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"On a different note, my mother just came up to me and we had the following dialog: mom "when are you going to talk to me" me "what do you mean" mom "when are you going to realise that i'll love you no matter what and talk to me about your problems" me "i don't know what you mean" " It sounds like you do have people in your life that do care about you and who arent paid to, im sure that your mother cares and loves you very much otherwise she wouldn't have asked how you were. Recently in recovering from a bout of depression lasting much of my teenage life ive discovered that having a positive attitude is a great step forward, its not going to work all the time - I still have my lows, but so does everybody else. Just a thought - and i dont know if you already have one - but you could talk to Myr about getting a blog here so that all the decent people who visit can comment on your day and how you felt at the end of it. I dont know if its true for you, but Ive found that discussing something over with someone can make me see it from a different perspective. I think the key is talking to people. It was a mantra often repeated in various anti-bullying intiatives at various ages and I didnt much listen to it, but its starting to make sense and I think it applies here. Other people can be really supportive of you. And I mean Real People. Therapists have their time and place but sometimes they may not be what you need (and I am not suggesting that you stop sessions in any way, just that you broaden the number of people you discuss issues with.) Hmm so theyre my thoughts, I really hope that I can help in some way. If you need to talk to someone then you can send me a private message - I may not always be online at the same time you are because of timezones etc but i'll try to reply ASAP. Xeo

You could try using baking powder/bicarbonate of soda and mixing it with vinegar. It will bubble and fizz but ive been told its good for removing tough stains if you scrub it around . Im not sure anything productive would happen mixing Hydrogen Peroxide with it... the way that could work is if you scrubbed them - bicarbonate of soda is a very very mild abrasive. Have fun!

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Rob Birthday: 7th of May, 1988 Eye Color: Browney going to flecked hazel-green in the middle. Hair Color: Brown Height: 179cm Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: British The Shoes You Wore Today: My older trainers which i usually go to school in. Your Weakness: Too dedicated to people after I should have let them go. Your Fears: Finding out that my parents won't respect who i am. Your Perfect Pizza: Black olives, mushrooms, garlic and salami. Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Decent A-Level passes so i can get into a decent uni. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol Thoughts First Waking Up: I'm Tired. Your Best Physical Feature: Oh, definitely my personality . (on consultation.. my smile has been voted as the best ) Your Bedtime: I have been trying to cut my bedtimes back to being earlier.. but no success yet. Pepsi or Coke: Diet coke - the real stuff tastes too sweet. Do you Smoke: Nope Do you Swear: Yes Do you Sing: Im practising Do you believe in yourself: Yes Do you think you are Attractive: Yes, because if you dont think you are attractive then I dont know how other people will be able to. Having the right attitude helps too. Are you a Health Freak: No Do you play an Instrument: No Ever been called a Tease: Yes What country would you most like to Visit: Iceland Number of CDs I own: 25 Number of Piercings: None Number of Tattoos: None Saying that Bothers You: When somebody tells you that you "made" them make a mistake because they feel bad about making it. I did all that because I wanted to tell you how much I liked your "from behind those eyes" new story. The mood, atmosphere and emotions descriptions are put in a way that I feel like can really relate to and I think that makes for a great story . I think that your story has a real grab to it. It wants to be read . I'll be looking for the next installments .

Do I get a first post congratulations too? Welcome Underthehoodster! Ive enjoyed reading P&J on nifty ever since I came across it. I was thinking of emailing you... but I couldnt think of anything constructive to say other than the fact that I loved it .