TJ’s POV

I couldn’t believe that Stephan and I had been together for several months. He was there to nurse me back to health after being shot in the line of duty and he never pressured me to take our relationship to the next level. Not that we didn’t play with each other, we had just never had intercourse. Don’t get me wrong, there was a part of me that wanted to go to the next level, but I was scared to. I was afraid that he would leave me shortly whether I took that plunge or not like my last boyfriend had done.

I knew that I shouldn’t be worried about it if he would come to Davenport every weekend and sometimes during the week to check up on me. He put a lot of miles on his truck going back and forth between Charles City and Davenport as much as he did. I just didn’t want to make the decision based on guilt for the way that he took care of me.

I still had not been medically cleared for active duty since I had been shot in the shoulder. I’d have about a month before that happened, so I decided to head to my parent’s cabin to do some heavy thinking, I still had a hard time thinking of the cabin as mine. I needed to come up with some answers for Stephan and myself.

***

Thankfully it was a Wednesday so traffic was almost nonexistent since it was so early that I made the trip in an hour and forty five minutes. I had no sooner gotten in the house when my phone began to ring. When I saw that it was Stephan I immediately answered.

“Hey Babe. Whatcha up to?”

“Not much was calling to check on you before I go into work.”

“I’m doing good. I needed to get away for a little bit to do some thinking so I’m at the cabin for a few days.” I bit my lip as I paced the living room floor.

“Is everything alright?” I could hear the worry in his voice.

“Yeah, I’m fine. I just wanted to do some thinking about what’s going to happen, where I want to go in my life if I’m not medically cleared soon.”

“Do you doubt our relationship?” I could hear the panic in Stephan’s voice.

“No, Baby, I’m not. I’ve never been surer of anything in my life other than wanting to be a cop. I’m just trying to come to terms if I can no longer be a cop.”

“Ok, I’m gonna let you have some time to yourself, because I know that is what I’d need if I was in your position,” he sighed.

“Thanks for understanding Stephan. This doesn’t mean that I don’t want to see you while I’m here. After all I will be here for a month or so. How about you come over for dinner Saturday if you’re not on duty?” I finally stopped pacing and felt a sense of calm come over me.

“That sounds like a plan Babe. I have to go but I’ll talk to you later. Give me a call if you need anything. I love you.”

“Will do and I love you too.” I heard the click of the phone and knew that he had hung up.

I set about airing the cabin out and taking the sheets off the furniture. Stefan had done a great job of keeping the dust from settling too bad since the Christmas last year; I wished that my parents were still here so that they could have met Stephan. Once that was taken care of I quickly unpacked.

***

I went to stock up on groceries and got home to find the Chief Billings sitting in my driveway. When he saw me he got out of the SUV and helped me bring the groceries in, out of the car. He had been there for me when my parents died and I had always felt like he was an additional father figure for me.

“Hello Sir. To what do I owe the pleasure of your visit?”

“Well, TJ, I was hoping that I would be able to convince you to come home and work for me. I could use someone of your caliber to work in conjuncture with Stephan Stevenson. You would be a wonderful asset to the force here in Charles City.”

“Tim, you do know that I’m on medical leave right? I may not get medically cleared to return to duty.” I was uncomfortable talking about my injury to someone who wasn’t there when it happened.

“Yes, I know that and I’m sure that we could find a place for you even if it’s riding a desk. I know that you would prefer to be in the field.”

“Ok, I think I could handle that as long as I was being useful. Just so you know; Stephan and I have been dating since New Year’s.”

“I wasn’t sure about that but I had my suspicions. That isn’t a problem as long as you can both be professional while on duty.”

“Can I think about it and get back to you?” I walked him back out to his SUV.

“That’s fine TJ. I know it’s a big decision, take your time.”

“Thank you Tim. I will let you know as soon as I come to a decision.” We shook hands and he climbed back in his SUV.

