First off, your f**king killing me with the wait! This story has me hooked in many ways and I keep trying to think where the author is going, I do have some great fantasies/story lines for our boys. As for the comment that the boy's seem to be drama queens I can't disagree more. Jeff is someone I can identify with on many levels especially the insecurity issue, and for those who have been lucky enough not to be afflicted by it by believe me the character is spot on. As to the survivors, I've got that in spades...when I was fourteen, my twenty one year old brother was killed in an auto accident and I spent years coming to grips with "survivor guilt", again the author nails it; you may learn to live with it but even after forty years it never completely goes away. After all 48 chapters (and I hope 48 more) only two things. 1. I hope the story speeds up a bit both in time line and postings 2. I live on 5 acres and the 'farm' sounds more like 50 acres to me, but I know that's being a bit picky. All that said, I haven't read anything this well written on gay fictions site. It's well worth your time but be prepared to lose your heart. Very well done.
