The Innocence Of Night - 7. Chapter 7

The Innocence Of Night

Chapter 7

I was just standing there trying to figure out what to send Asher even if I didn’t know how. I could still try, right? I organized the things in my head for Asher and the others to read. I then started to remember flash backs of my step dad, some of the memories hurt too much to think about, but I couldn’t do anything but wait for the next memory to come into play. I think Asher got my message because I heard something in my head saying, "I got it! Are you done yet?" I didn’t hear it in my ears, only in my head. It all had me confused for the second time, being with Asher that is, or was that it felt weird to be hearing things? I haven’t a clue.

I went back up stairs to grab more stuff and left them to finish with whatever they had planned for Brandon and that other person.. I only had to grab more clothes, my toothbrush and paste, plus hair care shit. Also whatever else I thought I needed. Oh yea, and my… deed to the house, I can’t forget that now, can I?

After that Asher called me down stairs, I didn’t see anyone when I got there. No Brandon or the other person. I didn’t bother asking where they put the bodies; the only thing I cared about was I was finally safe again. We left the house somewhat the way we found it. On the way back to the lot I asked Asher what I thought was an okay question.

"Asher, what happened back there, did you kill them?" Asher looks at me with a plaintive expression.

"Well Jeremy you see… Um… you could say that… yes they are dead... that’s all you need to ever know… okay?!"

"Sure… Sure, no problem… sorry for asking." Turning that statement into a pout.

"Its not that you asked, it’s that I really don’t want to tell you what we did to them. Even though you didn’t ask, we are vampires Jeremy, we can read Human minds!" Snappy much?

I was thrown back by his bluntness, having never seen this side of Asher before. What made him turn his attitude on me? I just wanted to know a simple fucking question. "I know... I know…. it’s still kinda weird, you know?... It’s not that it’s scary, but it is weird that I met the most gorgeous guy that’s a vampire. That’s all!" Mentally throwing my hands up into the air.

"Aww aren’t you sweet as candy, for that I will give you a treat later, ok?"

"Okkkkay!"

We walked a little bit more without anyone saying anything. I knew that I shouldn’t think out loud when I am around Asher and the others, but what can I do? I’m only human after all. I don’t know if I will ever accept that they’re vampires and I’m still a human. I might ask Asher if he can turn me. I might even know his answer already, but why can’t I ask him?

"Asher I have another question for you. And I think, I already know your answer, but I still want to ask it anyways."

"Jeremy I already know what you’re going to ask me and I think it’s wrong for you to do it. It’s not that I don’t want to. It’s that you have to realize you can’t EVER go back into the sun anymore. You can’t enjoy daylight anymore and you can’t enjoy being alive. You would be dead and I don’t want that for you. I want you to live your life, not give to it away, even to me! I like you a lot, however... I won’t let you turn yourself just because of me. I won’t and you shouldn’t either. It’s not right! But if that is what you really want, then I can turn you. I just want you to think about all the stuff you’ll miss dearly and I know you will. Everyone of us still does!? Will you at least think about what a big step this is, and if you still want to be turned, then I will turn you."

"Thank you Asher, I understand what you mean about not going out into the sun anymore and that I can’t enjoy the daylight. I like you too damn much to let myself live without you! I mean that, and I don’t want you to think that I’m doing this because of you. I want to do this for the both of us! Now you know what I want, and I won’t sleep until I know you’re behind my decision?!"

Asher didn’t say anything for awhile, I think he thinks I’m going to chicken out or something. I just can’t, Asher means more to me than life. There is nothing in life for me. The only reason I didn’t kill myself so far is because of Asher. I just need to think about what Asher has going on in his mind right now. I do need to figure out what is best for me. Even if that means I don’t want to be turned, but I know already that I can’t live my so called life without him in it.

"Jeremy?"

"Yes?!" I said looking at him.

"What you said might be true but I still want to make it clear to you that this must be your choice, not mine. I can only fulfill it!" Asher might think he knows what’s best for me, but I honestly can’t say that he’s wrong. I want this so badly it’s not enough to care about the consequences.

