of your characters? You describe them so beautifully and of course I see them in my mind's eye, but I'd love to see the golden hair and the cerulean eyes and maybe even the 11 inch...in a vivid artist drawing.