Andy2008

But just think he so hypocrite or something like that , i'm don't bother if he call me back or not , i'm just need go out and get another guys if i want to ... But i like him and waitting on him , i'm personal think he want to play along with me . And ...we sleep together already , what's he waitting 4 ? Love is complicated and hurting ... Yeah , may be you right . I'm moving too fast for him and i'm just feelin I was straddeling Sometime , i wanna think about the other side . Think about SEX not LOVE .

Everything goes well . But that's not what's i'm expected . We had a great dinner together and end up is watch movies in his house . The thing is he don't let me kiss him much , actually he did but i do want the real kiss , he told me he had a cold and don't want contagious to me ! After movie , he took me home . And i asking him what's does he thing about this relationship ? He told me we gonna hanging out more and let to known each other ! I told him if he really don't want to dating me , just told me that, i'm don't need him feel sorry for me , or pretend to like me and force to going out with me . I told him just tell me that's and i'm will disappear forever . And then he said , he need to known more about me and its to soon to commitment everything , he job not stable enough and he had to move alot , so he wanna think about that ... Finally he kiss me before he leave and said he gonna call me when he get back ... sight !!!

I'm call him , and we gonna going out for a date tommorror ... I think that's a good sign . But there a something about him i'm clearly don't known and wanna known ! Love in the club , i'm don't think it work out . I'm gonna tell you guys what's happen tommorror .

I'm such a jerk !!! Here my newest story . Last week , i'm went to club and meet a guy . So , he spot me about 30 minute before he got his nerve came and talk to me , actually , i'm spot him too , but i'm don't want to do a first moved . Let skip the dancing part , so , i am learn from my last mistake , this time we talk alot and let to known each other . Lucky, this dude didnot drunk much . So , he said he wanna hanging out with me and we could go for dinner , movies or something like that , we aslo set a date for call back . So , before he leaving , he got my cell phone . When i'm came back on dancing floor with my friend , i'm suprise 'cause i'm saw him there . He told me his friend , who's give him a ride don't want to go home , that's why he still here . So , we start dancing and kissing . About 15 minute , he take me to balcony and said he gonna go home rightnow . I'm asking where does he lived , he said he gonna walked to his house because he lived just few block away . So , its very late , i'm just feel so sorry when he walk home alone , so i said i'm gonna walked with him to his house and then he has to driven me back then to let me go home . When we arrived his house , he asking me go inside talking and play around . So , i do . Actually , we just talking for an half hours , i'm started with the love subject , how 's so hard to find love in the club , blab , blab ....He said he hadn't had a boyfriend for a years , and he like me alot , because he said i'm diffirence than the other guys he meet . Cute smile , sense of humor ...Whatever , I'm known he just worship me ... About 3 am , he asking me if i want to go back to the club , he gonna take me there . So ... , so... , so... I'm really tired and don't known what's to do . I half want go home and haft wanna stay with him . I can't decided , like my brain asking me to go home right away but my heart just said wanna stay with him . You can call me a slut but ...I can't control myself . Finally , he said he gonna decide for me , he take me to his room and sleep and i'm told him no sexual things include , he agreed with that . And actually we do nothing when the light come down except make-out all the whole time . I think there are no thing wrong with that until things getting deeper and deeper ... He got me going . Finally , i'm surrender myself , he just so sexy ..whatever ... But we did not really make love . The morning after we have a breakfast and he took me home , so he told me gonna call him this Wednesday . I'm just afraid after he using me he never want to see me again , but i'm hope things difference . But the thing is i'm just felt guilty after all because that wasn't me anymore , a little bit of shame and i'm don't known its was wrong or not . I'm alway had i respect and dignity for my_self , but seen at this time , i'm lost everythings . But the certain thing i known is there is no regret , 'cause that was my decision after all . Judge me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh , you like chubby . oh , that's bad .

I almost angreed with what's you said but ... Are you sure for this one ? You love him no matter what's his sexual orientation , you mean you can love str8 ? Don't try to bring the sexual subject up , but can you explain it to me ... That's cute I can't date a younger guys . I found they hot but there's a no chemistry between us ... I prefer the older guy About a week ago , when i go to club , the younger/hot guy checking me out , we look in the eye each other and then i look away , i feel no passion with him even if he hot

Oh yes !!! I knew that !!! Life is suck , they will never give what's us want , they will alway give us a less expected thing to let us known who's to bless what's we got . Thank !!! btw , i don't want to mention about the "bisexual" things , i get tired of it ... I had a huge discussing here with afrienlyface about this issue few month ago , you can find the old thread and will known the reason why ... ? thanks . And for Myk , i'm just said i shouldn't said that statement , you fix me correct , sorry !!!

Btw , i really don't care what's colour of his eye , what's race his is or how's tall my boyfriend is ... That's not really importance to me , but these things is a must : Smart. Not so super smart but not dumb as hell gawd. Cute, not so ugly, not so handsome either. Funny, can make me smile when i'm super sad. Not so thin, not so beefy, just right, someone i can hug tight. Love animal ( dog ) Does not smoke, drinks occasionally [or at parties only] is fine Will not hurt me. Loves music and Britney Spears Love me for who's i am . Love me , take care of me and think about me all the time . Love me Love me Love me ... X100

I'm 5'6 , is that's ok ? Yes, i am . .I'm smooth !!! I'm short hair !!! I think , i am . My nose kindda big, bit i think its go perfect with my face . i need more work out . ... Why are you had alot of hight standard

That's importance thing Sure he is , i don't like bi though !!!

It's 3h30 AM and i can't sleep !!! I just want to do something to light up ! What your boyfriend qualities ? What's kind of the body ? Tall , fit , muscal ... What's his personality : Smart , funny , clumsy (me !!! ) ... Do you like your boyfriend is rich , has a car ? And about the sexual things too : Big cock , shoot far ...? And one small question ? What's really got you into the guys at the first sight ? Please , post reply and keep me alive . Thanks .

man !!! You made me feel so sad !!! :wacko:

That's sick , he really deserved what's he got !!! What's wrong with these people !!!

I don't want sound like conceit , but the reason i go to the bar with my friend is having fun , sure , i want to meeting up with somebody but i'm not a slut or get a chance to flir with anybody . He the one who's hook me up and before i'm leaving , he ask for my cell phone . I'm alway get attention when i go to the gay local , last time somebody give me a card and asking me become a model for them company . I'm not easy to hook up with somebody unless i'm get interesting in them . And Jeff ( his name ) really give my attention . I think i'm just lost my control that's night , we should stay and talking instead do dirty dancing . The only thing i regret is i'm just so stupid to let him fool me around and like everybody said , he just into casual sex not really into dating . And maybe my signal like mix-up !!! I don't known , but he told me go home with him and we don't have sex!!! We fall as sleep and watch TV together . That's what's he said . BTW , i really have a good time that's night and that ' s nice memories . And do you think , everything will changed if i went home with him that's night ... IDK