I don't expect my friends to be at my beck and call, I do expect my friends to at least send an email from time to time when we haven't spoken in over a week or two, like i said, it takes 2 minutes to type out an hi how you doing? email.
Odd numbers, I can't stand them, and it makes me kinda sad (besides the panic) that I can't have even numbers for everything.
I've had a pretty shit week as well, I think my brain is plotting against me and no matter what I do nothing changes in my head, and just being me has made me lose who I thought was a close friend who obviously wasn't because all it took was me being myself to have a falling out.
Oh and the fact that I'm an idiot probably didn't help.
I blush and try to make a joke out of it.. or i start this nervous kinda laugh, and if it was someone else who embarrased me then I will get my revenge at some point
Same question
significant other... since im single im going to take that as someone close to me.. so yes my mum and I are currently in a legal fight with my dad and his girlfriend.
I like Michaels question so..
Describe yourself in three words.
Cause Michael didnt ask a question i will go to Waynes...
We use to play monopoly, chess, checkers, rummy (which ive forgotten the rules..) and all of us kids use to play the game cube or PS when the adults were drinking lol
Has anyone you know/knew died recently? (ie in the last year?)
I'm feeling depressed because I dont feel good enough about myself, and all I ever wanted was to be normal, and no knowing that my brain has plotted against me and is designed so that I can never be like everyone else makes me feel like shit. Its because of that I dont feel like I should have friends.. I only have 2 close friends and I may have just ruined one of them, oh and suprise suprise they are both people who I've met online, so theres no one I'm close to in real life.
^ thats what I say when someone gives me a hug for a hello... either that or an f off
When I have time to sleep I don't feel as depressed until something reminds me of how useless I normally feel.
Aw Frosty.. you've gotta be one of my best friends on here, always a kind nice word at the right moment.. and for editing all my other poems when I didn't understand spelling or grammar LOL, Thanks very much for reading and reviewing