Jason Ridley was an extremely private person. He felt he was gay, but in his fear of discovery, he was still a virgin at the age of thirty-three. There was one time on a business trip to San Francisco, he got up his courage, and went to a gay bar in the Castro district. A handsome young man, who did not hesitate to tell Jason that he wanted to have sex with him, approached him, put his hand on Jason’s crotch and fondled his growing erection. Jason almost gave in, but at the last minute, chickene