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children of sunset A Child Of Sunset: Colby's Trail

By MrM, November 8, 2018

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Track List

After The Sunset (Dan Gibson’s Solitudes) - Overture Wayfaring Stranger (16 Horsepower) - Mysterious Colby’s Theme At A Glance (Message To Bears) - Colby Finds Prey Of A Different Kind When The Lights Go Out (The Black Keys) - Longing For Sunset To See Him Again I Waited For You (Daniel Norgren) - The End To A Long Search Into My Arms (Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds) - Holding Sweet Deacon For The First Time Nobody ‘Cept You (16 Horsepower) - ‘Deacon Is Mine’ Until The Night Is Over (Timbre Timbre) - How To Keep Him? Awake O Sleeper (The Brothers Bright) - An Awakening Darkness The Man Comes Around (Johnny Cash) - Something Wicked This Way Comes Twilight On The Trail (Clint Eastwood) - Colby’s Trail Song Flesh And Blood (Johnny Cash) - Making Love Under The Stars Blood On My Name (the Brothers Bright) - Heaven And Hell I See A Darkness (Johnny Cash) - Colby Revealed Evil Ways (Blues Saraceno) - How Can One Love A Monster? You Are My Sunshine (Johnny Cash) - Deacon The Only Beacon In The Eternal Night Vampyre Dust (Kreeps) - Shadows Of The Vampyre Wanted Dead Or Alive (Bon Jovi) - Wanted For Murder I Will Never Die (Delta Rae) - Colby Immortal You Will Find Me (CHPTRS) - Promises Before Sunrise ————————————
After The Sunset (Dan Gibson’s Soliturdes) - Overture

Gentle Overture For A Gentle Western Evening

Wayfaring Stranger (16 Horsepower) - Mysterious Colby’s Theme

I'm just a poor wayfaring stranger
Traveling through this world below
There is no sickness, no toil, nor danger
In that bright land to which I go

I'm going there to see my Father
And all my loved ones who've gone on
I'm just going over Jordan
I'm just going over home

I know dark clouds will gather 'round me
I know my way is hard and steep
But beauteous fields arise before me
Where God's redeemed, their vigils keep

I'm going there to see my Father
He said he'd meet me when I come
So, I'm just going over Jordan
I'm just going over home
I'm just going over Jordan
I'm just going over home

At A Glance (Message To Bears) - Colby Finds Prey Of A Different Kind

Throw it down, look away
Don't be scared, it's okay
Settle down, set it right
Don't be scared, its alright

When The Lights Go Out (The Black Keys) - Longing For Sunset To See Him Again

Don't it hurt so bad
When you're standin’ in the sun
In the bottom of your heart
You don't love no one

You can be oh so mean
I just can't see, no in between
You know what the sun's all about
When the lights go out

What a way to live
Back of your class
End of the line
Always last

You can be oh so mean
I just can't see, no in between
You know what the sun's all about
When the lights go out

See the moon
See the stars
From your lonely seat
In your lonely cars

You can be oh so mean
I just can't see, no in between
You know what the sun's all about
When the lights go out

I Waited For You (Daniel Norgren) - The End To A Long Search

Like the wondering ghost for a harbor
Like the ground beneath the snow for springtime
Like the believer for something to believe in
Like the drifting castaway for shoreline

I waited for you
All the way through
All the way down the line
I waited for you

I waited for you
All the way through
All the way down the line
I waited for you

I burned out my eyes on the horizon
Sunups in the east and sundowns in the west
I watched them all for just one reason
Sun came up or down, I couldn’t care less

I waited for you
All the way through
All the way down the line
I waited for you

I waited for you
All the way through
All the way down the line
I waited for you

I waited for you
All the way through
All the way down the line
I waited for you

I waited for you
All the way through
All the way down the line
I waited for you

Into My Arms (Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds) - Holding Sweet Deacon For The First Time

I don’t believe in an interventionist God
But I know, darling, that you do
But if I did I would kneel down and ask Him
Not to intervene when it came to you
Not to touch a hair on your head
To leave you as you are
And if He felt He had to direct you
Then direct you into my arms

Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms

And I don’t believe in the existence of angels
But looking at you I wonder if that’s true
But if I did I would summon them together
And ask them to watch over you
To each burn a candle for you
To make bright and clear your path
And to walk, like Christ, in grace and love
And guide you into my arms

Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms

But I believe in Love
And I know that you do too
And I believe in some kind of path
That we can walk down, me and you
So keep your candles burning
And make her journey bright and pure
That she will keep returning

