Okay so I sort of had a mini breakdown yesterday I think I'm going to mostly blame it on my monthly female hormones... but I finally got to see some pictures of my brother's wedding that I couldn't go to cause it was in Spain and I was crying! Then I wondered why I was crying and I think it was because I really, REALLY wanted to be there, which is REALLY selfish because it's not about me, it's about him and how he got married and that I should be happy for him, which I am, but... anyway then I realized I was being selfish, and then I got mad at myself and that made me more upset... vicious cycle.

Anyway, I had a few friends talk me down off the proverbial ledge so I could get my crap together enough to go to work, but the thing is... I am still pretty sad about it. I guess that will pass eventually and I really only get in these moods every once in a LONG while so I guess I'll deal.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN!!!!

Okay so I just had the funnest little chat with Rich while he was at work and I took a little break from the wedding cake making to talk to Joey! Here it is...

Viv: and this f'ing cake... the thing is HUGE

Rich: I get that a lot

Viv: really?? who else are you showing that thing to?

Rich: Well when my freak flag is flying, the whole world can see it

Viv: HAHAHAHA!

Viv: omg! i love it!

Rich: i get that a lot too

Viv: mm hmmm, modest man

Viv: and give it to me baby

Rich: i only get that from you

Rich: no one really wants it they just point and stare

Viv: that big huh?

Viv: anyway, i better go get dressed so i can go pick up more frosting and then get back to my naked cake making

Rich: ill get the frosting off you

Rich: you are not naked...are you?!

Viv: who wants to know?

Rich: My flag pole is rising

Viv: now i have to go... so i can say... let them eat cake!

Rich: ok but are you really naked?

Viv: lol!

Rich: awwwwww

Viv: what do you think?

Rich: i think you're all pulling my...chain?

Viv: well, no, i do have a little apron on though

Rich: ?!?!

Viv: been a while eh?

Viv: need some lovin babe?

Rich: yes i do

So between my pals and my hubby I am smiling again...

Hugs,

Vivian and one apron

PS. Joey! You can doooooooooooooo it!