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This One had a very ‘Bonanza’ feel about it. ❤️

Oh Billy! https://www.pinknews.co.uk/2020/02/17/locke-key-connor-jessup-miles-heizer-dating-relationship-13-reasons-why/

So pretty!

If my readings of the Scriptures are correct, it would seem that Suraj is heir to the oldest Extra of the Vampyre! I do not know from these reading the extent of his control over his shape-shifting, but if harnessed to its full it would make of him one of the most powerful vampires of all. His power would have descended from the actual Sire Of Sires. The Eldest! It is written that the power of transformation was the greatest power of the Gods themselves and the first bequeathed to the Vampyre. I hope that Justin will get more time with Suraj in training him with this ancient art. I wonder if Suraj descends by some blood tie from the Eldest? Love this story Comsie. I love it so much that I can totally nerd out on it! 🤓

Music Track List Something Good - Dear Boy (Russ’ Theme) Love Interest - Dear Boy (Wanting What Is Real) Shoplifters Of The World Unite - The Smiths (My Only Weakness) Meaningless Love - Under The Influence Of Giants (Stuck with Joey) It’s Worth Feeling Empty - 6 Dogs (Joey Sitting In The Back Seat) It’s Only Sex - Car Seat Headrest (Sex and Love are not the same) Joey - Local H Cover of Concrete Blonde (What About Joey’s Heart?) Kinda - Brett (A Growing Infatuation) Wishful Thinking - Duncan Sheik (Wanting Colin) Somewhere Somehow (Getting Colin) Your Love Is An Echo - Aiiso (Colin-colin-colin . . .) Half-Life - Duncan Sheik (Unrequited) If You Were Here - Cary Brothers Cover of Thompson Twins (Russ’ Struggles) Can’t Take My Eyes Off You - Cary Brothers (Russ’ Crush) Never Stop - FM-84 (Russ’ Relentless Courting) Uncertain Smile - The The (When Colin Smiles) Wanting More - Absinth3 (Wanting So Much More) You’re Mine - Meiko (Netting The Butterfly) Baby Boo - Trevor Something (Rocking Precious) Something Good - Dear Boy (Russ’ Theme) [Verse 1] I'm in some type of way Sick like holiday Will something ever be what I need? My words give nothing back The sex in scattered black Will someone ever be enough for me? [Chorus] Oh, anything, anything goes I'm gone before anyone knows To let you know that I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I need Something good, something good Something good Something good, something good Something good and bad [Verse 2] I'm in some type of way Wet dream shadow play Will something ever be what i need? My words give nothing back Yeah, truth in blistered paths Will someone ever need enough from me? [Chorus] Oh, anything, anything goes I'm down before gravity slows To let you know that I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I need Something good, something good Something good Something good, something good Something good and bad [Outro] Something good, something good Something good Something good, something good Something good, yeah Something good, something good Something good and bad Love Interest - Dear Boy (Wanting What Is Real) [Verse 1] You saw right through what I tried to do But you told me "It’s fine" You're a swimming pool in a Catholic school And it's unclear you're mine [Refrain] I'll go blue If I wait for you Love interest [Verse 2] I ripped your skirt High above your shirt But you told me "It's fine" You're a window seat Moving through my street And it's unclear you’re mine [Refrain] I'll go blue If I wait for you Love interest [Chorus] I could be better, all that you need You sing with the sirens drowning in me I'll tell you the secrets I meant to keep And carry you home when you fall asleep Yeah, I could be better, or what you need And maybe "finally…" will be someday soon Could you be, could you be Could you be the one to breathe life into me? Love interest [Verse 3] That same old smoke Still makes me choke But I tell you "It's fine" You're forbidden fruit in a champagne flute And it's unclear you’re mine [Refrain] I'll go blue But I'm gonna wait for you Love interest [Chorus] I could be better, all that you need You sing with the sirens drowning in me I'll tell you the secrets I meant to keep And carry you home when you fall asleep Yeah, I could be better, or what you need And maybe "finally…" will be someday soon Could you be, could you be Could you be the one to breathe life into me? Love