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  1. Toast
    empty frame
    decoration
    beauty
    at the edge
    in the beginning
    at the end
    beauty
     
    but
    nothing
    except
    foolish 
    filler 
    mars 
    the captured soul 
     
    doubt
    refusal
    the sad silence
    the only gesture
    left
     
     
     
    1.7.19 Monday
  2. Toast
    A pale pink
    Lightly shields
    Conceals
    A darkly heated
    Will
    Gilded ego
    With imitation patience
    For kindly meant
    Compliment
    You look nice today
     
     
     
    6.21.18
     
     
     
     
     
  3. Toast
    All day
    I have...
    All day
    I can...
    All day
    I will...
    What?
    Hold hands
    Hide burning eyes
    Smile calmly
    Stand and walk out
    Leave
    Speeding
    Unmoving
    Unmoved
    Untouched
    Unabled
    Gripped
    Hard
    Demanding
    What?
    A smile
    A tear
    Both
    Anything
    Nothing
    It yearns with grace
    Visit
    Over
     
     
    6.16.18
  4. Toast
    Working
    Quest...guessing
    Question
    Hark
    Moving
    Stars are
    Returning
    Moving
    Heavens
    Wind
    Playing
    And there
    It
    Is
    Alignment
    An opposite fate
    A turning reversal
    Dragged slowly
    Tears mark
    A crying
     
     
     
    6-6-18
    Wednesday
     
     
  5. Toast
    This me...
    Shy other
    This me...
    Why bother 
    With quadary
    Wickedly good 
    Caringly bad 
    Rough till tough 
    Disarming till charming
    Cold hearted 
    Hot blooded 
    Aloof from truth 
    With an intimate lie
    Late night 
    Nightly
    Early morning
    Mourning
    Touching hello
    Caressing goodbye
    At the worst
    It was best
    To continue the worst
    Magic carpet
    Tar pit
    There's nothing
    To exclaim
    To whimper
    With words
    With thoughts
    With expressions
    With gestures
    A surfeit of surface
    The perfect place
    For gruesome
    Mumblings
    Graffiti
    Badly written
    Sadly sung
    Scribble hum
     
     
    9-19-17
    I know it says nothing, after all nothing says it all.
     
     
     
     
     
  6. Toast
    All out
    No control
    Substitute
    Reticence
    To rectify
    A hard passage
    Between
    Resolutely reluctant
    Explicitly rash
    And standing alone
    After facing
    That look
    Of ...
    Disbelief
     
     
     
    5.30.17 Monday 
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
  7. Toast
    Counting hurts
    Comparing pain
    Making eye contact
    At midnight
    Like broken eggs
    Scrambled into
    Compromise
     
    Balancing odds
    Placing bets
    Hoping to win
    Or lose
    Just playing
    However hard
     
    Got rules
    Principles
    Need more
     
    On impulse
    Sudden need
     
    Later regret
    Love
    Is not relieved
     
    On order
    Something
    That makes sense
    Any suggestion
     
    Hope
     
    Expectation
     
    Tomorrow
     
     
     
    Saturday 5.6.17
     
     
     
  8. Toast
    A stress
    And twist
    Between
    Peace
    In pieces...
     
    ~Shy away
    ~Turn inside
    ~And run outside
     
    Inclinations
    Expectations
    Explanations
     
    A tangled life
    Line
    A blocked
    Artery
    A stalled
    Start
     
    To be happy
    With inevitable sadness
    Happy plus the fine print
    Maybe acceptance
    Minus
    A reasonable option
     
    The actuality 
    Considered
    I mean well
    But
    Cannot project only reflections
    Qualities requiring
    False inspiration
     
    A smile
    A laugh
    Joy shared
    Like an addiction
     
    To Happiness
    Short heart beats
    Long recalled
    Someone was happiness
    The same one as sadness 
     
     
    Saturday 4.30.17
     
     
     
     
     
     
  9. Toast
    That bloody
    Rhododendron
    In bloom
    Again
    Pink
    Could of died
    Years ago
    Should have
    After all
    Considering
    I suck the beauty out of...
     
    Hearts Minds Souls
     
    These are
    Imaginary burials
    Long gone love
    Complete with
    Epitaphs
    Last bitter taste
    Looks and glaring hurt
    And words
    Never silenced echoes
     
    A fucking damn
    Dam
    That holds on
    Breaks
    Bursts
    Blackens
     
    Every time
    That
    Beautiful
    Loved
    Rhododendron
    Blooms
     
    Friday 4.28.17
     
    Been a while, since I wrote one of these down.
     
  10. Toast
    Momentary
    Beauty
    Glimpsed here
    and there
    Punctuates
    A day
    Of mundane attitudes
    Guardians
    Of an embattled heart
    Momentary
    Peace
    Momentary
    Silence
    Momentary
  11. Toast
    Odyssey
    Odd he is
    Sailing a leaf
    Beyond the citadel outward
    Toward discovery
    And
    Redemption
    Or
    Oblivion
    And
    Death
    Or
    Escape
    And
    Hope
    Or
    Adventure
    And
    Treasure
    Or
    Not
    ...
    Perhaps
    Maybe
    It is all for
    A smile
  12. Toast
    A ballet
    Is spring
    A conspiracy of rejoicing
    Be happy
    Be young
    Dance and sing
    And love
    Let go
    Let go
    And fall into the embrace
    It's all wildly hypnotic
    Dangerously symbiotic
    The spiral of life
  13. Toast
    I'm not
    afraid of the night.
    I walk the shadows
    and watch the moon
    blink in
    blink out
    from a lace of seduction...
    sky fields sail in waves.
    Under this cherry tree I cast my prayers
    and wish it was this simple.
    Knowing sorrow comes with each new day
    has no surprise.
  14. Toast
    My companion
    this night
    surrounded me
    in spectacle
    lust
    so wanton
    I fell for it
    completely
    shame
    it only lasted
    minutes
    but nothing
    else
    I have ever known
    compares
  15. Toast
    I saw
    For a moment
    Beyond
    My poor excuse
    For a life
    And saw
    Someone
    Beyond
    My pettiness
     
    You are beautiful
    Please don't be offended
    Just pretend
    I didn't notice
    That I didn't
    Tell you
  16. Toast
    I left
    trouble
    aflutter
    pretty, though the performance was
    on a terrace
    with his tan
    with his blue eyes
    and his electric green speedo
    his mystery intact
    within it's rock hard basket
  17. Toast
    Marred and scuffed
    weathered
    brave
    from the good and bad...
    there's this look
    of a life lived...
    twisted and worn
    beauty
    seen with the eye and held by a hand
    felt in the heart
    strangely at peace
    wanting nothing anymore
    but giving instead
    a fond farewell
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