I Wish
I wish I could be a true man,
And walk through that gate, I should, I can,
There are things to do and people to see,
Especially one, that’s so special to me.
To go through that gate, and walk down that track,
I would keep walking, without looking back,
So much to see, to learn and grow,
It’s so close to me now, just four steps to go.
I need to be with my one true love,
And as I look up at the sky above,
I cry: please be patient, baby please wait,
Just
The Farmhand Cont……
The ambulance arrived and took an unconscious Mark to hospital. This way he would be able to go through his gate, the gate he fought every day to overcome.
I went with him, while Baz stayed behind. Mark didn’t even know I was there. I silently watched as the paramedic took Mark’s vitals. I spoke only when I was asked a question. I was so scared for this lad, I hardly knew, but already he had a place in my heart. I was a dad of two young girls, and I was a good dad firm
There's nothing to worry about. I'm ok and in no way harmed by the blocking of GA by SA except the sadness it brought me.
I'll be missing you guys too and I look forward to coming back when I can.
Hugs back,
John
My Baby
My baby you’re my life, my all
I’ll be there if you should fall
I’ll hold your hand, be by your side
Here for the journey, not just the ride
Through good and bad, I’m here for you
I love you my baby, I really do
Forever and always, I always say
In my arms, I want you to stay
Share my life, help me to live
My love is yours, it’s free to give
I love you my baby, I’m always here
Just cling on tight, there is nothing to fear
I have you my baby, in my a
The den I cant destroy Stuby made it a totally different place for me and I dont want to erase that, its no longer sanctuary but a romantic hideaway. As for my mother not one hug, kiss birthday card, christmas pressie in all my 18 years she deserves nothing from me. She made my life hell from beginning until hers ended. Thank you for your review The barrier is stil there when the gate is open. and i still have some mental block outs but hopefully i'll mend. I only started this in April so i'm improving at a steady rate
It is just one experience out of many amnd I do have a lot of mental blocks from my childhood but writing things down does help and the more i tell the stories the easier it is to remember. Thank you so much for all your kind words. much appreciated thanks again
Hi and thank you its just bits of my life I thought interesting to write down , most in the chat room had heard of Luke so I wrote his story with his input thanks again