I couldn’t believe that he had just offered me a job. Now I really had a lot to think about. As I put the groceries away I decided that I would cook steaks for Stephan on Saturday.

As I cooked dinner I thought about what I wanted to do. Do I want to take the chance on our relationship and take that next step? What would I do if I wasn’t cleared by Dr. Reins? If I couldn’t go back to work would I stay in Davenport or would I move back to Charles City? I wasn’t sure what I wanted to do and was glad that I would have some time to think it over.

***

I had no sooner put my dinner dishes in the dishwasher when my phone rang I looked at the caller ID and saw that it was it was Chief Johansson, my Commanding Officer back in Davenport so I quickly answered the call.

“Hello Sir.”

“TJ, I have gotten the report from Dr. Reins and she is not medically clearing you for duty and I can’t hold your position open any longer. I understand that the bullet wound to your thigh has healed but Dr. Reins is concerned that you are not fit mentally to be able to go back out in the field.”

I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. “Sir, are you saying that I am no longer employed with the Davenport Police Department?”

“What I’m saying is that you can continue to heal and when you are cleared you can come back but I can’t guarantee that your position will still be available.” I heard him sigh before he continued. “I think it would be in your best interest to take a medical discharge with a bonus package, that way once you are completely healed you can either come back here or take a position with a different police department.”

My legs gave out from under me and I sat in the chair that I was standing in front of. This couldn’t be happening to me right now. What was I going to do for work? Being a cop was all I knew.

“Thank you for letting me know, Sir. I think that I had better take what you are offering. I was going to think about moving home to Charles City and this gives me the incentive to do just that. I will be in to work in a few days to clear out my locker and fill out any paperwork that needs to be completed.”

“That’s fine. Come in when you’re ready. Have a good day and I will see you soon.”

“Bye Sir.” I tried to keep my voice steady so that he wouldn’t know how affected I was by this. I didn’t wait for him to hang up as I clicked the end button on my phone.

What was I going to do? Now I really had to think about Chief Billing’s offer but I wanted to talk it over with Stephan first so I sent him a quick text.

“Need to talk to you tonight.”

His reply was immediate, “Will come by when I get off, but it may be late.”

“That’s fine. I’ll be up.” I dropped my phone on the coffee table and just sat there with my head in my hands.

***

I must have dozed off because I was jolted awake by a knock on the door. I looked at my watch and saw that it was 11:30 p.m., it had to be Stephan.

I opened the door to find Stephan nearly asleep on his feet. I quickly moved aside so the poor man could enter, which he did only after he kissed me on the way in. I watched as he slowly made his way to the couch and nearly collapsed onto it.

He sat and tried to lean forward and focused on me. “What’s wrong Babe?” His voice was slightly slurred with exhaustion.

“I’m sorry; you’ve got to be really exhausted. We can talk about it tomorrow. Let’s go get some sleep.” I held out my hand and waited for him to grab a hold of it. He nodded and finally took my hand. Standing up I led him back to my room where we both stripped down to our boxers and climbed into bed.

***

I woke the next morning to the smell of coffee and pancakes. I stumbled my way out of the room and into the kitchen where I was met with a steaming cup of coffee fixed just the way I liked it.

“Morning Babe.” Stephan’s voice was bright and cheery after a night of sleep.

God I am not a morning person and those who are drive me nuts. I looked at Stephan and tried to smile.

“Morning,” I grunted as I took a sip of my coffee and sat at the kitchen table while he took some pancakes off the griddle.

“So what was on your mind last night?”

“Well, I guess this is as good a time as any to tell you that they are not medically clearing me to return to duty and Chief Johansson can’t hold my position any longer. I would be welcome back but he can’t guarantee that there would be a spot for me at my current rank.” I looked down at my hands that were gripping my coffee mug.

“That sucks, Babe.” He came over and wrapped his arms around my shoulders as he tried to console me. I felt at peace with us like that.

“Also, Chief Billings came to see me yesterday as well.”

