Bumblebee

If you had to pick one thing to tell someone, what would you say is the best thing about you? The best thing about me.. I'll always tell you when you look fat in those jeans. same q

Poem

I regret throwing you away the first time, Can you forgive me, I was going through a good patch. But I need you now, and the panic of trying to find another, Hurt more than any pain you could cause me. I can see reflections in this one, Clean; sharp edges glint up at me. A thrill of pleasure tingles through me as I draw if down my body, Calming the reminders of my other flaws, I need to focus on my task at hand, Otherwise the pain won't feel as good. My thigh itches, Scream

Thanks for reading and reviewing Mark

Thanks for reading and reviewing my poem I appreciate you leaving feedback

I suck at reviewing but here I go anyways I don't normally like reading poetry that rhymes, but I like your poems, theres something about them that just speaks some truth to me about covering up depression/self harming. Everyone reads poetry differently and that is just what I read from it. I hope to read more from you, Bee

lol Karl, I'll have to take of photo of me in front of that when I go to sydney

^ These are the best boxers ever made I think.

I've been trying to quit my job since Monday, but every time I go to see my boss he's either busy with lessons or I freeze up and start talking about something else. I need to leave, that I know for sure, the only problem is that my boss and my co-worker are going on a 7 month eastern/ new Zealand run on the 27th, and they won't be back until February. So I have to give my notice soon otherwise they will be in deep shit because there will be no one to work and look after the other horses back home. I know my boss enough to know that he will be pretty pissed that I want to leave, and he will probably try and make me feel guilty because of how close my leaving will be to when they go away. That is whats stopping me, I have to leave but I don't want to put them in a bad position. I also want to try not to burn any bridges with my relationships with our clients and my boss. I hate the position that I am in at the moment, and I've been trying to force myself to just talk to my boss, and even after talking to Karl and my Mum about what I should say and how I should approach him, I'm just scared of what he might say back.

I'm in the process of either canceling my apprenticeship or putting it on hold so I can get the assignments of it done with a person from the disability department. My dad has been harassing me as well, and every time he shows his stupid face it brings up every single horrible memory that I have of him, I want to kill him or myself and I'm afraid that I actually might one day, yet the thought of it doesn't scare me, it makes me feel relief that I could stop all my pain with just a flick of a knife. With my new medication I've been coming home shaking and crying after every shift. I just want to be left alone, just to hole up in my room and sleep and read and watch tv for a few months until I piece together some of my sanity and not feel so stressed all the time. I want to tell everyone my opinions about them, but I can't simply because I know it would hurt most of yours feelings, and that eats me up something shocking inside that I can't just out right say I hate you or no one gives a crap about your stupid petty issue or to stop assuming that everyone loves you. Mum yells at me when I do it in public, so I figured Myr would probably ban me from this site if I did. and to be honest I don't really care if anyone on here even likes me or not, but I would like it if everyone could not give me the hug emoticon, it irritates me from various reasons.

I stutter when I talk sometimes. same q

Omg you can play afl?

Happy Birthday Tom

I love tattoos, and I've already got my first 2 planned, down to what colour I want and which artist that I would like to do them. The only problem I have with tattoos is that my mum always says "I'm good with a scalpel" whenever I mention tattoos. Same q

I still find it quite funny that Americans and some Europeans whinge so much about the heat, cause like what you guys are having now is every single summer in Perth. Even though we are almost finished winter out dams are reaching to an all time low and we aren't getting as much rain as we normally do, so it'll be a worse summer here then previous years if we don't get the rain. Though I do understand that the heat gets to everyone, so stay cool!

Tell me that my boss died in his plane trip home (I'm joking..) Hmm well probably just someone to cook me dinner tonight would make me smile. Same q

This was actually on the news here in Australia

There's something I want to ask, why do you guys "pray for people" I don't understand why? Why not just tell the person who your wanting to get better, to me it seems stupid to talk to yourself about wishing someone else good health or something.

I'd probably just own my own horses and compete them myself, I'd work for myself but I probably wouldn't want to work for someone else. same q

depends on what it is, if its something that I might get hurt doing then I will be a bit hesitant, but if it seems like some stupid fun I would jump at the chance. I like Yetties question so Where is your favourite place to escape to when you need some me time?

I don't normally look at peoples faces, so I normally notice their shoes or pants first, before looking up. I like it, same q

lol you're funny, I don't think I'm talented but I do write about what I feel and about my thoughts. And if I feel the poems are ok for others to read then I post them on GA Send me a PM if you ever wanna talk about anything

its not what you think..

Thanks for the feedback Autumn and I'm glad you enjoyed it! Thanks again