interest [Outro] Yeah, I could be better Or what you need And maybe "finally…" Will be someday soon Could you be, could you be Could you be the one to breathe life into me? Love interest, love interest, love interest Shoplifters Of The World Unite - The Smiths (My Only Weakness) Learn to love me Assemble the ways Now, today, tomorrow and always My only weakness is a list of crime My only weakness is... well, never mind, never mind Oh, shoplifters of the world Unite and take over Shoplifters of the world Hand it over Hand it over Hand it over Learn to love me And assemble the ways Now, today, tomorrow, and always My only weakness is a listed crime But last night the plans of a future war Was all I saw on Channel Four Shoplifters of the world Unite and take over Shoplifters of the world Hand it over Hand it over Hand it over A heartless hand on my shoulder A push - and it's over Alabaster crashes down (Six months is a long time) Tried living in the real world Instead of a shell But before I began... I was bored before I even began Shoplifters of the world Unite and take over Shoplifters of the world Unite and take over Shoplifters of the world Unite and take over Shoplifters of the world Take over Meaningless Love - Under The Influence Of Giants (Stuck with Joey) I like you better In any weather When you're not trying It's so inviting I don't deserve you I can't afford you Unless you're timeless I wanted to say that I had nothing to do with The meaning of love So you can't say that I knew it I wanted to hide but I had nothing to do with The meaningless loving ahead I find that letter We wrote together When time was fearless Nobody's mistress I tried to tell you I can't afford you Unless you're timeless I wanted to say that I had nothing to with The meaning of love So you can't say that I knew it I wanted to hide but I had nothing to do with The meaningingless loving ahead I wanted to say that I had nothing to do with The meaning of love So you can't say that I knew it I wanted to hide but I had nothing to do with The meaningless loving ahead Said you can walk with me You can walk with me You can walk with me You can walk with me Oh, oh You can walk with me You can walk with me You can walk with me You can walk with me (Come sit closer, yeah) You can walk with me You can walk with me It’s Worth Feeling Empty - 6 Dogs (Joey Sitting In The Back Seat) Pretty Pacc Worth feeling empty Inside of tinted Bentleys Why you always mad at me? Shorty called shotgun, I'm riding in the backseat I'm always in the backseat, swear it's like a taxi Why'd you have to play me? I'm done playing happy Your love was fake, always stuck in your fantasy Stories end in tragedy, I won't go out sadly That's all for you, 'cause you treated me badly Now I'm stacking Benji's inside of tinted Bentleys A hole where my heart was, it's worth feeling empty Take a jet to Japan, 'cause you're not in Japan I hope you move on, but I don't know if you can I'm riding on the interstate, 'cause I ain't got no plans I'm just tryna elevate, don't care where I land That's not it, poison covered lips I really took a risk when I lean in for that kiss Can't believe you switched, you say you wanted kids It all makes sense, poison covered lips I'm sorry I left you, but you left me no choice After all I've been through, now I'm floating in the void But I can see the stars now, and they shining so bright I might cop a new grill, 'cause I can finally Shorty called shotgun, I'm riding in the backseat I'm always in the backseat, swear it's like a taxi Why'd you have to play me? I'm done playing happy Your love was fake, always stuck in your fantasy Stories end in tragedy, I won't go out sadly That's all for you, 'cause you treated me badly Now I'm stacking Benji's inside of tinted Bentleys A hole where my heart was, it's worth feeling empty Fine feeling empty, sauce, got plenty Now I got the recipe, I'm done with the backseat Fine feeling empty, sauce, got plenty Now I got the recipe, I'm done with the backseat I already told you, you should find a new dude You should find a new dude I'm racing on the freeway, racks on a new coupe Trying to forget you I'm sorry I left you, but you left me no choice After all I've been through, now I'm floating in the void But I can see the stars now, and they shining so bright I might cop a new grill, 'cause I can finally Shorty called