Addicted - 1. Chapter 1

It's hurting me, you know.
here i sit watching time pass.
waiting.
will it be soon?
will it be as good as it was last time?
will it ever happen today?
will you remember that i've been anticipating this all day?
will it be the same as last time?
is it finally time yet? no, oh okay.
can you teach me things i didnt know last time?
why do i crave you so?
i could always just turn my back on you.
but you know i won't.
somewhere deep inside you know. i do too.
thats why i've been here so long.
how long has it been? is it still not time?
i wish you'd come. i feel lost without you.
use me. make me feel.
why must i suffer?
are you sure it's not time?
does it feel hot in here to you? no, okay.
why must you make me wait? say yes.
I yearn for our next meeting.
why must i wait?
it still hurts, but i guess you already knew.
damn clock. where are you. it's been forever already.
im ready for your sweet embrace. claim my soul.
please.
anything you want. just come back to me.
i feel like im dying.
i need your kiss of life to revive me.
im cold on the inside. ice cubes.
where are you?
please dont make me wait much longer.
i feel like im dying a little more.
i want to feel you again. touch me.
damn. now i'm begging. please?
i cant stand it. claim me.
make me yours. do it! do it now.
i command it.
yet you dont listen. you never listen.
i can still feel you here. inside of me.
your touch set me aflame. do it again.
i need to feel your caress.
send the fires to engulf me once more.
like a moth to a flame.
make me feel as helpless as a baby.
it feels like it's been forever.
where are you? trouble. trouble.
your no good for me. but i dont care.
toxic.
paralyzing.
invigorating.
mine.
i'm waiting.
you fled like a fiend.
come back.
i cant live without you.

I'm Addicted.