"I know… I know it’s just that, I don’t want to live without you. Is that so much to ask?" Almost giving up and walking away, I asked. “Why does this have to so hard Asher, don’t you want me to be with you forever?”..... Nothing, that’s what I get from him.

He didn’t say anything again, uggghhh! Why can’t this be easy or at least try to seem easy? I don’t know anymore, this is way too hard, I need to clear my head.

"Asher?"

"Yes Jeremy?"

"I was just thinking could we do something tonight? Just don’t ask me what… I haven’t figured it out yet." I was looking at Asher with hoping eyes

"Well I don’t know.... What do you want to do Jeremy?" Yes, I have him hooked, throwing my hands up yet again into the air inside my head.

"Well… I was thinking that maybe we could go to a club or something. I know I am not really old enough to get in. Nevertheless, I still want to have fun tonight. Let’s celebrate my newfound freedom."

"Um…I don’t really know, I could try to, I guess. If that is what you want?!"

"Yes Asher… oh god yes!!!!"

"Ok lets go out tonight, it might be fun, who knows!" The corner of Asher’s lip started to tremble. He might be trying to hide the fact that he might actually make me happy.

"Good!" I hugged Asher around the neck and pecked his cheek, from which he blushed.

Asher blushed a little bit, trying to hide it from the rest of us, but it wasn’t fooling anyone. I thought to myself even know I knew I shouldn’t, I asked Asher one more thing.

"Asher?"

"Yes Jeremy?!" He said with a hint of annoyance in his voice.

"Oh never mind... it wasn’t important!" Looked around the alley and at the walls trying to distract myself from thinking about anything. I didn’t want to seem like I didn’t fit in but you know what? I started to think that maybe I didn’t, and possibly there is some truth to that It’s sad how my life has turned out so far, at fifteen and there is nothing to show for it. We were approaching the lot and I don’t what made me think it, but I did. ‘I wish Asher could see where I am coming from, just once. I just want to be happy, but I don’t think I deserve it. What if this so called God never intended on giving me anything I wanted or desired?’ I had to stop thinking. Asher, Patrick and Allen were all by me and I can’t let my mind keep wandering and thinking. I knew they heard me, but they didn’t say anything. Wiping my brow, as we continued walking into the condemned lot, I mean lot.

We got back to the lot and everyone asked how it went and Asher told them. I didn’t think he would, but I guess this is family, and family doesn’t lie to each other, not much anyway. Our little group split up after that leaving me by myself to figure out what to do from then on. I saw Frank sitting at the top of a stack of cars. Looking up at him, or rather his feet hanging off the stack. I asked if I could come up there and chill with him. Of course, he said…I just didn’t know how I was supposed to get up there. I thought about it and tried to climb up the side. I slipped a few times but hey first time for everything, right?

When I finally got up there Frank and I just chatted about this and that, mainly about how I was getting along with everybody and if I was having fun. I didn’t know what to say to him so I just tried the best I could. We stayed up there for awhile just chatting and getting to know each other better. That’s when Asher appeared and scared the shit out of me, Asher and Frank just laughed at me. I thought it was rude but I started to laugh too. I couldn’t help but to join in on it, even though it was mean for Asher to do that to me.

"Hey you guys having fun up here talking?"

"Yea, it might not seem like much but at least we are trying to get to know each other.”Frank said with a smile that lit up the area around us.

I just looked at Asher and Frank, seeing those two together in this lot made it seem all the more cozy for me. I don’t know how to describe it, but it just felt good knowing that I had one more friend that I could count on!

"So Jeremy are you ready for bed? It’s getting kinda late and you know vampires don’t like the sun anymore than the dark." Asher said with a sexy smile.

His smile always seemed to lighten my mood, and just to see that smile made my heart sing to the heavens….

"Earth to Jeremy? You hear me dude or are you still thinking?" Asher added with a bit of sarcasm.

"Yes I did hear you... God can’t I think without being interrupted, uuuggghhh!!!" I said playfully.