“What’d he have to say?” I could tell that his curiosity was peeked.

“Well, he offered me a position. He said that if I wasn’t medically cleared that I could have a desk position. How would you feel about me moving here and joining you at the Charles City Police Department? It would make it a lot easier with both of us in the same city and the bonus would be that we wouldn’t be as far apart geographically as we are currently. It was nice you being able to come over after your shift and not have to wait for your day off for you to travel to Davenport.”

“That would be awesome. If you do take him up on the offer I need to let him know that we’re a couple.”

“I already made sure he knew, but he said he had already figured that much out. What do you think I should do?”

“I think you should do what will make you happy. I would be ecstatic if you moved here full time, but it’s your decision to make. I won’t pressure you about it.”

“I appreciate that. When’s your next day off?”

“Tomorrow and Saturday, why?”

“Well, I was thinking that we could go and fill out my paperwork for the Department and start getting my apartment packed up; that is if you would like to help me.”

“That sounds like a plan.” Stephan smiled widely as he took the last of the pancakes off the grill. “I would love to help you out. In fact you could drop me off at your place and I could get started with the packing while you are dealing with the paperwork.”

“Ok, then that’s the plan for Friday.”

He handed me a plate of pancakes as he set down his own plate. He went and grabbed the butter and syrup to bring back to the table. It was quiet as we both dug into our breakfast.

***

Stephan shooed me out of the kitchen after breakfast while he cleaned up. After he was done we cuddled on the couch. I loved our cuddling time because we didn’t get to do a lot of it with our busy schedules.

Stephan handed me my phone, so I decided to give Chief Billings a call and tell him that I accept his offer, but that I had not been medically cleared just yet.

“I’m glad to hear back from you TJ. To be honest I wasn’t expecting it to be so soon though. I’m glad that you are taking me up on my offer. Monday I want you to go and see our Department physician, Dr. Henry, and get an evaluation from him. Once that is done we will go from there.” I was still curled up in his side with my head on his shoulder.

“Yes Sir. Do I need to make an appointment with him?”

“No, I will let him know that you will be by to see him that morning and that should be fine with him. After you see him I do need you to come by and fill out some paperwork.”

“Ok, then I will see you on Monday,” I said just before I ended the call and sat upright.

“I’m gonna head home and grab a shower. Do you need anything while I’m gone?”

“Nope, just a kiss.” He leaned in and locked lips with me.

When he first ran his tongue along my lips as he asked for permission to enter, I denied him, but I couldn’t deny him a second time. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and pulled his upper body closer. He grabbed my hips and did the same thing. I could feel his erection straining against his pants, but I still wasn’t ready to take that step yet so I broke the kiss with a groan. I was still hung up on my past and I needed to work through it so that we could move on as a couple.

“I better get going,” he said as he tried to adjust his erection. He leaned in and gave me a quick peck before he headed to the door.

“Bye Babe. Love you.”

“Love you too; I’ll talk to you later.” He shut the door behind him.

I decided that this was as good a time as any to clean out the garage and determine what I wanted to keep here at the cabin and what I wanted to put in storage. I went and put on a pair of basketball shorts and a t-shirt before I headed out.

***

I spent the next several hours working between the house and the garage. Once I had the garage itself clean up, I began moving the furniture I wanted to go into storage out there. By the time I was done I had moved out my parent’s bedroom set, the living room set, and the tube TV that was in the living room. I called and got internet and cable services set up to be turned on by Saturday.

By the time I was finished I was hungry and exhausted. I had just called and ordered some Chinese food when my cell phone rang. I looked at the caller ID and saw that it was Stephan.

“Hey Babe,” I said as I answered the phone.

“What are you up to?”

“I’ve been doing some cleaning and organizing. Can I use your truck tomorrow to take some stuff to storage?”

“Sure, you need some added muscle?”

“That would be great; I do have some heavy furniture to move.”

