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OOOOh I'm back. This took 15 years. Soo quick recap, I got older and petty bettier, but I'm surthriving! Still can't believe it's been 15 years since my last post. I've been back every few years when I could remember my password, and I've missed friends, and acquaintances from here immensely. I'll try to limit my disappearances from now on. Life has been lifing and I not sure if thats exactly a good thing or bad thing. Quick recap is I've not entertained any romance options and decided to work on my lovve for me. Thats alot harder than one might think, plus I might like men, but I stfg I frequently don't like men. I figure that I will try this dating thing again with the most basic expectations and see what may come along. I have low expectations, but I'm hoping to be surprised. Generally family relationships are very much improved since my last post, and boundaries are a thing and quite literally lifesavers. Same with friendships too. I only speak to at least 4 people right now that I was friends with during my last post. Do I miss those friendships? Some more than others, but I can only be responsible for me. I have reconnected with the Hot Co-worker, and he's now the Hot Professional, but over there. Eventually, I may try to get him over here, but some people take longer to get where they need to go in life than others, and I know I got some distance to cover, but so does he. Quick question though, cause I'm old, whats some good conversation starters on dating apps?

In the beginning there was darkness. That’s when He showed up. When I was bloody and broken and left for Hades, He pushed me headlong into an existence I have grown to despise with my entire being but have no hopes of ever escaping. He made me an abomination, and now I am hunted relentlessly so that others may possess my mind, my body, my soul, my gift, and unknowingly my curse. He made me Æon.

It’s late and in a mad dash to get home I know I will most definitely be skinned because I’ve already been grounded this week. I know I should have gone straight home but when a certain Big Man on Campus named Scott decides to give me a little attention everything, and I mean everything else goes on hold. I do love him completely but he can’t even acknowledge being my boyfriend so we play the same game every week. We meet, he tells me he loves me, we argue about his inability to love me in publi

When you just can't seem to stand it anymore

It's hurting me, you know. here i sit watching time pass. waiting. will it be soon? will it be as good as it was last time? will it ever happen today? will you remember that i've been anticipating this all day? will it be the same as last time? is it finally time yet? no, oh okay. can you teach me things i didnt know last time? why do i crave you so? i could always just turn my back on you. but you know i won't. somewhere deep inside you know. i do too. thats why i've

Erin- I couldn’t help but relish the smile that graced my face when I finally got hold of Ashley but the glee and satisfaction I couldn’t deny. An accomplishment toward putting an end to my brother that I thought I’d never achieve but here I stand ready to declare myself a legend. The severely murderous mood I’ve been in as of late was directly influenced by my discovery of Martin’s fate. I couldn’t ask for a better gift than the one laying prostrate before me now; my darling brother Alex pow

My fingers shut like a steel trap around my father’s throat before anyone even realized I had moved from my spot across the room. I intended to crush the life out of him but as I noticed the signs of possession I slammed him into the wall and threw him away from me. With him out of the way I helped Mathias up and slowly checked him over to be sure he was alright. I don’t know why but I had developed an intense urge to protect him and it had absolutely nothing to do with liking him. I began

Erin could read me like a book. Always could. That’s why it came as no great surprise to me that my first shot missed her by mere inches and the second was no where close to hitting her at all. She had disappeared but her power signature gave her general vicinity away. I tried attacking mentally but once again ran into a wall as my powers rebounded on me. She attacked fast, a kick to the back of the head that had me stumbling and an ass punch so wicked that my legs simply gave out. I writhed bac

My anger began to mount as Erin recounted the events of past. As we listened, we discovered that over 5 years had past. I tried to scan Erin’s mind to get a picture of the carnage but I was rebuffed and left with a slight throbbing in my temples. “..After you were killed, Adrian was the first to be put to death.” I was busy dividing my attention between trying to read my father and listening to Erin when that statement shattered my concentration. I slowly looked towards Erin, and sh

Erin I stared in horror as I watched Alex and Ashley burn to death in the courtyard. I tried to help them escape from the flames but Martins power of nullification reduced me to a crying, struggling wreck. The power that radiated from Alex’s attempts to escape was so strong that it took Martins nullification plus 6 other psychokinetics to even begin to think they were going to stop him. When Alex looked at me for the last time and said be free, I felt my mind shift and I felt as if I were

I sensed that we were being monitored as we walked down the street deciding the best course of action toward Martin. I knew the mind that was sensing us but I could not readily identify it. As we turned onto the street where my house was, I got a plea for help that emanated from within my house. Altering our course slightly, we turned and descended on the house. Getting closer to the house I noticed that it didn’t even remotely resemble a house anymore. The front of the house looke

The pain that tore through me was even worse than when I was burned to death. No amount of meditation or indifference could even begin to relax my body. I heard an explosion close by and felt an enormous surge of power overtake me. As the power grew I started to float completely free of the hook. I could feel the stares of everyone in the room as it felt like my skin was being ripped off. As abruptly as it started it ended and I was left floating in place with my screams still filling the c

“You should not be here, either one of you.” I was seriously starting to get pissed of talking to this guy. Ash and I woke up in a giant room, or what passes for a room wherever we were. There were no windows or doors, but there were a shitload of walls, and some guy who said he was my guardian. That was when he started to rant that we shouldn’t be there. I cut him off midway through his speech with a sideways glance and asked him where we were. As if he were realizing for the firs

I never revealed to anyone the second I received my powers, but I knew Erin, and Ashley could fell the change the exact minute it occured. They might both be freakishly strong when it comes to their powers, but there’s not much they could do when they where being suppressed by about 25 kids to see the torture continue. The fights and teasing weren’t so bad when there was hand to hand fighting but the second my tormentors figured out they weren’t going to win I was bombarded from all sides by w

It's so peaceful riding down this lone stretch of highway. Who would've thought, just three days ago I was just a junior desperately looking forward to senior year. I was so happy to finish junior year as the top of the class, but it would have been more memorable and special to me if at least more than just two people from my life congratulated me, but nobody could be reached. You know it's funny, every time I try to reach my family and friends, they're always busy and can't come to the phon