shotgun, I'm riding in the backseat I'm always in the backseat, swear it's like a taxi Why'd you have to play me? I'm done playing happy Your love was fake, always stuck in your fantasy Stories end in tragedy, I won't go out sadly That's all for you, 'cause you treated me badly Now I'm stacking Benji's inside of tinted Bentleys A hole where my heart was, it's worth feeling empty It’s Only Sex - Car Seat Headrest (Sex and Love are not the same) [Intro] The other night, I cried While thinking of having sex with you Not out of desire or shame But some subconscious impulse to feel pain I wiped my tears on my face and neck And the backs of my ears and said “Now it’s sweat Now it’s sweat; it’s sweat now” [Verse 1] Just to see you It’s such a treasure But when I feel you My flesh yields no pleasure And honey, I’m cultured I’m very sex-positive So what is this feeling? It ain’t so positive (Oh no) [Chorus] I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh What happens if I don’t like it? I like it I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh What happens if I don’t like it? It’s only [Break] Okay, so I’ve been reading all the sex blogs And they all talk about how okay it is to be gay And straight and bisexual and asexual And have sex however you like But I don’t care about hundreds of hypothetical people And their hypothetical sex deals I care about me, and my sex deal! What about my problems? [Verse 2] Baby, my body Constantly betrays me I try to betray it I only hurt myself, yeah, yeah (It didn’t just singe the hair, it made it straight) [Chorus] I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh What happens if I don’t like it? I like it I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh What happens if I don’t like it? [Post-Chorus] It’s only It’s only sex It’s only It’s only sex [Bridge] (Come on, sexual desire, speak!) I want to hold you tight I want to feel your love physically I want to sleep with you But only in the literal sense [Chrous] I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh What happens if I don’t like it? I like you I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh What happens if I don’t like it? It’s only I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh What happens if I don’t like it? I like you I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh What happens if I don’t like it? It's only [Outro] It’s only sex (It's only sex) It's only (Ooh) It's only sex (No, it's not) It's only sex (Yeah, it's only sex) It's only It's only sex (I can't tell you if I like it) It's only Joey - Local H Cover of Concrete Blonde (What About Joey’s Heart?) Joey, baby Don't get crazy Detours, fences I get defensive I know you've heard it all before So I don't say it anymore I just stand by and let you fight your secret war And though I used to wonder why I used to cry till I was dry Still sometimes I get a strange pain inside Oh, Joey, if you're hurting so am I Joey, honey I've got the money All is forgiven Listen... listen But if I seem to be confused I didn't mean to be with you And when you said I scared you, well, I guess you scared me too But we got lucky once before And I don't want to close the door And if you're somewhere out there passed out on the floor Oh, Joey, I'm not angry anymore And if I seem to be confused I didn't mean to be with you And when you said I scared you, well, I guess you scared me too But if it's love you're looking for Then I can give a little more And if you're somewhere drunk and passed out on the floor Oh, Joey, I'm not angry anymore Angry anymore Angry anymore Kinda - Brett (A Growing Infatuation) Spinnin' my wheels playin' it back Pressin' my luck like a drugstore cowboy Tellin' myself things will look up Paralyzed clouds over lonesome highway Oooo we could run through the wind like a mustang Oooo hear your name in a dream and I wake up Talkin' sideways. Coulda fooled me Kinda wish you were in my arms tonight If I had my way I'd buy a little time But it's alright Ridin' shotgun like a movie Kinda wish I could get you off my mind Guessin' that might take a little while But it's alright Easy does it, I've been thinkin' I could fly into the whiplash lightning You've been calling and I've been drinking Feelin' broke down on a lonesome Sunday Oooo we could run through the wind like a mustang Oooo hear your name in a dream and I wake up