“Not a problem. I’m glad to help.”

“So what are you doing right now, other than talking to me?” I asked.

“Eating my lunch and thought I would give you a call to see how you’re doing.”

“Awww, I just ordered some Chinese food and was getting ready to jump in the shower to get cleaned up before my food gets here.”

“Ok, I will let you go then so you can get cleaned up. I love you and will talk to you later.”

“I love you too. Have a good night Babe.” I tossed the phone on the kitchen counter as I headed to take a shower.

As I lathered my body with my Axe body wash I couldn’t help but think of Stephan and his wonderful body. I closed my eyes and pictured his eight pack abs that went down to his lean hips. I imagined running my hands all over his chiseled chest. I could almost feel his hands running along my chest and down my abs before going lower.

I grabbed my hardening cock with my right hand and started to slowly stroke as I continued to imagine his hands on me. I ran my left hand over my nipples, pinching and twisting them until they were stiff peaks which caused me to moan in ecstasy. My strokes got faster the closer I got to my release; my moans got louder and louder. I was eternally grateful that there was no one else in the house with me.

I knew that I loved Stephan and that I wanted to be with him, but I was emotionally scarred from my last relationship. Not only had taking my virginity been a bet to my ex-boyfriend Scott but he had cheated on me with my best friend for the fun of it. I had been thinking about it and I knew that it was time to let him in completely. I decided that we would talk on the drive to Davenport on Friday to do the paperwork with the Department and get things packed for me to move here.

***

I really enjoyed my pepper steak and fried rice that I had ordered, but by the time I was finished eating, I went to my room and stripped down before I climbed into my comfortable bed where I dreamed of Stephan.

He came up behind me and pulled my hips into his. I could feel his erection poking me through his jeans as he nuzzled into my neck lightly nipping at my shoulder as I moaned. I reached my arms above my head and pulled his head over my shoulder as I turned my head to the side so that we could share a kiss.

I quickly turned around and wrapped my arms around his shoulders with my fingers rubbing the back of his short brown hair as I stared into his chocolate brown eyes before I leaned up and kissed him for all I was worth. His kisses were like a drug that I was addicted to. I felt his length as it got harder.

I felt his hands as they came around to the front of my jeans and unbutton them before he started to slowly lower the zipper. When I felt his hand slide into my jeans I gasped in delight; it felt so good to have someone’s hands other than my own on my cock. I leaned my forehead against his shoulder as my breath came in gasps. I reached down and hurriedly unbuttoned his jeans before I unzipped them.

I felt him slide my boxers and jeans over my hips. He used my precum to slick his hand as he went back to slowly jacking me off. I reached into the waist of his jeans and boxers to slide them down. All of a sudden he stopped what he was doing to grab my hands.

He broke the kiss and said, “Nu uh, this is for you.”

He brought his hand back to my leaking cock. He sped up his hand while he grabbed my head with his other hand and brought me in for a deep passionate kiss. The closer I got the deeper the kiss got. I finally broke the kiss and leaned my head on his shoulder.

I was panting heavily. “Babe I’m going to cum. Please let me cum.” All of a sudden he stopped and dropped to his knees engulfing my cock in one swoop.

Beep

Beep

Beep

I groaned as I shut my alarm off. I was so frustrated that it chose that particular time to go off because I was so close to cumming. I looked down and saw that my cock was ready to explode. I wrapped my hand around the angry purple shaft and started to stroke it with the copious amount of precum.

I kicked my covers completely off me when I felt my balls tighten up and knew that I was getting close. I closed my eyes as I sped up my strokes as I thought of Stephan. I arched my back as my release came in several blasts. I collapsed on my bed and just laid there as I got my breathing back under control. I finally got up and took a shower to clean the cum off of me before I got dressed for the day in jeans and a red t-shirt.

***

Stephan got there as I finished my second cup of coffee. I placed my cereal bowl and coffee mug into the sink and rinsed them off. I quickly placed them in the dishwasher so that we could get busy loading the furniture in the back of his truck.

