So I just finished reading all 20 chapters and love this story. It just really pulls on the heartstrings. Your writing is just so poetic and beautiful. I really hope you continue with the story, I really want to see what happens between Matt Luc. I feel like Luc is progressing, but Matt is progressing very little if at all. Especially with his self loathing, guilt, and shame. I feel like you are about to expand more on Matt's issues, because of the scene with Brandon reminiscing on his brother and this chapter with Luc comforting Matt. I really hope you update this story soon, you are a great writer!