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Audre Lorde Knows What I Mean – 2021 in review - 8. Part Eight: Random Acts of Harshness

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Audre Lorde Knows What I Mean

2021 in review

by AC Benus

 

“We cannot be satisfied until all our people

have equal opportunities for jobs, for homes,

for education, for health, and for political expression;

and until all our people have equal protection under the law.”

Harry S. Truman, [i]

February 2nd, 1948

 

 

 

Part Eight:

Social Justice III

 

XLVII.

Random acts of harshness pervade,

In this world we’ve let come to be,

And take the form, which by default,

Seem most brutal for us to see.

 

Shotguns amid peaceful protests,

Blood all over the pavement too,

Men murdered by a teenager

More evil than they ever knew.

 

Random, older, women in cars,

Flying into a rage when they

See BLM candle vigils,

And plow right into them to slay.

 

Acts of smash and grab, no matter

Neo-Nazi arson to blame

On peace-filled anti-fascist crowds,

Or kids in jewelry stores it’s the same.

 

Random act of harshness allowed

To strike dread in all and run free

Through a land where Reason is scorned,

But Lord Mayhem rules by decree.

 

So, do we let the cities burn?

Call in the troops to enforce curfew?

Fold our hands and pray for some calm

When the God we’ve made has no clue

 

How the human heart makes caprice

The very center of its fame,

Acting out in base randomness

Because harshness is its only game. [ii]

 

 

XLVIII.

“I want my dad!” is all the girl said,

The 9-year-old, handcuffed,

Already sitting in the back of

A cop car, before she was pepper sprayed.

 

Not random acts of violence led bored,

Uniformed, white-mom cop, to shake up

The can of mace like a spray can

Of paint, and with malice aforethought,

Hurt the little girl under her sham title

Of ‘protection.’

 

“I want my dad!” and tears from a

Scared little child, manhandled roughly,

Brutally by white hands throwing her in

The snow “I want my dad!” So bad

A crime, a third-grader “Required”

To be traumatized for life by cops who

Just wanted to get home to their own kids.

 

“Just spray her at this point!” the male cop said,

And the white mom-cop shook up the can

And did so with non-random, non-loving

Hatred in her bored I just want to go

Home heart. [iii]

 

 

XLIX.

Over the shoulder of Washington,

Ben. Franklin spied a half-sun

Carved into the back of America’s chair.

 

He wondered if the effigy’s light

Denoted a rising or setting sun;

And now we know the answer. [iv]

 

 

L.

I read in the paper

How the Rittenhouse verdict made

Arbery’s mother “Anxious,”

And the sight of it broke my heart.

 

Why is it justice has to be

So touch-and-go in our country?

A cold-blooded murder by gun

Wielded by any color hand

By crook or cop of any stripe;

By self-appointed vigilante

Of any political bent

Should receive the same court sentence.

But, in our touch-and-go country,

Cold-blooded murders get sorted

By the wielder’s color of hand;

By their RAP sheet or police badge;

By self-spouting vigilante

Polarizing as excuse,

So they don’t get the same sentence.

 

I read in the paper

How the Rittenhouse verdict made

Arbery’s father “Upset,”

And the sight of it broke my heart. [v]

 

LI.

Saint Rittenhouse,

The Right’s new idol

Is less man than mouse.

 

A mortar smashed

By a pestles’ shamelessness

Is a crucible waiting to be dashed.

 

And endless chicanery,

Glib as a teenage grin,

Their new idolatry.

 

 

LII.

 

Say Their Names II

 

Harum-Scarum backlash . . .

 

The powers that be

Lash out in ways reckless,

Irresponsibly set

To demonstrate to us

Who remains in control.

Just think how Colinford Mattis

And Urooj Rahman have fared,

Falsely arrested in Brooklyn

For ‘disrespecting’ a cop car

Already burned out by others,

These two privileged-but-Black lawyers

Were hauled in like common vandals.

After completing bail hearings

For the hyped-up, unprovable

Vandalism charges, they were

Released on bond amounts fitting

To such inconsequential ‘crime.’

Then, after being home, a “judge” –

So-called, ‘cause a Trump appointee –

Had them arrested again, and

Held over for trial without bail.

Say their names: Colinford Mattis

And Urooj Rahman still rotting

In a New York city jail today.

 

Harum-Scarum backlash . . .

 

Say the name of Terron J. Boone,

Cop-killed less than two weeks after

His brother Robert Fuller was

Hanged on a tree outside L.A..