“You ready for tomorrow?” Stephan asked as we loaded the last of the things for that particular trip to the storage facility.

“Yeah, I’m just ready for it to be over and done with; I want to move on. I’ve already called a realtor and set my house up as a rental so that I will still have an income coming in if things don’t work out with the police force here.”

“That’s a smart plan, but I don’t think you have anything to worry about as far as the Department.” We climbed in his truck and headed off to the storage unit.

“Babe, can I ask you something?”

“Sure, you can ask me anything.” He reached over and grabbed my hand in a comforting manner.

“Ok, um, are you happy with the way things are between us?”

“You mean because we haven’t had sex?” I nodded my head and waited for his response. “Yeah, I’m happy. Do I wish we were having sex? Sure I do, but I know that something must’ve happened in your past that is causing you to hold back. I’m willing to take things at your pace and will not leave you just because we haven’t made love yet. I don’t see it as having sex with you; I see it more as making love because of how much I love you and I know that it will be an act of that love.” This made it clear that I needed to tell him what was going through my brain and in my heart. I couldn’t continue to stay closed off to him anymore.

We had arrived at the storage facility so I didn’t want to have the conversation where anyone walking by could overhear it. We quickly got the truck unloaded so that we could continue our conversation.

Once back in the truck I grabbed his hand when he reached to start the truck. “Just a sec, please.” He nodded his head and I continued, “You’re right I was hurt in the past and it left some emotional scars. My one and only long term relationship was about two years ago. I had been seeing Scott for several months before we had sex. He was sweet, funny, and appeared to really care about me. I hadn’t had a serious boyfriend before because I always seemed to pick losers so I was on cloud nine with him. I had not had sex with any of my previous boyfriends because either something didn’t click with them or they became jerks. I had wanted to save myself for that someone special. Scott was the only one who understood my job and crazy schedule. He knew that I could get a call at any time and needed to be able to leave no matter what I was doing at the time.

I decided to take a leap and take things to the next level. I had requested the week off so I spent it cleaning my house. That night I put together a meal, had candles lit all over the place, and had even scattered rose petals on the bed.

After dinner we danced and made out. I indicated to him that I wanted us to go further and he was all for it. Needless to say the night was very memorable and for the first time he spent the night. He went home the next morning to shower and go to work. I didn’t hear from him for three days and it concerned me because we usually talked every night. When I finally got a hold of him he said that it was over; that the only reason he had gone out with me was to claim my virginity as part of a bet he had with someone. After all who was still a virgin at the age of twenty three? I never heard from him again. I later found out that he had been seeing the guy I thought was my best friend behind my back.” By that point I was crying.

Stephan pulled me into his arms and murmured in my ear, “It’s alright Baby. I’m here for you; let it out. I would never do that to you. I actually see us being together for many years to come if not forever. I want to grow old with you.” He kissed me on the side of the head and wiped at the tears running down my cheeks.

“Thank you Babe, that means a lot to me. I too see us growing old together; I just need to get my brain there too.” I leaned up and gave him a quick peck on the lips just before he started the truck. I was really glad that he had a bench seat in his truck because it allowed me to snuggle into his side comfortably.

***

He didn’t want to leave me to go to work but I shooed him out the door in time for his work shift. I went to bed early that night and slept like a baby. I woke the next morning to Stephan knocking on the door. I let him in and headed to the shower to get my day started.

When I came back out he had made a pot of coffee and had some cereal and milk sitting on the table for me. It made me realize just how much he does care for me. Scott had never done anything like this for me and I was finally able to let the past go. Stephan had healed the scars on my heart.

As I rinsed my bowl and coffee mug out I looked at the clock and saw that if we wanted to get everything done today then we needed to get a move on. While I put my dishes in the dishwasher he poured some coffee into a couple of travel mugs and got them ready to go, so we loaded up and headed to Davenport.