"Well maybe you might like to think about what else that might happen later, that is, once we are alone…" The way Asher said that, made me feel weird inside, but I knew that it must have been something that he wanted to do with me. So I jumped to my feet, looking at Asher and then Frank. They both that same smile on their faces. It made me feel intrigued as to what they had in mind…. especially Asher.

We left Frank at the top of the stack and made our way over to the stretch hummer, that’s going to be so cool to stay and to live in. I felt special somehow. I just didn’t think that we could possibly do anything in there, but this could work. Asher gave me a sexy smile with a wink to follow. What does he have in mind, kinda sexy and creepy at the same time, if you had asked me.

He opened the door for me, what a gentlemen he is, I looked at the interior of hummer more closely this time than last. I looked at the black leather seat that wrapped around the entire hummer limo. I saw a small fridge. I doubt it worked but it looked so cute there in the corner. I looked over at one of the windows and saw a picture of Asher and his brother, I think. I couldn’t see clearly that far and I didn’t want to ask, either.

"So are you ready for what’s going to happen next or just stand there with your ass pointed at me?"

"Hmmm….That’s very hard to say..," We both laughed at the double meaning

I started to back up into Asher and grind my hips in a slow steady rhythm. Hearing a small moan come from Asher’s throat, had me thinking. I was doing something right, and his moan god how SEXY! Until he pushed me away from him playfully…

"What’s the matter with you? Can’t you wait until we are inside the hummer before starting something?!" Asher asked me sarcastically with just a hint of huskiness in his voice.

I turned around and stared at Asher, looking into his beautiful caecilian eyes. Way past the color I looked into his soul (I guess you can say that). What I found wasn’t exactly pleasant but wasn’t really that farfetched either. I didn’t go as far as I would have liked, but there was something that looked like pain, misery, hatred, fear, and also loneliness. All of that was in there as well as an under lying strength not to be denied. I felt sorry, so so sorry for Asher. I wanted to hug him at that moment but I resisted. When he saw me looking at him he didn’t seem too worried but he didn’t say anything either. We just stared at each other for a couple of seconds before I blinked. Trying to get back to the task at hand, laughing inside my head, I knew the pun was intended.

I pulled Asher closer to me as I tried to relieve some of the stress he was feeling. I clung to him trying to encourage him to make the first move. I wanted this to be perfect, but with a little fun on the side. I felt something for Asher like he felt something for me, I think. Being confused at the moment, I was scared that he didn’t want to take this further than I needed. He pulled me closer to him and lightly touched his lips to mine.

I swooned from the contact of his lips touching mine… I couldn’t put it to words how that one touch of lips felt, no word came close. I didn’t think there is a word for what I felt! Amazing came to my mind, but not even that was close enough. I returned his kiss with more passion and more intensity. He soon pulled back from our lip lock as we both were out of breath. As I tried to pull enough air into my lungs Asher connected the kiss once again and this time it was more than lust. I felt something incredible for Asher, in all my years I have never kissed a guy like Asher, ever!

The more I thought, the more Asher went for it… I told myself that I needed to stop thinking about the moment. Asher was hitting all the right spots to make me see stars! I couldn’t explain it but it felt so fucking good be here with Asher kissing him, feeling him up. I draped my arms over Asher’s shoulders interlocking my fingers and holding onto Asher for dear life soon broke the kiss once again to come up for air. I was so out of breath that I tried to say something to Asher but nothing came out except a raspy little squeak. Asher thought it was funny, he giggled at first, and then I couldn’t help but to laugh along with him.

As the night went on, we shared more kisses while staring at each other and I felt like I was in heaven.

"Jeremy?" Asher asked in a nervous voice, totally unlike him.

"Yes?" Getting nervous now, because of Asher.

"Could you do me a favor?" He looked down and then back up in my awaiting eyes.

"Sure?" I told him with concern, it might be something I want to happen.

"Could you please take off your t-shirt for me?!" I smacked Asher, he had scared the fuck out of me. He was surprised that I did it, but he deserved it for making me panic for no reason.

