Soundtrack

 

Track List

1. Fine On The Outside (Priscilla Ahn) - Drew’s Theme
2. On My Mind (CD Ghost) - The Longing Of Hidden Hearts
3. Nowhere (CD Ghost) - Lost Between In And Out
4. If Only (CD Ghost) - If Only We Could Be Ourselves
5. When Will I Belong? (Geographer, Savoir Adore) - Drew’s Lament
6. Voices Carry (Emmett Kai’s Cover of ‘Til Tuesday) - Drew Struggles With Ethan’s Fears
7. What About Love (‘Til Tuesday) - Balancing Fear And Love
8. Within You, Within Me (Meltt) - Ethan Realizing Who Drew Is To Him
9. I Knew (Millionyoung) - Loving Drew From First Sight
10. Only In Your Eyes (Meltt) - Falling Into Each Other’s Eyes
11. Space Between Us (VHS Collection) - Lunches At The Park
12. Blue Lagoon (Bryan El) - First Times
13. Policy Of Truth (Depeche Mode) - Ethan Gets A Taste Of Drew’s World
14. True Lies (Brett) - Ethan’s Struggles
15. Be True (Brothertiger) - Ethan Accepts His Truth
16. Come Undone (Duran Duran) - The Heights Of Love Making
17. Roses (CD Ghost Cover Of Mareux) - Drew’s Fears And Ethan’s Broken Heart
18. Talk To Me (Nouvelle Phénomème) - Ethan Pursuing Drew
19. Oh, Lover (Röyksopp) - Drew Succumbs
20. Is Your Love Strong Enough (Bryan Ferry) - Love Conquers Fear

 

Lyrics

Fine On The Outside (Priscilla Ahn) - Drew’s Theme

I never had that many friends growing up
So I learned to be okay with just me
Just me, just me, just me

And I'll be fine on the outside

I like to eat in school by myself anyway
So I'll just stay right here
Right here, right here, right here

And I'll be fine on the outside

So I just sit in my room
After hours with the moon
And think of who knows my name
Would you cry if I died?
Would you remember my face?

So I left home
I packed up and I moved far away
From my past one day
And I laughed
I laughed, I laughed, I laughed

I sound fine on the outside

Ha ha ha
Ha ha ha
Ha ha ha
Ha ha ha
Ha ha ha...

Sometimes I feel lost, sometimes I'm confused
Sometimes I find that I'm not alright
And I cry, and I cry, and I cry

Ha ha ha
Ha ha ha
Ha ha ha
Ha ha ha
Ha ha ha...

So I just sit in my room
After hours with the moon
And think of who knows my name
Would you cry if I died?
Would you remember my face?

 

On My Mind (CD Ghost) - The Longing Of Hidden Hearts

Lately you’ve been on my mind

Think about you all the time

Nights without you pass so slow

Counting days til we’re alone

Feel you walking by my side

But it’s just inside my mind

See you everywhere I go

But I know it’s your shadow

 

Falling backwards in a dream

The way that you look at me

You’ll always be everything

You and me through anything

Close your eyes and hold my hand

Waiting for the day I can

Hold you in my arms again

Love you til my life ends and again

 

Lately you’ve been on my mind

Always dream about your eyes

Only see you on my phone

Kiss the screen ‘til I come home

Feel you walking by my side

But it’s just inside my mind

See you everywhere I go

But I know it’s your shadow

 

Falling backwards in a dream

The way that you look at me

You’ll always be everything

You and me through anything

Close your eyes and hold my hand

Waiting for the day I can

Hold you in my arms again

Love you til my life ends and again

 

Nowhere (CD Ghost) - Lost Between In And Out

I’m in between living in my dreams

Can’t recall when last I saw past the trees

The lights fade low as time it passes slow

There’s no place left to go

 

The nights are still

Can’t tell what’s real

In between two worlds, I’m lost in nowhere

And no one knows

What tomorrow holds

Still seems to lead nowhere

 

I’m in between escaping into

Fantasies, my memory melts away

The cold surrounds moving without a sound

It closes all around

 

The nights are still

Can’t tell what’s real

In between two worlds, I’m lost in nowhere

And no one knows

What tomorrow holds

Still seems to lead nowhere

 