Talkin' sideways. Coulda fooled me Kinda wish you were in my arms tonight If I had my way I'd buy a little time But it's alright Ridin' shotgun like a movie Kinda wish I could get you off my mind Guessin' that might take a little while But it's alright The colors change it's not the same I understand I can't complain I made my bed I lie awake Thinking of you (Kinda wish I could keep you off my mind) (Like you keep me up all night) Wishful Thinking - Duncan Sheik (Wanting Colin) Listen to the waves Everything communicates Will it ever be Anything more than wishful thinking? Oh no, there you go Looked away and missed the show How much wasted time will you survive? Feel the blades of grass How it brings you back It will always be Only as green As you can see Oh no, there you go Looked away and missed the show How much wasted time will you survive? Oh yeah, fooled again I don't know how and I don't know when Not much else to blame but wishful thinking Little breakdowns in coastal towns They come suddenly Crashing over you They come easily I'm falling through the skies And frozen places Oh no, there you go Looked away and missed the show How much wasted time will you survive? Oh yeah, fooled again I don't know how and I don't know when Not much else to blame but wishful thinking And I try to realise that I needn't look any further The whole of the universe is plain to see And I try not to rely on another world or the future The whole of the universe is a mystery And it gets me over It gets me over you, ohhh And it gets me over It gets me over you Somewhere Somehow - Oddnesse (Getting Colin) [Verse 1] Sometimes I let it go Sometimes I keep it real Sometimes I make it up Sometimes I freak the fuck out I never know quite what to say Sometimes I nail it anyway I never know just what to do I'm trying to make the best of you [Chorus] If I had my way I'd have you right now I wouldn't wait for someday Somewhere, somehow If I had my way I'd have you right now I wouldn't wait for someday Somewhere, somehow [Verse 2] You look so good in all that power But you won't mind if I have it back I thought that you could handle me But now I see you're just a man I may not know quite what to say So let me put it this way: I do not care just what you do I know I'll make the best of you [Chorus] If I had my way I'd have you right now I wouldn't wait for someday Somewhere, somehow If I had my way I'd have you right now I wouldn't wait for someday Somewhere, somehow Your Love Is An Echo - Aiiso (Colin-colin-colin . . .) Your love is an echo Your love is an echo Your love is an echo Your love is an echo Your love is an echo Your love is an echo Your love is an echo Your love is an echo Slow, with the wind Fly, now you have what is your heart is an ocean High, it's a long way down from here And I never wanted you to go You needed time, your love is an echo Your love is an echo Your love is an echo Your love is an echo Your love is an echo Go, like you mean it Ride, this feeling Love, forever Time, is a river; flow I never wanted you to go You needed time, your love is an echo Half-Life - Duncan Sheik (Unrequited) I'm awake in the afternoon I fell asleep in the living room And it's one of those moments When everything is so clear Before the truth comes back into hiding I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding To work on finding something more than this fear It takes so much out of me to pretend Tell me now, tell me how to make amends Maybe, I need to see the daylight To leave behind this half-life Don't you see I'm breaking down Lately, something here don't feel right This is just a half-life Is there really no escape? No escape from time Of any kind I keep trying to understand This thing and that thing, my fellow man I guess I'll let you know When I figure it out But I don't mind a few mysteries They can stay that way it's fine by me But you are another mystery I am missing It takes to much out of me to pretend Maybe, I need to see the daylight To leave behind this half-life Don't you see I'm breaking down Lately, something here don't feel right This is just a half-life Is there really no escape? No escape from time Of any kind Come on let's fall in love Come on let's fall in love Come on let's fall in love Yeah 'Cause lately something here don't feel right This is just a half-life Without you I am breaking down Wake me, I