Always and evermore
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms

Nobody ‘Cept You (16 Horsepower) - ‘Deacon Is Mine’

Nothin' 'round here to me that's sacred
'Cept you, yeah you
Nothin' 'round here to me that matters
'Cept you, yeah you

You're the one that reaches me
You're the one that I admire
Every time we meet together
I feel like I'm on fire
Nothin' matters to me
And there is nothin' I desire
'Cept you, yeah you

Nothin' 'round here I care to try for
'Cept you, yeah you
Got nothin' here to live or die for
'Cept you, yeah you

As a kid I'd hear it
In the churches all the time
Make me feel so good inside
So peaceful, so sublime
Now nothin' does remind me
Of that old familiar chime
'Cept you, yeah you

Used to run in the cemetery
Dance and run and sing when I was a child
And it never seemed strange
Now I just pass mournfully by
That place where the bones of life are piled
I know something has changed
I'm a stranger here and no one sees me
'Cept you, yeah you

Nothin' anymore seems to please me
'Cept you, yeah you
Your love hypnotizes me
It holds me in its spell
Everything runs by me
Just like water from a well
Everybody wants my attention
Everybody's got something to sell
'Cept you, yeah you
I'm in love with you

I'm in love with you

Until The Night Is Over (Timbre Timbre) - How To Keep Him?

There is a house in New Orleans
Where you woke from a coma and they bit your cheek
And they cleaned you out when you went to sleep

Oh, I just wanna change your mind
I just wanna change your mind
And it might become right away
It might become till the day I'm done

And I saw it as the house caught fire
And I saw it when the thief got brave
It's like a night, night, crawler, crawlin' out in the yard
And it's comin' over me in waves

But you're haunted by the morning sun
You keep digging till the night is over

I ain't no doctor, babe
I ain't no doctor, son
But I'll cool your fever till the doctor comes
It's a miracle, babe, but it ain't no fun

I just wanna change your mind
I just wanna change your mind
It might become right away
It might become till the day I'm done

And I saw it as the house caught fire
And I saw it when the thief got brave
It's like a night, night, crawler, crawlin' out in the yard
And it's comin' over me in waves

But it's not here now
It's the chance of it I hate
It's a hundred thousand miles off
Comin' closer every day

Awake O Sleeper (The Brothers Bright) - An Awakening Darkness

Oh Abraham would raise his hands;
and mourn this very day;
for his children left the promise land;
in search of their own way.

They kick and scream like wayward sons;
And always wanting to sleep;
and dream away these evil days;
in hopes that God can't see.

There are chains upon your children Lord;
Chains upon your children.
There are chains upon your children Lord;
Chains upon your children.

Do you hear the lion roar?
(Awake O Sleeper)
Stand with me we'll fight the war.
(Awake O Sleeper)

Your suffering will come again;
and never fall away.
For we trade our many comforts;
Like the ones who bled for grace.

There will come a day my God will come;
and put me in my place.
My God I pray;
You'll call my name;
instead of turn away.

There are chains upon your children Lord;
Chains upon your children.
There are chains upon your children Lord;
Chains upon your children.

Do you hear the lion roar?
(Awake O Sleeper)
Stand with me we'll fight the war.
(Awake O Sleeper)

Let no man bring me harm;
I bear the marks of Jesus.
Let no man bring me harm;
I bear the marks of the Lord.

I said, Let no man bring me harm;
I bear the marks of Jesus.
Let no man bring me harm;
I bear the marks of God.

Do you hear the lion roar?
(Awake O Sleeper)
Stand with me we'll fight the war.
(Awake O Sleeper)

Do you hear the lion roar?
(Awake O Sleeper)
Stand with me we'll fight the war.
(Awake O Sleeper)

(Let no man bring me harm;
I bear the marks of Jesus;
Let no man bring me harm;
I bear the marks of the Lord.)

