On one hand i would love for complete sceans. But on the other hand i want a weekly post lol. I go insane all week waiting for the new chapter my week is almost based around this story. Lol. I even had a dream about it last night not a good one either but i was relieved when i awoke and found it a dream. But now that my rambaling is over i feel a more complete chapter would be more welcome than a weekly post.
another wonderful chapter but i must say the suspense is killing me i wish i could read a new chapter every night. 3 more days well 3 days 13 hours 45 mins and 51 secs but hey who's counting
How could they do this to me
I thought I was their son
Put me out on the street
Just because I loved someone.
Because it was a boy
That my heart went out to
Because I found so much joy
In every single “I love you”
Our family now broken
Never again will it be the same
Hurtful words already spoken
How could they call me those names?
I'm not a bundle of sticks
I don't think I'm so strange
I don't need to be fixed
Why must, myself, I change?
Just because I'm not n
As I stand before my God
thoughts running through my mind.
holding back the urge to sob
I think back to an earlier time
Why did all this take place
why did it have to be me
did they see the fear on my face
take joy in watching me bleed?
I think back further
too just minutes before
lying there with my lover
All covered up on the floor
Three guys dressed all in black
Came bursting in
The first sting came to my back
the damage already done within
Ears ringing lou
My life, it's not the same as most
not one about I wish to brag or boast
just going on day by day
wondering every moment should I go or stay
Love for me I'm never finding
To a lover I wish to be ever binding
with a sad head hung low
I carry on my emotions I do not show
living a lie, a sham, a masquerade
never knowing what will happen today
will I live? will I die?
will someone discover my horrible lie
doing my best to hide who I am
if I can go on do