want to see the daylight Save me from this half-life Let's you and I escape Escape from time Come on let's fall in love Come on let's fall in love Come on let's fall in love Please If You Were Here - Cary Brothers Cover of Thompson Twins (Russ’ Struggles) If you were here I could deceive you And if you were here You would believe But would you suspect My emotion wandering, yeah Do not want a part of this anymore The rain water drips Through a crack in the ceiling And I'll have to spend My time on repair But just like the rain I'll be always falling, yeah Only to rise and fall again If you were here I could deceive you And if you were here You would believe But would you suspect My emotion wandering, yeah Do not want a part of this anymore Can’t Take My Eyes Off You - Cary Brothers (Colin’s Worries) I've come to tell you all the truth Though, you always had the proof of it My arms will grow Chest expanding Of all the boys you could have landed Why'd it have to be me? You...can't take my eyes off of you You...can't take my eyes off of you Wisdom tells me to turn away Broken once, it's all the same My arms will grow Chest expanding Of all the boys you could have landed Why'd it have to be me? You...can't take my eyes off of you You...can't take my eyes off of you Never Stop - FM-84 (Russ’ Relentless Courting) I wake up every night Where the dreams are the same Taken by my fear With a different face They can drag me to surrender I won’t change Chased down by a car Without a hand at the wheel Crash into my heart And I got nothing to feel And I raise my hands As daylight breaks the chain All I want to know is Are we back now fighting from the same side? All I want to hear is The sound of your voice on the airwaves tonight Coz it’s high time we decided Ooh, ooh, ooh we get the feeling it’ll never stop, never stop Ooh, ooh, ooh, come over and tell me it’ll never stop, never stop I look up to a sign At the end of my street Time ain’t gonna heal you Like you wanted to be Gonna take you down and Try to break your skin See you standing there At the end of my dream Come and cut the cord Pulling at my seams How’d I get so lost How did I get so lost? All I want to know is Are we back now fighting from the same side? Yeah, all I want to hear is The sound of your voice on the airwaves tonight Coz it’s high time we decided Ooh, ooh, ooh, we get the feeling it’ll never stop, never stop Ooh, ooh, ooh, come over and tell me it’ll never stop, never stop Ahh you can keep to your track and I would fall back in line But if I could see you smile, darling I would never stop Never stop again How’d I get so lost How did I get so lost. Chorus repeat Never gonna stop Never gonna stop with you Uncertain Smile - The The (When Colin Smiles) [Verse 1] Peeling the skin back from my eyes I felt surprised That the time on the clock was the time I usually retired To the place where I cleared my head of you But just for today I think I'll lie here and dream of you [Chorus] I've got you under my skin where the rain can't get in But if the sweat pours out Just shout I'll try to swim and pull you out [Verse 2] A howling wind blows the litter As the rain flows And streetlamps pour orange colored shapes Through your windows A broken soul stares from a pair of watering eyes Uncertain emotions force an uncertain smile [Chorus] I've got you under my skin where the rain can't get in But if the sweat pours out Just shout I'll try to swim and pull you out Wanting More - Absinth3 (Wanting So Much More) Listen up I don't wanna fight anymore And I'd hate to lose The one thing worth fighting for Don't wanna live forever No more. no more Don't wanna live forever No more, no more I'm feeling something I've never felt before I'm feeling something when you walk right out the door I'm feeling something when you leave me wanting more I'm feeling something when you leave me wanting more And his eyes are open for you No more, no more And the night sky is glowing for you No more. no more I'm feeling something I've never felt before I'm feeling something when you walk right out the door I'm feeling something when you leave me wanting more I'm feeling something when you leave me wanting more x2 You’re Mine - Meiko (Netting The Butterfly) Every time I think of you My body, it sends me chills I do it all for you, love I do it for the thrill I toss and I turn, babe I won't let