dont want to be difference
only to be accept
dont want to be one of lost
this poet know
this feeling
only to be accepted
feeling happy now
not one of them
english smile
nothing lost
found in the morning
haven still haven
turn to seen the shadow love
not there
left him feeling
i am the morning she have no name
english
smile
dont need one
love there
showering then under the
mountain
stream
freshness
past not hidden
iron maiden is not anger with daniel oyork
return to her for fortnight
laid with him
feel the scar of the dragon black
was i to you
iron maiden
was you happy with me
i was with you
i love your past once
ashes of the woods
bits of bones grist
fire
dying
what happen to the little boy
in the picture
have nature been so cruel
the little boy in the picture
indeed
he went to worst
the saddiest of his life
for that reason
a little boy
in the picture
do not
extinct
anymore
the silence
before
favor
seen the black man
lost the favor
in the black man
because favor
discover
under the black skin
there is
more
he found emotional
that favor
was not aware
of
humanity
to me
it is like saying to the world
i am seen
if you keep this
gay to yourself
and to certain lovers or friends
it is like
that
i rather be seen
by those who understand
and then
to throw
stones at my
feet
drawing in black
candles light flicking
mansion bedroom smell like exotic savage
give in to
shadows
homo erotic images
flicking
drawing
in
passion
halloween my dear is to be unleash
your demon flowing
from all of your
spirit
who left their
early too soon
the ones who feel their sin
cant
get get forgiveness
from gravetomb
this verse for the suicide of gay
teens
because of bullying
magi in the silence
you was with him
river accused her
magi
say
brother and sisters dont have sexual relationship
river
escape
with his high first
magi in the silence
both emptiness inside
this is only a old verse i work on
it never happen in my life
but i like the verse now
is the journey
and living
with freedom
and accepting
yourself
as person
and knowing
you can
be a person
in your eyes
in your lover and family lover
so when it is come out
for you
you grow up
future
children
of the
oracle
of the world
i would
just vanish in
the air
and not be part of the world
but i dont
vanish in the world
i still
believe
in the good
of the world
even now
and still have spirit
in my life
no matter where i am
we
can t answer
why cruel still happen
in the world
in faces of men and woman
prejudice toward men and woman who is difference
why we still can t
answer
this
why
we can t
answer
why
because the world
will closed on the door
on hunger
and poverty
in face
of
rich
conservatives
will
empathy be the themes
will
non caring
be
themes
not in my
world
or world
if we keep
them alive
in our live
and our
children
live
there is no need to be hate
or hurting
people
for indifference
or groups
that do that
in the world of tommorrow
all
hate groups
could
be a remember
but remember
like a nazi
pink triangle
who is education
and wow people
and do the gay wonderful things
i was never one
of them
i always thought those gay
wonderful things
is too bits for me
my upbringing
i guess
i alway been one of those gay
guy
who comfortable in jokes
or understanding
and just feel
good
in myself as person
first
then being a gay
guy
strange as it sound
dont know
age does sometime to my view
of my thought
dont know what
age does sometime
to my view
of passion
dont know what
or want to
only
to
dance with times
you
found times
is question
still
make by
more question mark
those do in those cheesy gay romantic movie
i dont,
i dont fit in those cheesy gay romantic movie
or those stereo gay shows
i use to watch and thought my life
would be like that
be sweep away
and have prince charming
have
this,
do i still want prince charming
my life
dont got time for no prince charming
maybe
i just want somebody
to love me
and happy with me
and just be themselves with me
like in
real life
been a long time ago
i was proud cocky like peacock
i have everything , i was foolish
i make a mistake, i searching for prince charming
never found a prince charming
sex was blurred in between those day
now i am out
i am abit
going for a new friend new lover
in my life
because so i am out
i am still scare i am not
prince charming to him
i still not be a perfect lover
or not in meat market
what happen to the peacock
become
a mark on
t