The Man Comes Around (Johnny Cash) - Something Wicked This Way Comes

"And I heard, as it were, the noise of thunder
One of the four beasts saying,
'Come and see.' and I saw, and behold a white horse"

There's a man goin' 'round takin' names
And he decides who to free and who to blame
Everybody won't be treated all the same
There'll be a golden ladder reachin' down
When the man comes around

The hairs on your arm will stand up
At the terror in each sip and in each sup
Will you partake of that last offered cup
Or disappear into the potter's ground?
When the man comes around

Hear the trumpets hear the pipers
One hundred million angels singin'
Multitudes are marchin' to the big kettledrum
Voices callin', voices cryin'
Some are born and some are dyin'
It's alpha and omega's kingdom come
And the whirlwind is in the thorn tree
The virgins are all trimming their wicks
The whirlwind is in the thorn tree
It's hard for thee to kick against the pricks

Till Armageddon no shalam, no shalom
Then the father hen will call his chickens home
The wise man will bow down before the throne
And at his feet, they'll cast their golden crowns
When the man comes around

Whoever is unjust let him be unjust still
Whoever is righteous let him be righteous still
Whoever is filthy let him be filthy still
Listen to the words long written down
When the man comes around

Hear the trumpets hear the pipers
One hundred million angels singin'
Multitudes are marchin' to the big kettledrum
Voices callin', voices cryin'
Some are born and some are dyin'
It's alpha and omega's kingdom come
And the whirlwind is in the thorn tree
The virgins are all trimming their wicks
The whirlwind is in the thorn trees
It's hard for thee to kick against the prick
In measured hundredweight and penny pound
When the man comes around

"And I heard a voice in the midst of the four beasts
And I looked, and behold a pale horse
And his name that sat on him was death, and hell followed with him"

Twilight On The Trail (Clint Eastwood) - Colby’s Trail Song

When its twilight on the trail and I jog along
The world is like a dream and the ripple of a stream is my song.

When its twilight in the trail and I rest once more
My ceiling is the sky and the grass in which I lie is my floor.

Never, never have a nickel in my jeans
Never ever have a debt to pay
Still, I understand what real contentment mean
Guess I was born that way

When its twilight on the trail and my voice is still
Please plant this heart of mine underneath the lonesome pine on the hill

Guess I was born that way

When its twilight on the trail and my voice is still
Please plant this heart of mine underneath the lonesome pine on the hill

When its twilight on the trail.

Flesh And Blood (Johnny Cash) - Making Love Under The Stars

Beside a singing mountain stream
Where the willow grew

Where the silver leaf of maple
Sparkled in the morning dew
I braided twigs of willows
Made a string of buckeye beads
But flesh and blood needs flesh and blood
And you're the one I need
Flesh and blood needs flesh and blood
And you're the one I need

I leaned against a bark of birch
And I breathed the honeydew
I saw a North-bound flock of geese
Against a sky of baby blue
Beside the lily pads
I carved a whistle from a reed
Mother Nature's quite a lady
But you're the one I need
Flesh and blood needs flesh and blood
And you're the one I need

A cardinal sang just for me
And I thanked him for the song
Then the sun went slowly down the west
And I had to move along
These were some of the things
On which my mind and spirit feed
But flesh and blood need flesh and blood
And you're the one I need
Flesh and blood needs flesh and blood
And you're the one I need

So when this day was ended
I was still not satisfied
For I knew everything I touched
Would wither and would die
And love is all that will remain
And grow from all these seeds
Mother Nature's quite a lady
But you're the one I need
Flesh and blood needs flesh and blood
And you're the one I need

Blood On My Name (the Brothers Bright) - Heaven And Hell

There's a reckoning a'comin'
It burns beyond the grave
There's lead inside my belly
'Cause my soul has lost its way

Oh Lazarus, how did your debts get paid?
Oh Lazarus, were you so afraid?

When the fires, when the fires have surrounded you
With the hounds of hell coming after you
I've got blood, I've got blood on my name

When the fires, when the fires are consuming you
And your sacred stars won't be guiding you
I've got blood, I've got blood, blood on my name

Not a spell gonna be broken
With a potion or a priest
When you're cursed you're always hoping
That a prophet would be grieved

Oh Lazarus, how did your debts get paid?
Oh Lazarus, were you so afraid?

Can't you see I'm sorry?
I will make it worth your while
Made of dead man's money
You can see it in my smile

Oh Lazarus, how did your debts get paid?
Oh Lazarus, were you so afraid?