you get away I watch and I learn, babe Every move you make You're mine, you're mine I won't let you run from me this time You're mine We give it all I got But you're begging me for more All it took was one shot Now you're down on the floor You toss and you turn But you like where you lay I keep what I earned And I like it this way You're mine, you're mine I won't let you run from me this time You're mine You're mine Baby Boo - Trevor Something (Rocking Precious) You make it so easy, to fall in love with you And maybe it's cheesy, but what else can i do I do it all for you , i do i do i do I wrote this song for you, oooh Yeah baby, you're my baby boo Oh baby, baby i love you Yeah baby, you're my baby boo Oh baby, baby oooh oooh oooh Yeah baby, you're my baby boo Oh baby, baby i love you Yeah baby, you're my baby boo Oh baby, baby oooh oooh oooh You've gotta believe me, cause i believe in you And maybe i mean it, I hope all your dreams come true I do it all for you , i do i do i do I wrote this song for you. oooh Yeah baby, you're my baby boo Oh baby, baby i love you Yeah baby, you're my baby boo Oh baby, baby oooh oooh oooh Yeah baby, you're my baby boo Oh baby, baby i love you Yeah baby, you're my baby boo Oh baby, baby oooh oooh oooh Baby, tell me you'll never leave You know I'll be forever ever yours Yeah baby, you're my baby boo Oh baby, baby i love you Yeah baby, you're my baby boo Oh baby, baby oooh oooh oooh Yeah baby, you're my baby boo Oh baby, baby i love you Yeah baby, you're my baby boo Oh baby, baby oooh oooh oooh

Brandon Smiling, Entry 46 - Available for your reading pleasure https://gayauthors.org/story/mrm/brandonsmilingfromthebillychasechronicles/46

Saturday Woah boy! This was unexpected! I think Sharon is in love with Chandler! Seriously! Yes, I definitely think it’s pretty clear that, if she could, Sharon would find a way to handcuff Chandler to the hot water heater in the basement and keep him for her very own forever! So, let me explain: This evening, after we were settling in after dinner, our door goes ding-dong. All of us jumped at that because it was getting on towards 9 PM and we don’t usually have visitors that late. Sharon gets the door and gasps! Both my Dad and I froze thinking that maybe we were about to get robbed or something by the way Sharon was acting. But, instead, Chandler came in and says ‘Hi’. Sharon just stood there with her mouth hanging open catching flies, hehehe! “Uhmmm, could anyone, like, introduce use or something?” Chandler looked back and forth between us and Sharon. Me and my Dad were too stunned at Sharon’s expression to think for a moment, but then my Dad did the honors. “Oh, well, sure! Chandler, this is Sharon. Sharon this is . . .” but he was cut off by Sharon in mid-sentence with the funniest thing I’ve heard in a while! “Jesus H. Christ, you're hot!” Sharon blurted. I lost it and fell over on the couch turning red with laughter. It was so totally filterless! So totally Sher-Sher! “Ermm . . . thank you? That’s awfully nice of you to say!” Chandler is ‘blushy’ anyway, but this was the first time I’d ever seen him turn beet red! It was so cute! Sharon was looking similarly except she looked ashamed on top of it. Awww, it was such a ‘right out there’ thing to say and true to her feelings! Why should she feel ashamed about that? Then again, I’m stupid for even criticizing that since I won’t speak about my feelings to anyone freely myself . . . except for Chan Chan. It’s funny how he seems to bring out the truth in people. “Oh, gosh! I’m so sorry! My mouth sometimes goes off before my brain has a chance to do anything about it! I’m so embarrassed!” Sharon really started to crumple, but Chandler came to her rescue just like I knew he would! Oh, boy! You know what? I know it’s wrong in all kinds of ways but, I kind of started falling for Chandler too right there tonight. The way he handled Sher Sher was so . . . beautiful! He goes: “Oh no! Please don’t feel bad! You’re pretty gorgeous yourself! I’m Chandler Cross.” He reaches for her hand and she just stares at him for a second like she just got hit by a left hook! Hehehe! “I’m Sharon Temple. I’m, um, Mr. Temple’s niece and Brandon’s cousin. Heh.” Sher Sher blushes almost as red as Chandler. If things weren’t the way they were, I’d think those two would have made a beautiful couple. But, that was the sad point