***

We stopped at U-Haul and picked up a twenty foot truck and boxes to pack up my three bedroom house into. Stephan drove the moving truck to my house while I drove his pickup to the Police Department to fill out the forms that they had for me to sign.

It took me all of about twenty minutes to get everything sorted at the station. They were going to deposit my final check into my account, thank goodness for short term disability pay, by Wednesday of the next week. Pretty soon I was on my way to my house to get it packed up and moved.

I walked in the door and found that Stephan had been busy in the time that we had been separated because he had my kitchen completely packed and was almost done with the things in the living room.

“Got everything taken care of, Babe?” he asked as I walked in the door.

“Yeah, I am officially no longer employed by the City of Davenport. Wow! You’ve gotten quite a bit done. I’m gonna go start packing all my clothes and bathroom stuff. Do you want some music on?”

“Sure, whatever you want to listen to.” I nodded and went to the stereo and put it on a country station and music began to fill the house.

***

It took us several hours but by seven o’clock we were on our way back to Charles City. I had dropped off the key with the real estate agent so that they could have the carpets cleaned before it’s rented out. By the time that we arrived at the cabin we were both exhausted. Thankfully I had the truck until the next morning so we could get an early start and get everything done after getting some rest.

“Why don’t you spend the night and you can wear some sweats of mine in the morning while we unload the truck?” I asked when we had both gotten out of the trucks.

“Sounds good to me. I always sleep better when you’re in my arms.” He pulled me into a hug and gave me a quick kiss.

Stephan went into the guest bathroom to take a shower while I grabbed a pair of light grey sweats for him to show off his tanned body. I just hoped they would fit him since he’s several inches taller than me and his thighs were much bigger than mine to where they might be tight on him. I quickly set them on the counter of the bathroom that he was using before I went and grabbed my own shower.

***

I came out of the bathroom to find him lying in the middle of the bed with his hands clasped behind his head staring up at the ceiling. The only light in the room was the lamp on the far side of the bed.

“Whatcha thinking so hard about?” I asked as I leaned against the door frame.

“You.”

I walked over to the bed and climbed in facing him with my head on his left shoulder.

“Me, huh?” I wrapped my arm across his chest and sighed.

He reached out and turned the lamp off casting the room in darkness. He kissed the top of my head before we drifted off to sleep.

The next morning I woke up with him curled around my back and I could feel his morning erection against the back of my leg. I snuggled in closer because I felt safe and secure. I couldn’t believe that I had ever doubted his intentions for me. I ended up drifting back to sleep only to wake up to a kiss to the back of my head.

“Morning Baby,” I mumbled sleepily.

“Morning, you ready to get started?” he asked as he rubbed his hand along my arm.

“Yeah, let’s get a move on.” I rolled slightly so that I could give him a kiss. I pulled away and climbed out of bed to get dressed.

***

After breakfast we got the truck unloaded and everything situated before we took the remaining things to the storage unit before we returned the truck to the local U-Haul. By the time we were done it was lunch time so we stopped at Subway for a couple of sandwiches that we took back to my house.

There was a part of me that considered asking him to move in with me but I knew that he still had a couple of months left on his lease and I couldn’t ask him to break it this close to the end of it. I decided to go ahead and ask anyway.

“Babe, when your lease is up would you move in with me?”

“There is nothing I would like better. I am actually on a month to month lease right now, I just have to give 30 day’s notice.”

“Babe, I’m gonna go grab some clothes from my place. Would you like to watch a movie with me tonight?” He gave me a kiss as he stood up and threw his trash away.

“That sounds like a plan to me Babe.” I walked him to the door before I pulled him down into a deep kiss. I didn’t want him to leave but I knew that he needed to grab some of his own clothes.