When the fires, when the fires have surrounded you
And the whole wide world's coming after you
I got blood, I got blood on my name

When the fires, when the fires are consuming you
And your sacred stars won't be guiding you
I got blood, I got blood, blood on my name

It won't be long
'Til I'm dead and gone
It won't be long
'Til I'm dead and gone
Watch the fires rise
Burn through my skin
Down to the bone
Scorching my soul
Nowhere to run
Nowhere to run
Nowhere to run

When the fires, when the fires have surrounded you
With the hounds of hell coming after you
I've got blood, I've got blood on my name

When the fires, when the fires are consuming you
And your sacred stars won't be guiding you
I've got blood, I've got blood on my name

When the fires, when the fires have surrounded you
And the whole wide world's coming after you
I've got blood, I've got blood, blood on my name

I See A Darkness (Johnny Cash) - Colby Revealed

Well, you're my friend
And can you see
Many times we've been out drinking
Many times we've shared our thoughts
But did you ever, ever notice
The kind of thoughts I got?
Well, you know I have a love
A love for everyone I know
And you know I have a drive
To live, I won't let go
But can you see this opposition
Comes rising up sometimes?
That it's dreadful imposition
Comes blacking in my mind

And then I see a darkness
And then I see a darkness
And then I see a darkness
And then I see a darkness
Did you know how much I love you?
Is a hope that somehow you
Can save me from this darkness

Well, I hope that someday, buddy
We have peace in our lives
Together or apart
Alone or with our wives
And we can stop our whoring
And pull the smiles inside
And light it up forever
And never go to sleep
My best unbeaten brother
This isn't all I see

Oh no, I see a darkness
Oh no, I see a darkness
Oh no, I see a darkness
Oh no, I see a darkness
Did you know how much I love you?
Is a hope that somehow you
Can save me from this darkness

Evil Ways (Blues Saraceno) - How Can One Love A Monster?

Its been so long
Long hard days
They don't say
Gods change my ways
Change my ways
Those evil ways

So I set out
Cross that way
Strike them down
To make them pay
Change their ways
Their evil ways

But I can’t hide
Ooooooo
And I won't hide
Oooooo Yeah!
My Evil Ways

I found out
The hate grow cold
The god rise up
Damn my soul
Cause I ain't change
Change my ways
I ain't change

So I won't hide
Ooooo
I won't hide
Oooooo
I can't hide Yeah!
Ooooooo
I can't hide HEY!
My evil ways

(Long Solo)

Well I can't hide
Ooooo
And I won't hide
Ooooo yeah!
Well I can't hide
Ooooo ouh!
Caus’ I can't hide
My evil ways

You Are My Sunshine (Johnny Cash) - Deacon The Only Beacon In The Eternal Night

The other night, dear, as I lay sleeping
I dreamt I held you in my arms
When I awoke, dear, I was mistaken
So I bowed my head and I cried

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You'll never know, dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

I've always loved you and made you happy
And nothing else could come between
But now you've left me to love another
You have shattered all of my dreams

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You'll never know, dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

Vampyre Dust (Kreeps) - Shadows Of The Vampyre

Creepy Western Instrumental Interlude

Wanted Dead Or Alive (Bon Jovi) - Wanted For Murder

It's all the same, only the names will change
Every day, it seems we're wastin' away
Another place where the faces are so cold
I drive all night just to get back home

I'm a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride
I'm wanted dead or alive
Wanted dead or alive

Sometimes I sleep, sometimes it's not for days
The people I meet always go their separate ways
Sometimes you tell the day
By the bottle that you drink
And times, when you're all alone all you do, is think

I'm a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride
I'm wanted (wanted) dead or alive
Wanted (wanted) dead or alive

Oh, and I ride

(Yeah)

Oh, and I'm a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride
I'm wanted dead or alive

I walk these streets
A loaded six-string on my back
I play for keeps 'cause I might not make it back
I've been everywhere, still, I'm standing tall
I've seen a million faces
And I've rocked them all

I'm a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride
I'm wanted (wanted) dead or alive
I'm a cowboy, I got the night on my side
I'm wanted (wanted) dead or alive
And I ride, dead or alive
I still drive (I still drive) dead or alive
Dead or alive, dead or alive, dead or alive, dead or alive

I Will Never Die (Delta Rae) - Colby Immortal

Hickory, oak, pine, and weed
Bury my heart underneath these trees
And when a southern wind comes to raise my soul
Spread my spirit like a flock of crows

'Cause I've loved you for too long
I've loved you for too long
I've loved you for too long

Old heat of raging fire
Come and light my eyes
Summer's kiss to electric wire
But I'll never die

Sycamore, ash, moss, and loam
Wrap your roots all around my bones
And when they come for me
When they call my name
Cast my shadow from a bellow's flame

'Cause I've loved you for too long
I've loved you for too long
I've loved you for too long

(So let the storm come)

Old heat of raging fire
Come and light my eyes
Summer's kiss to electric wire
But I'll never die