“What was that for?!” Asher asked while he rubbed the sore spot, which I knew didn’t hurt. He had sounded so cute and sexy when he asked me that.

“You scared the shit out of me, you ass.” I said with a fake frown. He smiled though, because he knew I was playing, somewhat...."Sure anything for a cutie like you." Still a little bit nervous, I did give him a genuine smile that was maybe more like a smirk.

When I started to take off my shirt, I heard Asher gasp. I snapped my head up looking at him. His eyes were as big as saucers, looking at him looking at me like that made me smile, maybe a little giddy.

"What are you staring at? I know it isn’t me… I am not cute or hot or anything so why the big eyes?"

"Have you looked in the mirror lately, your fucking hot dude!" I pushed him because he, well, I don’t know.

"Yea right!” Blushing a little, “Whatever you say, when it comes to my body or yours I prefer to see yours." I giggled, a little sheepishly.

"Whatever, you need to look in the mirror more often, if you don’t believe me." He shrugged, while smiling at me.

I blushed letting him have this round, there will be more. I didn’t think I was cute or hot or anything for that matter. Asher on the other hand looked way hotter than me. He just had that perfect build coupled to that awesome smile with those beautiful teeth and his legs and arms made a complete package. Even if I haven’t seen his torso yet, I bet it looks way hotter than mine. I told myself he could do way better than me.

I sat down next to Asher and he started to rub on my chest, coming ever closer to my nipples, grazing them just a little with every pass. I never knew before how my nipples could turn me on, but they did, and I liked it a lot! When he finished rubbing my hard nipples he went down to my stomach, which I didn’t think, was hot either. He started to rub lower on my stomach and the more he did that the more I had to fight to keep from laughing.

He asked me another question "Jeremy could you do me another favor?" I knew where this was heading, I could feel it, like it was electricity.

"Let me guess, take off my pants? Is there anything else you want me to take off for you?!"

"Why yes but that can wait… but only if you want to wait, that is!“ Clever, clever little boy he is, I smirked. He had me right where he wanted me, at his mercy, nonetheless I wanted to.

I turned around and slowly gave Asher a strip tease. I didn’t mind if I took off all my clothes, but only for Asher would I do that! I started to strip one item at a time. First was with my pants, wiggling out of them was difficult but I made it sexy nonetheless. I accidently rubbed my butt against his crotch while bending over. I felt the lump in his pants for a few seconds and decided to play with him. Rotating my hips and rubbing up and down did the trick, he swatted my ass. I had to laugh. Next off were my low cut boy briefs, the skimpy little underwear that I bought at the mall. Shimmying out them was harder than I thought it would be. I once again I tried rubbing against his crotch, but instead of me reaching his crotch, I felt his hands lightly cupping my bare cheeks. Making me moan in absolute delight.

After dancing for Asher and facing him again, I could clearly see the lump in his pants. I was standing there naked and as he finally realized that I was in nothing but my socks his face lit up and his smile went away to be replaced by an ‘O’ for a mouth.

I honestly think he liked me like this, when he patted the seat next to him. "Aren’t you going to take off your clothes too?" I asked in the sexiest voice I could manage, feeling nervous and very vulnerable. Plus my shaking didn’t help my nerves, but I tried to not let on that I was kinda scared.

"Well I was thinking maybe I could jack you off or something, but if you want to see me naked… It might gross you out... but ok...”He added with a snicker or two. Ugh he has to play with me now. I’m so fucking hard and pre-cumming that this little game is getting old, really fast.

I watched as he did the same dance or something similar to what I did for him. My cock was standing up for him as he went and turned around to face me. He took his time turning around so I got a really good look at his cute bubble butt. It was the same butt I couldn’t help but picture while I took a shower the other day.

I mean god damn his body seemed so delicious it made my mouth water, when he came back to sit next to me I couldn’t help but to marvel at him. My eyes must have given me away as I turned to look at him fully.

"What are you staring at? I told you I was ugly!" I honestly cannot imagine Asher thinking he is ugly, like ever. Whoever gave him that impression I thought it was kinda mean. Especially since he isn’t UGLY, he’s fucking Gorgeous....

