Yeah this always happens to me. Sometimes I wonder if I choose the guys I want to be friends with based on whether or not I'm attracted to them/if I see something happening in the future...but I think I might be delusional because it has only worked once so far...meaning my best (guy) friend, during my senior year of hs came on to me! I thought he was straight but we ended up going all the way.
I'm in love or maybe just very infatuated with my best friend right now, but I have a feeling he doesn't feel the same way, otherwise something would have happened by now. I think I've made it clear that I'm interested in him. He knows about my attraction to guys and he's cool with it...he also definitely flirts with me sometimes...like wrestling, or playful teasing and we spend most of every day with each other. I also think that I convince myself that he's feels something for me...and that's where I'm confused! Am I crazy or is he into me? If he is into me at any rate, I think he's to insecure in his sexuality to ever try anything with me... We're both going to college and living in the same house. I just don't know what to do! except remain his friend I guess... advice??? sooo much appreciated!
