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Smoked Clarity - 3. Lost

I've forgotten,

Who I was,

Who I am,

And what I wanted to become.

 

Under these constraints,

I threw away my humanity,

The concern, worry,

Anger & cheer,

Slowly I tore bits,

Of my soul off to decay.

 

My personality clashes,

Like two fuchsia walls,

Parallel,

Never to meet.

 

Will I ever honestly care,

About a friend,

Or foe,

In pain or dying.

 

To be me,

Is to tear,

Your being,

To shreds.

 

The beauty I can see,

Is bloody & cruel,

Every wound,

Every death,

Shines on not ruled.

 

Unchallenged,

Unsullied,

A piece of me stay,

Locked away in the dark,

Never to see day.

 

It's how I know,

I am lost,

Disheveled,

And will stay this way.

Copyright © 2013 Freddyness; All Rights Reserved.
Poetry posted in this category are works of fiction. Names, places, characters, events, and incidents are created by the authors' imaginations or are used fictitiously. Any resemblances to actual persons (living or dead), organizations, companies, events, or locales are entirely coincidental.
Note: While authors are asked to place warnings on their stories for some moderated content, everyone has different thresholds, and it is your responsibility as a reader to avoid stories or stop reading if something bothers you. 
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