I was sick a couple weeks ago, and just when I was getting better, I caught another bug. Only thing is, this one is far worse. I haven't been to work for my last two shifts, and I've been stuck in bed since Wednesday. I never miss work. If I have a cough, or just don't feel all that good, I usually just suck it up and go to work anyway.

I don't even know what I have. I'm constantly dizzy, my head is pounding, and I'm hot and cold at the same time. Last night, I was freezing, and I would put a blanket around me and then wake up drenched, but as soon as I took the blanket off, it felt as if I was being jabbed by icicles. I was too hot to leave it on, and too cold to leave it off. I feel like I'm constantly taking something either for the flu symptoms i seem to be having or the headache that won't go away. Ugh. I'm sick of not being able to do anything, there's soooo much that I have to do by next week. Papers to write, midterms to study for, birthdays to plan... My head hurts, my nose is stuffed, I have a fever, and I feel pathetic. blah.

...and I really just want him to call.

I hate being sick. It makes me feel so needy and dependent.