Messed Up. - Prologue. Prologue

Hey all! Thanks for clicking on my story.
I'm brand new to the site and want to get straight into things, this is a story about two brothers - This will be a mixture of serious, fluff and NSFW however I wont be including any NSFW while they are at the current ages however there maybe some later on so if you get bothered by that don't read this.
For those of you here to read and are happy with them conditions, have fun

I hate myself.

Those are the words I tell myself every single day.

My name is Nathan, I'm 15 years old and I honestly don't know who or what I am.

Me and my brother Adam have always been close. He is 4 years younger than me and I guess I've always been there for him, that at times has made me in trouble myself, I lost friends by taking his side over there's - but honestly I don't regret it.

A cuddle with Adam can turn the worst day ever into the best, I love him so much.

Our parents arent the best, my dad left us a couple years back and my mother met a new guy, completely changed her. She turned into a horrible lady.

My life is a mess. A huge mess. But I have my brother, that's all I could ask for.