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A huge thankyou to all of you, and you are all my extended family, and I love you all. Marky

Thoughts all over the place Stuby ,wishing but doubting you know what I mean. Lovely lovey poem xx

Just...hugs and more hugs and too xxxxxx

Hey I actually didnt know you'd done all these *hugs* Dont know what else to say , just....holding you xxx

Another goody Dannsar well done LMAO Eeeewwww no man :boy: You are the king indeed ive done these last to first lol Very tpyical well done , I dont and never have had a newspaper lol Hahahaha dare you to show it him LMAO well done

Thanks Comic I had to give a hint of what was to come so lots more in chappy 6 Thanks again

Hahahahaha historical S&M or hysterical lol Oh beg please beg a Master loves a good begger LOL Thankyou so much Conner

Aww man reading you're reviews is too funny, I'm laughing so hard thanks man

You are so funny LOL I dont know if your pulling my leg with sarcasm or you really thing it is sweet hahahaa A master of cunning indded thankyou

Hahahaha lovely review Conner thankyou, I know exactly what you mean , where is the evil?? Thanks a lot

Hahahaha Thankyou Bugsy, I think you'll be one of the first to know

Revelations Later that evening at the dinner table, I sat at the head of it while Jenny and Adam sat on either side. “It has not gone unnoticed that the two of you have become friends, I wonder, has Jenny told you our news? “I smirked as they looked at each other, their eyes telling a story. While Jenny’s eyes looked sad and apologetic, Adam looked slightly shocked. “I have thought about taking Jenny as a wife,” while Jenny kept the same look in her eyes, Adam’s look had changed a

I am trying to mix them up a bit, Thankyou Bugsy

LOL Thankyou Bugsy *hugs*

Yeah Bugsy thats our Mars funny sweet and caring, well most of the time lol Thanks Bugsy

You could be my unintended Choice to live my life extended You could be the one I'll always love You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions You could be the one I'll always love I'll be there as soon as I can But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before First there was the one who challenged All my dreams and all my balance She could never be as good as you You could be my unintended Choice to live my life extended You should be the one I'll always love I'll be there as soon as I can But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before I'll be there as soon as I can But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Oh very up market this one and as usual i'm waiting on points lol good one Greg thanks

Thankyou Paya and Carrington, I'm doing my best It isnt always easy, but who said life was? Thankyou guys

Happy Birthday Renee Have a great day Whoop!!

Aaaaww thank you, all of you. Right now I dont know wether to laugh or cry, tears of joy not sadness. I have to keep going I know I do. and you lot give me the strength to do it. When I say I love you all, I really mean it. Many many thankyou's, to all of you. :wub::boy: Marky xxxx Stuby I know, You are like me there comes moments when nothing gets through. Thank you for being there xxx Nephy, Thankyou I havn't forgotten a nic for you, but yours needs to be worthy of the awesome person you are Many thanks for you words. Frosty, your my guardian angel of chat and everywhere else. Thankyou dearest girl xxxx Cia I always want to hug you but dont want to be slapped LOL Thankyou. Once in a while I guess we al need reminding that we are cared for at vulnerable times . Thank you xxx :wub::wub: One for each of you thank you xxxxxx

Hey theres some hidden meanings there, what happened? good limerick too Nice one Greg well done

I joined here in April a pretty sad case. Lonely, confused, hurt time and time over. Have I made progress? I'd like to think so, yeah I guess so. I joined here to read, to find something that sort of spelled out how I feel. I'm big on feelings and emotions, and what the senses are. How have I moved on? Well I write now, something I love to do,and want to carry on doing. A lot of you know I didnt go to school, at all not even properly home schooled, in fact most of it is self-taught. So this was a huge learning curve for me and I know ive improved that way. My past is pretty bad and painful too, physically and mentally. I thought I was screwed. I didnt think I was worthy of friends, nevermind close ones. The fact is I hate me, ive always hated me and in a lot of ways I still do. I'm told countless times I'm good looking and handsome and all the rest. I thank you all for that but do I believe it? I cant say I do. People have said it before you see. Before GA, I was told I was loved and made plans for the future and it all fell round my feet. It wasnt my fault? i'm trying to convince myself of that one, they just disappeared. Thats why I dont trust too easy, thats why I dont believe whats told to me. The last thing they saw was a recent pic of me. The one you all see. And they vanished, which kind of confirmed what i'd been told my whole life. Ive got so many issues and hang-ups, I cant say when i'll be ready for the outside world. Take a second to listen what you hear now.Traffic? other people? everyday noise of life? of other people? I dont get that all I have is the sound of nature, the odd low flight from the base next door, and my own noise and my animals noises. Ive never been in an elevator, or a shopping mall, or supermarket. There is so much I havnt done. At 18 ive only recently learned kids games like hide and seek, thanks to Agaith for that one. And now to the progress I think ive made..... I write stories and verse, and Lughs prompts too. I cant write enough its an obsession now. I dont put everything here, some is too dark too painful. Ive got closer to the colossal gate that is a forcefield of fear. Ive made a friend in Luke my farmhand and his wife Sue and his girls Moira and Ruth. Ive recently had my first ever hug, its still awkward but i'm moving forward right? OK it was from a straight guy, but it was something. I'm gay i'm totally gay. ive made so many friends close ones too and OMG I even skype now, thats huge to me. I'm still not up to showing my face again yet, you might all disappear and that would be the end for me. Irrational as that is, its still a logical outcome in my head. GA is my second home, and you are all my family. You all share so much with me, and I give so little back. That in itself makes me feel bad, like i'm cheating you all. I have days when I still want to end it all, more often than I should. Please dont pity me, These are my troubles, my bads I must sort out for myself. I will end this now by telling each and everyone of you. I love you guys, thanks for putting up with me.

My sound card died honest and truly hahahahaha very funny Dannsar your just too good

So sorry Lacey but your poorly anyway so same goes and the gentlest of *hugs*

Hahahahaha very good hahahaha, well done that was a good one