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Bumblebee's Poetry - 1. My Guardian Angel
I think of you in times of need.
Though the sound of your voice is growing quiet,
your actions have imprinted in me.
I think of what you would tell me,
when I’m pushing too hard.
I know what you might have said;
you never had the chance to.
You’re my guardian angel,
My Sleipnir.
A part of you has stayed with me.
You knew how much I would struggle,
Otherwise you would have left.
I fear I’m not to your standard.
I try my hardest,
but that isn’t good enough.
I pale in comparison to you,
You were the greatest of the great.
I’ve tried not to think about you,
but somehow,
you slice your way through.
Cutting down every defence,
every wall,
every block that went up.
I blame myself,
I know it’s not my fault.
Your death has got nothing to do with me.
yet,
somehow,
It has defined me since.
The power you wield,
The control over my life.
Every thought,
Every breath.
I guess that’s what love does.
Sweeps you up in the cyclone,
before spitting me out,
batted and bruised,
worn and stripped bare.
Destroyed of anything recognisable.
How dare you make me feel like this.
These emotions,
it’s disgusting.
You knew.
You shielded me,
I can see through it.
I hate you for this,
you were meant to stay.
I hate myself,
why am I so selfish..
You had a family,
people who loved you more,
that knew you better,
that were with you.
I don’t deserve these emotions,
Your time and love.
How dare I still grieve.
I never got to say goodbye.
I wonder why.
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