in all of this . . . Chandler could never be what Sher Sher would want and it reminded me . . . . . . I can never be what Marie wants. The Temples and the Crosses seem to be star-crossed in every way. I think that’s why Chandler put on the ‘Gay’ with a trowel. It kind of took my Dad by surprise and it was hard for me not to snicker, but all I’d have to do to stop myself was to look at the poor confused expression on Sher Sher’s face and any laughter I might have had dried up in my throat. She looked so disappointed! “Oh my GAWD! Did you guys see the Golden Globes the other night! I SWEAR! Jennifer Lawrence’s dress was AMAA-AZE!” This was the sort of thing Chandler would blurt out as we had snacks and chitchatted. It was so unlike the *real* Chandler! It was obviously done on purpose for Sher Sher’s benefit. I had to wonder why Chandler came here at all! Just to talk about the Golden Globes? I didn’t think he even watched things like that! Certainly, not to do some kind of Ru Paul Review on red carpet dresses, or whatever! “In any case, I came over ‘coz of Brandon’s continually messaging me and to let him know I’d not forgotten about him. I’m also under orders to invite all of you to dinner tomorrow night at Mom and Pop’s house if you want to come. I’ll be there too so I can personally catch up with Brandon, and stuff.” It was my turn to blush. To think Chandler would come here personally just to see me and invite us to dinner just gave me a case of the wiggles. That feeling, kind of, faded too when I saw the look of shock on Sharon’s face as she looked at me! I suddenly had a case of chills instead of wiggles! I think she was putting two and two together and I had to do something fast to stop that from happening! “So, is Marie going to be there?” I asked Chandler in a way that would, sort of, get what might be happening with Sher Sher because of his antics. “Um, well of course, Silly! Your girlfriend would kill me if I didn’t make double-sure you were coming along too. I think that’s the whole point of this thing.” Chandler said in a way that looked like he was ‘shocked’ that I should even ask about such a thing. Dad smiled proudly at my having a girlfriend and Sharon put her hands over her mouth and made a squeaky noise that made Chandler snicker at her. “No fucking way! My Brandy has a girlfriend?” Then, embarrassingly, she scrambled over to where I was sitting on the couch and gathered me up in an excited hug. Geeze, I never thought it would be that big a deal for her! Sher Sher completely boobified me over it! “Sher, please! Hehehe!” I tried to wiggle out of the hug, but I couldn’t manage it. She sat next to me, almost ON me, and started giving me the third degree. So, I told her what I could about Marie and how she was Chandler’s little sister and sister to the star football player in school. This all made Sher Sher even more goofy about the whole deal. I was glad, all strange connections between Chandler’s gay act and his association with me disappeared like smoke in a hurricane! I owe him big for this! “Okelie Dokelie. Well, I have done did my duty! Tomorrow night at 6 PM sharp, ‘Brandy’. We’ll see you there. I gotta run, but I’ll be around tomorrow night. Thanks for having me Mr. Temple and it was a great pleasure to meet you Sharon! Toodles!” It was funny how Chandler mentioned his pleasure at meeting Sharon but then signed off with the Gayest ‘Toodles’ in the history of rainbow flags! Fortunately, Sharon was too focused and happy for my ‘new-found love’ to bother with Chandler. I can see why Sher Sher’s always been the survivor of the family. She gets over disappointments like the trooper she is! We all said good night to Chandler, but Sharon did have to add: “Be safe!” She may not be disappointed, but, I suppose, she’ll always have some kind of feelings for Chandler now. She only sends people off with the ‘be safe’ if she really cares about them. It is a thing she does that I picked up on when I was little. Sunday In the evening, my Dad and Sharon joined me for the dinner at the Crosses. I think, due to the added ‘adult supervision,’ that Marie behaved herself a bit more ladylike than she usually does with me. Hehehe. She even dressed in her ‘Church’ clothes to leave a good impression. All the other Crosses were just as they usually are, Mr. Cross was in his usual kakis and grid patterned shirt