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Thank you so much for your kind words 😁

Thank you so much for reading. I really do try all I can but sometimes I feel like I'm lost (sometimes i honestly feel like I did ) To answer your question Mason does play a big part in this just not in the actual sorting out (I got you ) cause he is still finding his feet in everything as he just arrived. Thank you for your kind words. Me first...I should remember that a lot more cause sometimes I forget and loose myself.

Bastian hadn’t moved from where he sat he had too much going through his head, he needed to think clearly. Everything fell on him; he couldn’t stop blaming himself for what had happened. He should have died on that table the moment they had started their experiments, he should be given in when he felt himself slip away as they tortured him. It still amazed him that he had held on for so long. His mother’s words kept repeating like a broken record. He needed to talk to Mason and straighten this o

Haha thanks. I dont wanna lie, I'm thinking it could possibly be that much cause I still have so much I want to happen in this. I will be posting a new chapter today as I just finished it so I hope that I'm not late and I'm hoping with this new chapter. I can finally be back on track of posting a new chapter every week. I'm hoping next week same time I can post again. Thank you so much.

The thing one must understand about Bastian is that his past is a nightmare for him, when he was taken from his home, from his people things were done to him and he came back different...not only is he a lycan but he is something else as well. The suspense here is that Bastian hasn't dealt with what he became he hasn't dealt with the damage that happened to him as he is afraid to give himself fully to Mason because he fears rejection and fears that the thing he is will surface and control him. Mason will play an important part in saving Bastian as well as showing him that he is loved and accepted and he should not be ashamed of something he had no control over. Mason is Bastian's strength but also easily his weakness and that doesn't bode well with him. Mason is important in what will become of Bastian.

I will try my best not to again

I swear it is truly not my wish to be this slow but life got in the way but y'know my goal is to actually finish this this year cause I have something else planned and already I have ten chapters of that new story waiting to be loaded but I want to finish this story first. So sorry.

Mason hadn’t slept, not really, he could have closed his eyes in order to at least pretend that he was sleeping but even that seemed to be much more than it was worth. Ever since he had arrived he had time to assess the situation and he hadn’t liked the way his mate had been carrying himself. He should have arrived a lot faster he knew that and somehow he knew that despite this he had come at the right time. Maybe fate really did exist or was it God who was at work here? Whomever it was he thank

He could hear the screams that originated from the basement, he could hear Trevor beg for mercy but that wasn’t enough and wouldn’t be until he spilled his guts and told them all of his little dirty secrets and everything else, the royal warriors were good at extracting information from those who thought they were all smarter than them. Bastian couldn’t stop but smirk devilishly as the screams replayed inside his head, he thanked God that the house was in isolation and any kind of sound could be

Bastian had known that his friends worried about him, he could see it and he could feel their emotions every time he felt a surge of pain, his anger, and his carelessness had intensified but he had done well keeping himself in check. Having fought his animal for control, he knew how to rein himself in whenever he needed it. He never wanted to worry his friends but this seemed to take a certain toll on everyone around him, he hadn’t wanted emotions to cloud his judgment but it seemed emotions had

The pain rippled tenfold just as he had thought the worst was behind him, the pain he had felt ever since the departure of Bastian. He couldn’t imagine the torture the other man felt but he knew he had a pretty good idea, he had been acting strong lately strong for himself so he wouldn’t break. He didn’t want anyone to worry about him, about his health but that hadn’t stopped his family and friends from asking about it. He could feel their concerns but he didn’t know where to start. He wanted to

I'm working on that part very soon, it'll be up soon as its finished. Thank you

Yes, he is stubborn. The way he sees it is that he doesn't want to get Mason killed but I agree with you that he isn't giving Mason a chance but then again someone would have to intervene before he actually can't control himself anymore. Bastian wants Mason but he has insecurities and fears, rest assured these two will reunite sooner than we expected because obviously, both can't be away from each other for long.