"Asher you are far from ugly, you’re the most beautiful person I have seen in my entire life. That is, if you want to call it a life after all." I said all that with a little fake smile.

"You shouldn’t say that about yourself it’s not right, it’s wrong!" Again Asher blushed after realizing what I told him. He looks handsome or even cuter when he blushes.

I couldn’t tell if he was being serious or not, but I didn’t care. Just so long as I stayed here with him tonight, nothing could go wrong, nothing. As it neared the end of the night for Asher, he asked for one last thing that I was proud to do. He asked me if he could suck me off or if I would suck him off… I had never sucked another guy off or anything. I knew it was getting very close to the time that Asher had to answer his call of sleep.

I took his cock into my hand and it started to get it hard. When it became very hard I slipped it into my mouth... I was so fucking nervous and afraid that I might accidently bit down on Asher.... I wasn’t supposed to think of something like that! It just sucked thinking that I might hurt Asher in a way that wouldn’t be so pleasant. As he got hard I licked the top of his mushroom head, swirling my tongue around the top, getting it all slippery with spit. Hearing Asher moan and squirm under my hand and in my mouth made it more interesting than it was. I couldn’t complain as Asher’s cock looked so perfect in every aspect of the word, the length and width of him, made it seem all the more perfect and special.

After teasing Asher I took his head between my lips and licked at it for a bit. I knew I had to hurry because he was looking very tired. I slipped the rest of his cock down my throat with little to less effort. At first Asher just gasped, I looked up at his sensual moan and he looked pleased. He started to moan every time I would bob up and down on him and soon he arched his back cumming. While his ass was up and off the seat I cupped my hands on his firm ass kneading it. His first spurt of cum hit my back of my throat. I tried to swallow as much as possible without losing any but in the end some oozed out of my mouth. Asher licked his cum off my lip and chin with his tongue. It was really hot when he did that. He clasped onto the seat tightly still in his high state of mind, breathing heavy as he tried to calm himself. I smiled thinking to myself that I did a good job.

His chest heaved up and down several minutes before he could get control over his breathing. When he finally came back to me, he looked at me with a silly grin and said "Jeremy… That was… there isn’t even a word for it, but I will try to give you one!" I giggled at the praise, and blushed under his compliments.

"Okay... you do that then. What was the point of me taking off all my clothes.... when I did you and you’re going to have to go sleep very soon?" My curiosity getting the best of me again, sometimes I wish I could just SHUT THE FUCK UP!! Or at least think before I say something.

"Well I didn’t think it was that late, so I wanted to show you a great time but you ended up showing me a great time, instead. Also the word I chose is Amazingly-unbelievable-stupendous, the greatest blowjob I have ever had. Even though that doesn’t even come close to what I felt...." Asher said with really big grin and he just stared at me with his wide eyes. I don’t think that I really believe him, but I am not going to say something that would get me in trouble.

"Well thank you, I didn’t know I was that good... I was afraid that I might mess things up you know… Biting you or scraping my teeth on your head or something but I’m glad that you like it a lot...“I blushed with embarrassment looked down and then back up. I could feel the heat of my cheeks all hot and flushed.

After that Asher said we should go to bed and I agreed with him. After turning off the dome light in the hummer. We laid side by side my back turned to Asher for him to spoon me and he placed his arm over my chest keeping me safe. I turned back and gave Asher a good night kiss, before he yawned one last time, told me, "Tomorrow night I’ll cash in that rain check." He added with a wink, a smirk and another kiss.

Author’s note!

I know this story has been removed from any website that I have posted it on before. It’s taking longer than it should to rewrite it, but in order to make it look good and sound good we needed to take our time. So please stay with us.

And that isn’t the only reason... It was also because I wasn’t receiving any comments or reviews. I’ve been told people only read stories and move on, they don’t review or comment. That’s ok but like I have told everyone. Any reviews or comments will be answered. It doesn’t matter what kind of review or comment I get as long as I know people out there care about this story. Bad or good it doesn’t matter. Thank you once again Remijay <3

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