Oh and whеn those walls come crashing down in ashes will I finally bе found

And again I hear the voice call out, a choice laid out but can’t decide

Oh and when those walls come crashing down in ashes will I finally be found

When the past is future the overture rings out “as above, so below”

 

The nights are still

Can’t tell what’s real

In between two worlds, I’m lost in nowhere

And no one knows

What tomorrow holds

But will it lead nowhere

 

If Only (CD Ghost) - If Only We Could Be Ourselves

Out with the light, your shadow’s

Falling tonight beneath the moonglow, then the thought grows

Back of my mind, the swell of

Blood in my eyes beneath the hallows, down where we go

 

I’d let it go oh if only

But it haunts me

Killing me slow and softly

I’d let it go oh if only

But it haunts me

 

Follows me like a shadow

Do I need this disease, I don’t know, fear it’s my home

Taken so many from me

What do you see through a glass darkly, just a memory

 

I’d let it go oh if only

But it haunts me

Killing me slow and softly

I’d let it go oh if only

But it haunts me

 

When Will I Belong? (Geographer, Savoir Adore) - Drew’s Lament

[Verse 1]

All this fire I burn

It takes me inside and it shows me what it learned

If I feel your love

Will you be my light above?

 

Oh, anything else will do

Than being misunderstood

'Cause I believe I could

Feel as free as the winter truth

 

Won't you take me as I am?

Underneath my heart is a simple man

If I could feel your love

Then I could reason with the shadows in my thoughts

 

Well, I feel sometimes like a little child

Lost in the words from the fading light

Is there no one who can help me find

My own way to the other side?

 

[Bridge]

No one believes me now that I found a way

Oh, nothing gets done unless you do it yourself these days

 

[Chorus]

'Cause I've been walking my life to the beat of a drum

They gave me when I was far too young

I'm trying to be a lucky one

 

It was all I could do just to play along

Now you tell me that the paths are wrong

Oh, maybe I shouldn't try so hard

 

When will I belong?

When will I belong?

 

[Verse 2]

In spite of all I know

I keep trying to make the diamonds all around me glow

When I feel alive

I can light up the whole sky

 

If I could feel your love

Then I could reason with the clouds up above

 

[Bridge]

No one believes me now that I found a way

Oh, nothing gets done unless you do it yourself these days

 

[Chorus]

'Cause I've been walking my life to the beat of a drum

They gave me when I was far too young

I'm trying to be a lucky one

 

It was all I could do just to play along

Now you tell me that the paths are wrong

Oh, maybe I shouldn't try so hard

 

When will I belong? (X)

 

Voices Carry (Emmett Kai’s Cover of ‘Til Tuesday) - Drew Struggles With Ethan’s Fears

 

In the dark, I'd like to read his mind

But I'm frightened of the things I might find

 

Oh, there must be something he's thinking of

To tear him away-a-ay

 

When I tell him that I'm falling in love

Why does he say-a-ay

 

Hush, hush, keep it down now, voices carry

Hush, hush, keep it down now, voices carry

Ah-ah

 

I try so hard not to get upset

Because I know all the trouble I'll get

 

Oh, he tells me tears are something to hide

And something to fear-eh-eh

And I try so hard to keep it inside

So no one can hear

 

Hush, hush, keep it down now, voices carry

Hush, hush, keep it down now, voices carry

Hush hush, keep it down now, voices carry

Ah-ah

 

Oh!

He wants me, but only part of the time

He wants me, if he can keep me in line

 

Hush, hush, keep it down now, voices carry

Hush, hush, keep it down now, voices carry

Oh, oh, oh, hush hush, shut up now, voices carry

Oh, oh, oh, hush hush, keep it down now, voices carry

Oh, oh, oh, hush hush, darling, she might overhear

 

Hush, hush, oh, oh, voices carry

Hush, hush, he said shut up

He said shut up

Oh God, can't you keep it down?

Voices carry

Hush, hush, oh, oh voices carry

I wish he would let me talk

 

What About Love (‘Til Tuesday) - Balancing Fear And Love

[Verse 1]

Living on silence

Living by the book

You get it to a science

Of living on one good look

So put out all the fires

And blow away the smoke

I'm getting pretty tired

Of living on hope

 

[Chorus]

So what about love, baby?