deal. Mrs. Cross was in jeans and a loose blouse so she could cook. Jamie looked like a laundry hamper had fallen over and caught clothes on him by mistake. Chandler was his usual stylish self, though I don’t know how he could possibly eat anything with those skin tight jeans on! It was all I could do not to drool watching him walk around with those two beautiful butt cheeks rolling with each step! Oh my God! We Temples had all dressed nicely, similarly to Marie. ‘Church’ nice, I guess. Slacks, button down shirts, and Sharon even sported a rare dress that I didn’t even know she’d brought with her. Sharon is not one for dresses, I’ve noticed. I really do think it had something to do with Chandler. I noticed he’d managed to sit as far away from Sharon as possible. He often egged Jamie on to babble endlessly about whatever just to distract Sharon from her staring at him. Apparently, she was getting just as much of an eyeful as I was! Hehehe! Awww! It’s sad and cute all at once! Couldn’t Chandler be just a little bit Bi for Sharon’s sake? Is it weird I focus on what people are wearing so much? I guess it’s part of the Gay thing being a clothes-hound. In any case, Nameless Hacker, I apologize for my clothes details. Not much else happened at dinner except for my Dad and Jamie’s Pop talking about football drafts or something. Jamie got Chandler, myself, and Marie involved in a session of Overwatch. Somehow, it had been rigged up so we could all play from three computers, but see ourselves on a big screen TV through Chandler’s character. Sharon sat with us and watched, but eventually snuck down and sat next to Chandler pretty close. Oh, my! When she suggested we switch to Call Of Duty we had no idea it was going to be the face-off of all time between Chan Chan and Sher Sher. The two were locked in a hot PvP firefight! Chandler’s video gamer skills were matched by Sharon’s real tactical knowledge from her naval training. It made for an exciting game! Funny, though, I could have sworn Chandler threw the game so Sharon could win. He did a stupid move that we know he’d never pull usually and that got Sharon the kill shot she needed! I think she may have known it too since she didn’t crow too much about her win over such a strong opponent. She did sneak a kiss on Chan’s cheek however and, you know what, it made Chandler blush like crazy! I wonder if my sister-cousin might actually turn Chandler a little Bi after all. You know, just for her! All around, the Temples and the Crosses had a very nice evening together. I guess there is something to be said about Church Community, or whatever. Even sinners like me and Chandler can take center stage when two families come together. My Dad had the most fun I think I’ve seen him have since Mama died! He needs to get out more! Sher Sher has been very good for him these past few days because she gets him out and going and away from his usual rut of work/home/work/home, etc. I don’t know what will happen when she has to leave again. I wish I could pick up the slack, but school and stuff keep me busy so much and he’s always being ‘Dad’ with me so it’s like he can’t relax all the way. Ohhh, I wish I was older so I could help him out more! By the by, I didn’t get much ‘quality’ time with Chandler to discuss Gay stuff. The rest of the family was basically climbing all over him about this, that, and the other thing. Apparently, he’s been working on this big photo exhibition he’ll be putting on at the Art Institute next weekend. I suppose, I’ll be going to see that, then! I’d love to get his ear for a bit, though. I have so many questions! Questions about Marie, Billy, and now Sher Sher. I’m too socially awkward to be able to deal with so much ‘socially’ stuff! You know? It hurts my poor little brain! Anyway, yes I’m rambling. A nice weekend and school is starting to wind down. Summer is around the corner! I can’t wait! I need to get out of my own rut too! Maybe my Dad and I can help each other out of our ruts. This is Brandon, rutting. 😮

Love is when A trip to a grocery store with the one you love is better than a 3 week vacation to Fiji all by yourself.

Now if only Brandon could have such luck with his Dad.

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I was all like: Waiting for the necklace rack to fall over!

Angel gets hugs.

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