Coincidence L.A. sheriffs

Would just happen to go looking

For a lynching victim’s family

To make further “example” of?

Of course, conveniently for them,

Their body cameras were turned off,

So it’s their word of what happened

Against that of a dead man. Nice.

 

Harum-Scarum backlash . . .

 

Or Helter Skelter scheme –

Have boogie-woogie days

And cop nights of “slaughter”

Been happening all along,

To prove who’s in control? [vi]

 

LIII.

I won’t lie

The sight of the triple conviction

Made me cry.

 

And here’s why

Knowing Arbery’s parents saw justice

Filled my eye.

 

 

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[i] Notes for the Part Eight Epigraph:

“We cannot be satisfied until…” Harry S. Truman Special Message to Congress, reprinted in Pegs to Hang Ideas on; a Book of Quotations [Marjorie Weiser, Editor] (New York 1973), p. 103

https://archive.org/details/pegstohangideaso0000weis/page/102/mode/2up

[ii] Notes for Verse No. 47 (XLVII):

Random acts of harshness pervade

Vehicles used to attack people in crowds. See Hanna Allam’s June 21st, 2021, article Vehicle Attacks Rise as Extremists Target Protestors posted on npr.org

https://www.npr.org/2020/06/21/880963592/vehicle-attacks-rise-as-extremists-target-protesters

 

And Gop evilness apparently knows no bounds, for now their Party seeks to make it legal in Gop-controlled states to kill protestors with motor vehicles, as long as it’s against Progressives causes and Pride marches. See Cameron Peters’ April 25th, 2021, article Stave-Level Republicans Are Making it Easier to Run Over Protestors posted on vox.com

https://www.vox.com/2021/4/25/22367019/gop-laws-oklahoma-iowa-florida-floyd-blm-protests-police

 

[iii] Notes for Verse No. 48 (XLVIII):

“I want my dad!

The very definition of brutal. See Marcia Greenwood / Will Cleveland / Brian Sharp’s February 1st, 2021, article Rochester, New York, Police Release Bodycam Video to Show Why Officers Were ‘Required’ to Handcuff, Pepper-Spray 9-Year-Old-Girl reposted on usatoday.com

https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2021/01/31/rochester-police-bodycam-videos-9-year-old-handcuffed-pepper-sprayed/4333751001/

 

[iv] Notes for Verse No. 49 (XLIX):

Over the shoulder of Washington

It was, I believe, also Franklin who later said the snake of slavery was coiled around the leg of Washington’s desk, sleeping, but waiting to spread its venom through the newfound nation. For the rising / setting sun on the General’s chair, see Lucy Davis’ April 27th, 2015, article Rising Sun Chair, Independence Hall posted on philadelphiaencyclopedia.org

https://philadelphiaencyclopedia.org/mediastream-1/

 

[v] Notes for Verse No. 50 (L):

“I read in the paper

For the effect the Rittenhouse excusal from justice affected Ahmaud Arbery’s parents, see Tariro Mzezewa’s November 23rd, 2021, article The Arbery Family and Friends Say They Are Anxious But Hopeful of Guilty Verdicts posted on nytimes.com

https://www.nytimes.com/2021/11/23/us/arbery-family-verdict-expectations.html

 

[vi] Notes for Verse No. 52 (LII): Say Their Names II

Harum-Scarum backlash

This is a reprint of Poem No. 41 (XLI) from AC Benus Summer 2020 – Hell in a Handbasket (San Francisco 2020). The 2021 update includes confirmation on the lawlessness within the L.A. County Sheriff’s Office. See Tim Dickinson’s September 14th, 2021, article ‘Executioners,’ ‘Reapers,’ and ‘Banditos’: Gangs of Sheriff’s Deputies Are Wreaking Havoc in L.A. posted on rollingstone.com

https://www.rollingstone.com/politics/politics-news/los-angeles-sheriffs-department-gangs-rand-report-1225982/

 

And see Josh Cain’s September 23rd, 2021, article Despite Rand Report Showing Subgroups Are Common, L.A. County Sheriff Disputes Claims Deputy-Led Gangs Are Still Active reposted on mercurynews.com

https://www.mercurynews.com/2021/09/23/despite-rand-report-showing-subgroups-are-common-la-countys-sheriff-disputes-claims-deputy-led-gangs-are-still-active/

 

Also see the original notes for the poem in Summer 2020 – Hell in a Handbasket

 

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