***

I moved all of my clothes to the master bedroom and grabbed a shower. I wanted to be clean when he got back. I had no sooner gotten out of the shower when I heard someone clear their throat from the doorway. I looked over and saw Stephan standing there with lust burning in his eyes which caused me to swallow the lump that had formed in the back of my throat. I quickly wrapped the towel around my waist and walked over to him.

“Sorry I didn’t hear you knock.” I leaned up and tried to give him a quick kiss, but he grabbed a hold of my hips and dragged me closer to him as he deepened the kiss.

I locked my arms around his shoulders as I felt his hands go around and cup my ass. I had to admit that it turned me on knowing that he wanted me as much as I wanted him. He lifted me up so that our faces were level with each other and I wrapped my legs around his waist as I wrapped my arms even tighter around him.

He broke the kiss and leaned his forehead on mine. “Babe, if we don’t stop now, I don’t think I will be able to stop from going further,” he panted.

“Who said I wanted you to stop.” I claimed his lips in another kiss.

He broke the kiss again and stared into my eyes. “Are you sure this is what you want?”

I answered him by wrapping my legs and arms tighter around him before I claimed his lips in another passionate kiss. I could feel his arousal as it pressed against me which made me moan as I ground my hips against him.

He carried me over to the bed and gently laid me on the bed. As I laid there I watched him as he slowly stripped off his t-shirt and he drove me crazy as he slowly stripped off his clothes. He unbuttoned his jeans and then leaned over and blocked my view of his treasure trail of brown hair that disappeared into the waistband of his boxers. I groaned in frustration because I had been enjoying the view.

He moved in between my legs and claimed my lips in a passionate kiss as he rubbed his hand along my abs. He kissed his way along my jaw, down the side of my neck where he nipped and sucked marking me as his because I knew that there was going to be a mark there, but oddly enough I was ok with it.

He continued his way down my chest licking and nibbling, paying extra special attention to my nipples. I moaned, I never knew that my nipples were an erogenous zone for me but it felt awesome. He made his way down tracing my abs as he went.

I was so turned on that I was humping against his leg which caused him to use his hand to hold my hips still and it drove me crazy. It had been so long since another person had touched me like that and I felt like my head was about to explode from the sensations that were cursing through my body.

"Babe if you don't stop teasing me I'm gonna scream."

"What if I want you to scream? I want you to scream my name in ecstasy. I want to take you to a place that you've never been before." His voice had a hard edge and it caused my dick to jump in anticipation. All I could do was moan. I looked down and could see the precum leaking out quickly.

He kissed and nibbled on my hip bones as he rubbed his hands up and down the length of my legs. He nuzzled into my pubic area and I was so glad that I had trimmed the area while I was in the shower earlier. He continued to nuzzle his way until his nose touched my balls which caused me to jump. I heard him take a deep breath in before he started to lick them.

I arched my back and moaned because no one had ever done this to me before. It was then that I realized that what had happened with Scott really was nothing more than sex and not even good sex at that.

I reached down and tapped Stephan on the shoulders and signaled that I wanted him to come back up. He groaned in disappointment but the vibration against my balls was very erotic. On his way up he licked me from the base to the tip of my dick. I couldn't really think straight; all I knew was that I wanted his mouth on mine. He kissed his way up my abs and chest before he reclaimed my lips with his.

I reached down to hurriedly try to unzip his jeans because I wanted him and I wanted him that very moment in time, but he swatted my hands away.

"Nu uh, all in due time. Not until I say so." I groaned in disappointment, I didn't want to hear that.

He grabbed my dick and started to slowly stroke me which made me whimper in frustration. I knew that it wouldn't take me long and when I felt my balls tighten up. I couldn't form a complete thought. All I could do was grunt as I erupted all over his hand and sigh in completion.

"Don't think that we're done yet, Baby. I have every intention of making you cum several times tonight," he chuckled as I groaned.

"I don't know how many times I can go without getting too sore. Besides don't you have to work tonight?"

"Nope, I traded with Will. He's working for me tonight and I'm working for him tomorrow night. We have all night Babe."

