So I think Ive just cut three people, one an asshole named Jake, one was a fairly good friend named Kevin and the other would be ranked as close to best friend as you could get, Rafael, out of my life. As friends I mean. The problem is that we're all in the same show and classes at school, and see each other constantly for hours and hours. Its not like Im ignoring them; I hear them say stuff to me - Im sorry, It was wrong, blah blah blah, but I really just dont care. No thats a lie. I do care. A lot actually. But in my head its like, they ended this friendship when they did that. Now a part of me feels like I should let this go, but my head says no, they deserve it. They deserve to feel like shit. And what they did wasnt terrible (stole money from me, bought food together and lied a few times about it) but to me its like, I wouldnt do that to them. I really wouldnt and thats my problem. And, to me, theres a certain line you dont cross and they crossed it. And I know Rafael feels like shit cause he talked to my roommate (Aiden) and told him about the whole incident. Aiden knows me pretty well so I know he told Rafa why I was so upset about it (the whole line thing and that I wouldnt have done it to them). The other thing, is that, among the three of them, he should have been the one to "stick up" for me. The one to say, this is wrong and we shouldnt do it.

I think it really comes down to the principle of the whole thing ya know? I wouldnt do it to them and they did it to me.

Bastards.

I think Im unsure how to feel about this. Too harsh? Should I let it go? Is it warranted?

Oh, and thats the whole reason for no updates recently, going to school from 7am - 3pm with rehearsals everyday from 3-11pm were taking their toll. I think Ive done homework for one class, once this entire week. The good thing is that most teachers understand, so its okay. And theres 8 days of school left. Then, Hawaii! And Cancun! And Las Vegas! And ...summer school. But thats just to get ahead in school, so no I didnt fail a class. Okay, I have to be at the theater at 4:45 and I have a bunch of other stuff to do. So, until next time!