What about making room for two?

What about love, baby?

What about you?

 

[Verse 2]

Living on daydreams

Walking in my sleep

And nothing is as it seems

When you're in so deep

So put out all the fires

And blow away the smoke

Unless you're getting tired

Of living on hope

 

Chorus]

So what about love, baby?

What about making room for two?

What about love, baby?

What about you?

 

[Guitar Solo]

 

[Chorus]

What about love, baby?

What about making room for two?

What about love, baby?

What about you?

What about love, baby?

What about making room for two?

What about love, baby?

What about you?

 

[Outro]

What about you?

Oh, what about you?

What about me?

 

Within You, Within Me (Meltt) - Ethan Realizing Who Drew Is To Him

[Verse 1]

If you think you know yourself

Well you don't, you don't

You're too afraid to lose control

To let go and just float

 

[Chorus]

All of these dreams (Of these dreams)

Within you (Within you)

Within me (Within me)

Somehow (Somehow)

I feel (I feel) part of you (Part of you)

Is part of me (Is part of me)

 

[Verse 2]

If you try to find yourself

On your own, well, you won't

But if you learn to love yourself

When you're low, well, maybe there's hope

 

[Chorus]

All of these dreams (Of these dreams)

Within you (Within you)

Within me (Within me)

Somehow (Somehow)

I feel (I feel) part of you (Part of you)

Is part of me (Is part of me)

 

[Bridge]

Deep underwater

Your emotions call to you

"Go where the wind blows

All of this time spent hesitating"

Down by the water

Across the ocean, I should go

Go where the tides pull

All of our lives to rearrange them

 

[Pre-Chorus]

With you, I feel I find myself

I let go and we float

 

[Chorus]

All of these dreams (Of these dreams)

Within you (Within you)

Within me (Within me)

Somehow (Somehow)

I feel (I feel) part of you (Part of you)

Is part of me (Is part of me)

 

I Knew (Millionyoung) - Loving Drew From First Sight

[Verse 1]
Do you know how I feel
About you?
There's a dream I had
That came true

 

[Pre-Chorus]

When we first spoke
A light inside awoke
When we first spoke
I knew

 

[Chorus]
I long to belong to you
I long to belong to you

 

[Verse 2]
Is it true what they say
About love?
It comes down like a bolt
From above

 

[Pre-Chorus]
Like when we first spoke
A light inside awoke
When we first spoke
I knew

 

[Chorus]
I long to belong to you
I long to belong to you

 

Only In Your Eyes (Meltt) - Falling Into Each Other’s Eyes

[Verse 1]

Floating down

This river of time

In currents that we're bound

I've come to find

That only in your eyes

Sunlight

The current's strong

Our presence won't last for long

 

[Chorus]

For now, somehow

Moments move right through you

Your light, the night could not hope to hide you

Only in your eyes

Only in your eyes, for now

 

[Verse 2]

Driftin' out

To the ocean's embrace

Well did I make it count?

The moments we chased

But only in your eyes

Horizon's alight

The sun goes low

As I cling to the fading glow

 

[Chorus]

For now, somehow

Moments move right through you

Your light, thе night could not hope to hide you

Only in your eyеs

Sun begins to rise, for now

For now

 

[Outro]

Sun

 

Space Between Us (VHS Collection) - Lunches At The Park

[Verse 1]

I know my fate, I live for the changes

Too many sins and occasional strangers

Why do I keep things around?

Why hold myself down?

I try to keep my head up, but you're all I can think of right now

 

[Chorus]

I want to feel no space between us

I want to move inside your heart

I've been searching for this place for too long, too long

I want to feel no space between us

 

[Verse 2]

Pull you my way, we run from the danger

Eyes won't betray, release me from anger

Why do I keep things around?

Why hold myself down?

I try to keep my head up, but you're all I can think of right now

 

[Chorus]

I want to feel no space between us

I want to move inside your heart

I've been searching for this place for too long, too long

I want to feel no space between us

 

[Bridge]

Over and over

Over and over

Over and over

Over and over

 

[Outro]

I've been searching for this place for too long, too long

I want to feel no space between us

 

Blue Lagoon (Bryan El) - First Times

(Romantic Instrumental)

 

Policy Of Truth (Depeche Mode) - Ethan Gets A Taste Of Drew’s World

You had something to hide

Should have hidden it, shouldn't you?

