So I was talking to 'the man' the other night while I was up late TRYING to write some, and I told him that I find the sexual or erotic scenes the hardest to write. I'm not exactly sure why, I mean it's not like I'm new to the whole sex thing but I have realized that a HUGE part of my problem is that I don't have a penis I know, before you all say it... that IS a problem hehehehe. So I was asking 'the man' how it feels different having someone else's hand on you... there, instead of your own. He suggested I ask Rich Okay so that is about the funniest suggestion ever! Why?

Rich is... quiet, introverted I guess. I mean he is one of the funniest, quickest, most clever guys around, but it seems like you have to put in a couple years of silence before he might let you in on that part of him. I mean it's just weird to me, but then again, I am really outgoing and talkative, totally opposite of him. So I tell 'the man' that Rich probably wouldn't have an answer for me if I actually did ask him. I ended up telling him that Rich doesn't hardly ever say anything during sex, like I have to work REALLY hard to get him to say something, like the other day... Not that I mind the hard work hehehehe, but I guess I'm wondering if that is normal. I know he is an extreme case... the guy won't even sing in the car if I'm there

It's weird... I mean we have been together since I was 15 and he was 16, so 12 1/2 years now... and you would think that he would have 'loosened up' a little, but I don't know... anyway. I love him whether he sings or not I always will.

Well, now that I have admitted that I have penis envy... :wacko: I suppose I will get back to my sad attempt at writing somehing HOT! I apologize to my group of readers who have been waiting like 2 weeks for this chapter to be finished, but besides the whole penis problem I had a whole week of being non productive since I was worrying about a friend who seems to be doing SO much better now

Hugs to my guys

Vivian

PS. 4, four... only 4 MORE days sweetie!