Here I am... lying in my bed trying to figure out things that I've been thinking about for the past few days. Be aware... for they may seem a bit weird and or shocking:

1. I need to loose 30lbs. How did I come to this number? Well... since the only thing that's grown on me besides my weight and my gut, I want to return back to my old weight of 165. Don't worry... i'm doing this the healthy way and the safe way. No diet pills or junk like that, just good old fashioned hard work (even though it tastes bland).

2. I need to find a better job, one that'll pay more so I can start saving to get a car and pay my insurance. That's issue 1 for me

3. Taxes. Seeing as how I was screwed over last year with my taxes, I had them take out a little more and since I've been with the company long enough for me to cycle through on my taxes, I'm gonna resubmit my W-4 and redo it so that a normal amount of taxes gets taken out.

4. Matt. I love him soo much that it hurts sometimes. He's issue 0 for me cus well... he's the most important thing to me. He's numero uno ALWAYS.

5. I need to start writing and stop futzing around with my computers. I have some ideas, but I'm gonna keep quiet on them cus knowing me... they ain't gonna come out anytime soon.

6. I'm heading to Deleware this weekend to help a friend move in to her place, while its sad to know that she's gonna be gone, it's gonna be a fun weekend... I can feel it.

7. The informal get together... it sucks that I can't make it and as much as I want to go, I have to say maybe next time. Cides... I need either Matt or Steve to protect me from those of you on GA who wanna tequila the Eric

8. I changed my alias on GA. Why? Cus I felt like it and I think it fits me more.

Well... that's all... catch ya next blog

Phantom