Now you're not satisfied

With what you're being put through

 

It's just time to pay the price

For not listening to advice

And deciding in your youth

On the policy of truth

 

Things could be so different now

It used to be so civilized

You will always wonder how

It could have been if you'd only lied

 

It's too late to change events

It's time to face the consequence

For delivering the proof

In the policy of truth

 

Never again

Is what you swore

The time before

Never again

Is what you swore

The time before

 

Now you're standing there tongue tied

You better learn your lesson well

Hide what you have to hide

And tell what you have to tell

 

You'll see your problems multiplied

If you continually decide

To faithfully pursue

The policy of truth

 

Never again

Is what you swore

The time before

Never again

Is what you swore

The time before

 

Never again

Is what you swore

The time before

Never again

Is what you swore

The time before

 

Never again

Is what you swore

The time before

Never again

Is what you swore

The time before

 

Never again

Is what you swore

The time before

Never again

Is what you swore

The time before

 

True Lies (Brett) - Ethan’s Struggles

Devotion is a thing of the past

Everybody wants a piece of you

Nothing’s ever born to last

I’ll never sell you out

I’ll never sell you out

 

No one can know you’re here

No one can know you’re here tonight

They’re going to interfere’

Like I give a f*k what your friends think

 

Everyone can tell…

Everyone can tell…

Everyone can tell you lies (x2)

 

But Mine Are True! (x5)

 

You’re the one with blood on your hands

You’re the one that wants to be someone

Didn’t have a ghost of a chance

I’ll never give you up

I’ll never give you up

 

I know when you’re awake

I know when you’re awake at night

I know just what to say

Like I give a f*k what your friends think

Everyone can tell…

Everyone can tell…

Everyone can tell you lies (x2)

 

But Mine Are True! (x)

 

Be True (Brothertiger) - Ethan Accepts His Truth

Always be true

Ring true like a bell

Resonate through you

Elevate myself

Always be true

Ring true like a bell

Resonate through you

Elevate myself

 

I’m like an island

Swimmin’ in the swell of the silence

Never thought I’d ever feel like this

(Never thought I’d ever feel like this)

 

I can feel the sun at its highest

See it hanging on the horizon

Opening ‘cross the sea like an iris

Never thought I’d ever feel like this

 

I finally built the walls around me

Completely up surrounding

Finally built the walls around me

Completely up

 

Always be true

Ring true like a bell

Resonate through you

Elevate myself

Always be true

Ring true like a bell

Resonate through you

Elevate myself

I’m like a pilot

Steering through a sea of asylum

Reckoning to decide what I am

Maybe I am part of the problem

 

I can feel the dawn, recognize it

Feel it ever on the horizon

Forward into the mouth of the siren

Never thought I’d ever feel like this

 

I finally built the walls around me

Completely up surrounding

Finally built the walls around me

Completely up

 

(Outro)

Always be true

Ring true like a bell

Resonate through you

Elevate myself

 

Come Undone (Duran Duran) - The Heights Of Love Making

Mine, immaculate dream made breath and skin

I've been waiting for you

Signed with a home tattoo

"Happy birthday to you" was created for you

 

(Can't ever keep from falling apart at the seams)

(Can I believe you're taking my heart to pieces?)

 

Ah, it'll take a little time

Might take a little crime to come undone

Now we'll try to stay blind to the hope and fear outside

Hey child, stay wilder than the wind and blow me in to cry

 

Who do you need?

Who do you love?

When you come undone

Who do you need?

Who do you love?

 

When you come undone

Words, playing me deja vu

Like a radio tune, I swear I've heard before

Chill, is it something real?

Or the magic I'm feeding off your fingers

 

(Can't ever keep from falling apart at the seams)

(Can I believe you're taking my heart to pieces?)

 

Lost, in a snow filled sky

We'll make it alright to come undone

Now we'll try to stay blind to the hope and fear outside

Hey child, stay wilder than the wind and blow me in to cry

 

Who do you need?

Who do you love?

When you come undone

Who do you need?

Who do you love?

When you come undone

(Can't ever keep from falling apart)

Who do you need?