He took some of my cum that was cooling on his hand and reached between my legs. He tapped on my entrance that was trying it's best to stay closed. "Babe, I need you to relax for me."

"I'm trying Babe; I'm just nervous."

"I know you are. Do you trust me?"

"With my life." I caressed his face as I looked deep into his eyes and I could see the love he had for me there.

"Ok." He took some more of the cum and massaged it into my crack, again tapping my entrance. He slowly inserted the tip of his finger in and rotated it a little to let me get used to the width of his finger, the whole time with his eyes on mine.

I pointed to my nightstand to the bottle of lube that was sitting there. He grabbed it and flipped the lid open before he poured a some on his fingers. With the newly slicked finger he again inserted the tip of his finger and pushed it further in slowly. He slowly and gently started to move his finger in and out. I groaned in pleasure as I held onto his shoulders.

He withdrew his finger, applied some more lube onto his fingers. This time he slowly inserted two fingers before he started to move them in and out, periodically making a scissoring motion to open me up even more. He withdrew once more and added yet more lube to his fingers before he slowly inserted three fingers. He moved them in and out while twisting. After doing this several times he withdrew his fingers and I whimpered in disappointment.

His hands went to the back pocket of his jeans where he removed his wallet and pulled out a condom. When I looked at the front of his jeans I saw a huge wet spot and knew that he had been just as affected as I had. He handed me the condom to open as he started to unzip and slide his jeans with his boxers off. His erection snapped back up and slapped his abs leaving a trail of precum. When he nodded that he was ready I sat up and rolled the condom on. He had to be about eight and a half inches long and about two and a half inches in diameter.

He added some lube to the condom and rested the tip at my entrance. "Push out as I push in."

I felt the tip as he started to push in so I tried to relax and push out. I felt him slip in a little more and he just stopped to let me get accustomed to his size. When I nodded he started to slowly push further in until he finally bottomed out in me. He rested there until I gave him the go ahead to start moving.

He wrapped my legs around his waist and had me sit up. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he knelt on the bed and moved us up until I could rest my head on the pillows. Once he had me settled he rested his hands on either side of my head and slowly started to move his hips, the whole time he looked into my eyes with love and compassion.

When he pulled out I could feel him almost pull completely out before he would push back in. This continued for what seemed like forever until he slowly started to pick up his pace. He still went too slowly for my taste. I looked down and saw that I was rock hard yet again. With every push I would moan and his breath would hitch. He drove me crazy with the slow methodical precision that he used.

He finally moved at a faster pace and would snap his hips with each thrust with a grunt. We were both breathing hard. I felt my balls pull up yet again and knew that it wouldn't be long before I came again.

"Babe, uh, I'm, uh, gonna cum. Harder please," I panted.

He pumped hard as he reached in between us and started to stroke me when I felt myself erupt yet again. I clamped down as I came and soon I felt him erupt inside the condom.

We laid there with his forehead on mine trying to get our breathing to get back to normal. "You ok Babe?" he asked.

"Ok? I'm so far past ok that I'm bordering on fantastic. I never knew it could be like that."

He slowly withdrew from me which caused me to whimper at the sudden loss of his warmth from inside of me. He pulled the condom off and tied the end of it as he got up and headed into the en suite bathroom. I heard the faucet come on and when he came back out he had a washcloth in his hand that he used to gently clean me up. When he was done he put it in the hamper next to the bathroom door before he came back to bed.

I was so wiped out that I hadn't moved an inch. He rolled me to the side and pulled the blankets down, he then rolled me back and pulled the blankets up over us as I rolled and put my head on his shoulder and fell asleep.

***

I woke sometime during the night and remembered what had happened earlier in the night and blushed at the thought but I knew that I was a happy man. I had been truly and thoroughly loved by the man beside me. I smiled as I cuddled closer and fell back to sleep wrapped in my lover's arms. The scars had finally been healed.