I drank a little too much last night and I did something I shouldn't have done. I kissed a gurl I thought was a guy, who I really shouldn't have kissed because I have a boy, and this is why we don't drink on weekdays. I went to David's friends house with David. They were having a party I really wanted to go out but everyone else was busy so I went.

Turns out I knew most of the people at this party. Including my ex who was slobbing all over some poor fool and that culty guy I hit last week. He stopped when he saw me and made his way to my direction. At the same time my ex spotted me and headed to wards me. My fist started to close but to my surprise that guy I hit isn't mad he just wants to talk. To my surprise he appologizes and says he's sorry for scaring us. So I ask him why he followed us to the bar? He says that Selene had dropped her purse and they wanted to give it back to her (yeah right). Yeah right, I got the feeeling that he wanted to say more but he said bye and walked away.

This is when my ex asks me who that was and I share the whole story. We talked for quite awhile which is weird because we normally end up fighting. But we had a good conversation. I told him about my feelings for Chaz and how I really had liked him a little more than I thought. He tells me about this new guy he's dating which isn't the guy he was slobbering over.

As they night passes on I turn my cell phone off because Selene kept calling me in despair because her mother is driving her crazy and Tom is still calling me. Chaz shows up after a while but I barely remember because I was so drunk. So I really can't tell you how I ended up kissing that manly girl, I just know that it was what I wanted at the time. She even gave me her manly number. Crap even her name was manly. Her name was Stevie.

At least I ended up sleeping next to Chaz.

GREEN shopping on both sides of the isle... sort of.