I will never die

You can bury my body, but I'll never die

In the dead of night
(In the dead of night)
I'm gonna loose these chains
(I'm gonna loose these chains)
I'm gonna run and run and run and run and run
(Sing on, sister)
I'm gonna run and run and run and run
Coming for you again
(Oh, coming for you again)

So let the storm come

Old heat of raging fire
Come and light my eyes
Summer's kiss to electric wire
But I'll never die

I will never die

You can bury my body, but I'll never die

Hickory, oak, pine, and weed
Bury my heart underneath these trees

You Will Find Me (CHPTRS) - Promises Before Sunrise

This is more than you can handle
This is more than you will ever know

Stop now thinking there’s another way
You don’t even have the words to say

Look around you, look around you
Look around you, you’re all alone

Don’t worry, you will find me
When you need me, I am watching you
Don’t worry, you will find me
When you call me, I am listening
Don’t worry, you will find me
When you need me, I am watching you
Don’t worry, you will find me
Don’t worry, you will find me

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Music For A Teenage Dream

By MrM, October 7, 2017

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Music

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Track List and Lyrics

Iris (Goo Goo Dolls) – Main Theme of the Billy Chase Chronicles Secrets (OneRepublic) – Billy’s Secret Life Killing Me Softly With His Song (Roberta Flack) – From The Reader Oh Dear Diary (Sloan) – Billy’s Closet Case They Long to Be Close to You (Glee Cover of Carpenters) – Jamie ‘F#king’ Cross! (Siiiiiiiiiigh) I Want You (Savage Garden) – Billy’s Kaleidoscope Of Crushes Feel The Silence (Goo Goo Dolls) – Billy Just Can’t Get Some I Don’t Want Your Love (Duran Duran) – Joanna x Billy (Not) First Time He Kissed A Boy (Kadie Elder) – Billy: No Longer Sweet 14 Suck me Off (Boy Pussy) - Virginity is Overrated Filthy/Gorgeous (Scissor Sisters) - AJ The Whore Taken In (Mike & The Mechanics) - This Isn't What Love Is Pale Shelter (Tears For Fears) - AJ’s Def Not The One The More you Live, The More You Love (A Flock Of Seagulls) - Lessons Learned Bubble Butt (Major Lazer and Friends) -B-B-B-Bobby Jennette Love/Paranoia (Tame Impala) - True Lust vs. True Love Secret Smile (Semisonic) – Brandon Smiling Love (John Lennon) – So This Is Love! Kiss me (Sixpence None The Richer) – True Love’s First Kiss Cinnamon (Cullen Omori) – Tasting Brandon Sexual Healing – Remix (Marvin Gay) – Brandon the Addiction Careless Whisper (George Michael) - Mistakes and Consequences Mad World (Tears For Fears) - A World Without Brandon Hurting Each Other (The Carpenters) -Unanswered Prayers I’m Already Gone (A Day To Remember) - Broken and Gone Lonely In Your Nightmare (Duran Duran) – There’s Always Someone Else In Need of Love Be My Icon (Duran Duran) – Jimmy LaPlane’s Obsession Hurts Too Much - Remix (Cinnamon Chasers) - Letters From Jimmy Leave me Alone (FIDLAR) – This Is Billy Having Enough Teenage Blue (Dream Girl) – Dying By Degrees After All This Time (Itchyworms) – Melting Ice? Trust (The Cure) - The Hill, Billy’s Plea Tell Me Why (Nine Pound Shadow) – The Hill, Brandon Questioning To Be Forgiven (George Michael) – Apologies and Acceptance Come To Me (Goo Goo Dolls) – Billy and Brandon Together Again! Don’t Dream Its Over (Sixpence None The Richer Cover of Crowded House) - Promises Made The Reason (Hoobastank) – Billy’s Truth Fifteen (Taylor Swift) – Billy and Teenagering Teenage Dream (Glee Cover of Katy Perry) – Music Shops and Special Visitors Lovin U (Cinnamon Chasers) – Loving Someone Is Always The Right Answer Hazel Eyes (Maria Ayo) – A Look Brighter Than Stars Together (Cinnamon Chasers) – Boys Inseparable Sexy Boy – Remix (Air) – Just Looking At Him! Your Sex Is A Dream (Trevor Something) – Sex With Love = Pure Heaven The Mess We’re In (P.J. Harvey) – Getting Caught Distance And Time (Alicia Keys) – Cooling Off Period Pretty Boy (Young Galaxy) – The Prettiest Boy In School Not Enough Time (INXS) – Even Forever Wouldn’t Be Enough In Your Eyes (Glee Cover of Peter Gabriel) – Living In Brandon's Eyes I Can’t Ever Get Enough Of You (Darren Hayes) – Insatiable Love Lyrics
Iris (Goo Goo Dolls) – Main Theme of the Billy Chase Chronicles
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't wanna miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
.....of who I am
When you can't fight the tears that are coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
.....of who I am
.....of who I am
.....of who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
Secrets (OneRepublic) – Billy’s Secret Life
I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til' all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
I thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink to
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
I'm sick of all the insincere
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect lie
Critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