The missing element is Mason, yes but the thing is with these nightmares is that they aren't exactly nightmares but so much as the effects of leaving him behind. His animal is protesting the actions Bastian took by leaving Mason behind. I'm hoping I can get Mason's side to the effects he has been going through because I can guarantee you that he too has been through some heavy shit lol :). Thank you and yes I will finish this story however slow it takes.

Bastian hadn’t ever thought this would be how he would he ever die, he wasn’t thinking about how much the pain was emitting in his body, he wasn’t thinking about the fact that it was ripping through his beast like a damn grenade, he could himself shatter from the inside. He was in trouble and everyone in that house knew it, the Prince could hear whispers among his friends but he was too far gone to focus on anything, on anyone around him. He could feel their worry, their fear for him. His c

It had only been two days since he had last seen his mate. He tried to distract himself with the hunt rather than sitting in a corner sulking. He couldn’t let his guard down, it wasn’t an option. The more he thought about the mission, the more he realized he needed to get his head in the game. The separation from his mate was doing a number on him. He could feel his mate even though their connection was faint since they hadn’t mated yet. He knew Mason could feel him as well. He tried hard not to

When Bastian arrived at the safe house, he couldn’t think straight. The only thing he was able to think about was Mason. Hopefully, he showed Mason just how much he wanted him when he kissed him. Hopefully, he has actions hadn’t pushed him away, his heart knew he wouldn’t be able to handle that. Bastian had made his choice; he chose his heart. He needed to be brave for both of them. He was ready to start their life together as a bonded pair. He wanted to show Mason all the dangers in his life, t

Mason didn’t want to watch his mate go, but he did. He stood there and watched as Bastian loaded up the things they would need for their mission. He watched as his mate laughed and joked. However, the moment the time came for them to bid them farewell, he saw his mate’s smile fade and the sadness he had tried so hard to mask with confidence showed. He wanted to make this temporary goodbye special, so he moved closer to Mason, looked into his eyes, took Mason’s face into his hands, and leaned in

Mason stood there uncertain of what to do. He felt like part of his soul was slipping away. He had tried to convince Bastian to stay behind; but his hard-headed mate had refused. Bastian was a protector first; he couldn’t allow his friends to walk into deaths trap without him there to have their backs. That was loyalty and a true warrior’s heart. Mason was not certain he could watch him walk out of his life, even if it was temporary. Mason walked into the kitchen and took a seat across from

It's getting rather strong which is getting fun to write and I'm keeping my lips sealed but what I can say is shit will hit the fan in the foreseeable future. Vampires are key in all of this but not in anyway one thinks, Josh doesn't truly have much but he has his eye on Bastian something fierce.

The walk deeper into the woods seemed to have been dragging on somewhat. Whenever he had the chance, Mason would steal glances at Bastian. He watched as he flashed an intoxicating smile towards Hale and Luciana. This man was finding ways of creeping into Mason’s heart every time he looked at him. He wanted, no needed, to make things work with Bastian. He needed to become the person Collin knew he could be. The laugh he heard coming from Bastian made this every bit as hard as Mason imagined it wo

It wasn’t a dream he told himself that the second he woke up from his sleep, he had felt Mason’s arms around him which meant he had sneaked in after he had slept from the long day he had. Brushing the thought of Mason’s naked body against his and his lips on his, Bastian got himself out of bed as he continued to think about his mate, that boyish smile that seemed to wash away Bastian’s worries and that beautiful erotic scent, he had tried to imagine a life with him in it but it seemed like could

Thank you so much for the feedback . I'm looking for a beta desperately but I'm hopeful. Yeah, Derek will be the over protective brother and the main reason will be revealed soon enough. Thank you again.

The silence wasn’t something he wanted, not when he had asked a question which would eventually lead him to shed blood within those four walls. He wanted to spare them all, spare them and make them remember who had saved them from death, he wanted to be a good Prince for once before killing anyone who either did not deserve the painful death he would deliver or either deserved it. Bastian turned to look at the many faces that stared back at him; he couldn’t help but look at the young boy he had