Who do you love?

When you come undone

(Can't ever keep from falling apart)

Who do you need?

Who do you love?

(Can't ever keep from falling apart)

Who do you love?

When you come undone

(Can't ever keep from falling apart)

 

Roses (CD Ghost Cover Of Mareux) - Drew’s Fears And Ethan’s Broken Heart

[Verse 1]

Each time I look at you, I need someone to wake me up

Your dark eyes move me closer to a mania

Been dreaming of someone like you for all of my life

I thought I had you forever but you told me

"Not so fast, it's not that time"

 

[Chorus]

I'm walking down your street with tears in my eyes

When we're together, I think I'm in the afterlife

The smell of roses under our noses

You give me pride, you give me love, you give devotion

 

[Verse 2]

Each time we talk about us, you don't know what you want

I just want to be wantеd, I'm not asking too much

It's not right to be left in the dark

It's not right to be told to wait

Tell me how does it feel

When you push me away

Push me away

 

[Chorus]

I'm walking down your street with tears in my eyes

When we're together, I think I'm in the afterlife

The smell of roses under our noses

You give me pride, you give me love, you give devotion

 

Talk To Me (Nouvelle Phénomème) - Ethan Pursuing Drew

You never told me, walk away

I saw you there with tears in your eyes

I′ve never thought you would run away

Do you remember when, everything was all for your love?

 

Another morning, talk to me

Another day so dark in my heart

Another evening talk to me

Today the night is cold and the world is falling apart

 

You give me the love that I need

Today is not the end

Don't throw our love away!

You give me the air that I need

Today is not the end

Don′t leave me, will you stay?

 

This is a new day, talk to me

Just one more time please open your heart

This is a new night, walk with me

Tonight the Moon is clear and my dream is falling apart

 

You give me the love that I need

Today is not the end

Don't throw our love away

You bring me a sweet melody

Tonight I'd hold you tight

And never get apart

 

You give me the air that I need

Today is not the end

Oh, never run away

You bring me the joy that I need

Tonight is not the end

Come back for one more day

 

Je t′entends mais tu m′as fait mal, mon coeur est brisé

Tu me manques mais c'est trop dur, je t′aime

Mais c'est trop compliqué, la vie est une fleur

Ton amour est le soleil qui illumine mes jours

Ton absence me tue, je voudrais être avec toi

Prends moi dans tes bras mon chéri

 

Oh, Lover (Röyksopp) - Drew Succumbs

[Verse 1]

I'm tryin' to go forward

I'm tryin' to forget

Our time inside the bubble

The hours that we spent

 

[Chorus]

But, lover

You made me feel like no other

Touchin' me deeper than others

Makin' me feel I was wanted

 

[Verse 2]

Like elongated shadows

The days will never end

I'm looking at your number

I wonder, should I dare?

 

[Chorus]

Oh, my lover

You made me feel like no other

Touchin' me deeper than others

Makin' me feel I was wanted

 

[Post-Chorus]

Ooh

Ooh

 

[Verse 3]

I'm lookin' at your number

I wonder, should I dare?

I know I shouldn't bother

I know it isn't fair

 

[Chorus]

Oh, my lover

You made me feel like no other

Touchin' me deeper than others

Makin' me feel I was wanted

 

[Post-Chorus]

Ooh

Ooh

 

[Instrumental Break]

 

Ooh

 

[Verse 4]

I'm lookin' at your number

I wonder, should I dare?

I know I shouldn't bother

I know it isn't fair

 

Is Your Love Strong Enough (Bryan Ferry) - Love Conquers Fear

Just one step at a time,

And closer to destiny.

I knew at a glance,

There would always be a chance for me.

With someone I could live for;

Nowhere I would rather be.

 

Is your love strong enough,

Like a rock in the sea?

Am I asking too much?

Is your love strong enough?

 

Just one beat of your heart,

And stranger than fantasy.

I knew from the start,

It had to be the place for me.

Someone that I would die for;

There's no way I could ever leave.

 

Is your love strong enough,

Like a rock in the sea?

Am I asking too much?

Is your love strong enough?

 

Is your love strong enough?

Is your love strong enough?

 

Just one beat of your heart.

Is your love strong enough?

Is your love strong enough?

Just one beat...