My God, amazing how we come this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
And the problems that we could solve
When a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Send it straight to gold
I don't really like my flow
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that are like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
Got no reason, got no shame
Got no family I can't blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll light those ears
I'm sick of all the insincere
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets
All my secrets away
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
Killing Me Softly With His Song (Roberta Flack) – From the Reader
Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
I heard he sang a good song, I heard he had a style
And so I came to see him to listen for a while
And there he was this young boy, a stranger to my eyes
Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
I felt all flushed with fever, embarrassed by the crowd
I felt he found my letters and read each one out loud
I prayed that he would finish but he just kept right on
Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
He sang as if he knew me in all my dark despair
And then he looked right through me as if I wasn't there
But he just kept on singing, singing clear and strong
Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Oh Dear Diary (Sloan) – Billy’s Closet Case
Oh Dear Diary,
You didn't hear it from me,
But I know I know something I shouldn't know,
And you're the only one I can tell
I'll write it in code
Cause if somebody showed
You around I'm bound to lose every friend
And what am I supposed to do then?
They must not see
You oh dear diary
You're the secret I must keep at any cost
If they read
The painful poetry
And they find out that I feel all will be lost
I'm trying to make sense,
Feelings so intense,
It's hard to cut the dramatics whenever you're young,
I'm writing every word of it down
You'd know what I mean
If you could have seen
It was like a coincidence only turned on its head,
It took me 20 pages to tell
If they see
You oh dear diary
I'm a liar that's expected in your youth
They can't know
That I feel and so
You'll be on fire and they'll never know the truth
Oh dear diary
Your secret's safe with me
If you're found on the ground of the school I'll be dead,
I hear them chanting off with his head
Oh dear diary,
You didn't hear it from me,
But I know I know something I shouldn't know
And you're the only one I can tell
They Long to Be Close to You (Glee Cover of Carpenters) – Jamie ‘F#king’ Cross! (Siiiiiiiiiigh)
Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
On the day that you were born the angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold and starlight in your eyes of blue
That is why all the boys in town
Follow you all around
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
On the day that you were born the angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold and starlight in your eyes of blue
That is why all the boys in town
Follow you all around
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
Wa, close to you
Wa, close to you
Ha, close to you
La, close to you
I Want You (Savage Garden) – Billy’s Kaleidoscope Of Crushes
Anytime I need to see your face,
I just close my eyes
And I am taken to a place where
your crystal mind and
Magenta feelings take up shelter
in the base of my spine
Sweet like a chic-a-cherry cola
I don't need to try and explain;
I just hold on tight
And if it happens again, I might move
so slightly
To the arms and the lips and the face
of the human cannonball
That I need to, I want to
Come stand a little bit closer
Breath in and get a bit higher
You'll never know what hit you
When I get to you
chorus:
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out
Ooh, I want you
I don't know if I need you
But, ooh, I'd die to find out
I'm the kind of person who endorses
a deep commitment
Getting comfy getting perfect
is what I live for
But a look, then a smell of perfume
It's like I'm down on the floor
And I don't know what I'm in for
Conversation has a time and place
In the interaction of a lover and
a mate,
But the time of talking,
using symbols, using words
Can be likened to a deep sea diver
who is swimming with a raincoat
Come stand a little bit closer
Breathe in and get a bit higher
You'll never know what hit you
When I get to you
chorus
Anytime I need to see your face,
I just close my eyes
And I am taken to a place where
your crystal mind and
Magenta feelings take up shelter
in the base of my spine
Sweet like a chic-a-cherry cola
I don't need to try and explain;
I just hold on tight
And if it happens again, I might move
so slightly
To the arms and the lips and the face
of the human cannonball
That I need to, I want to
chorus
So can we find out?
Feel The Silence (Goo Goo Dolls) – Billy Just Can’t Get Some
You lie awake at night
With blue eyes that never cry
All you remember now
Is what you feel
The truth remains
In midnight conversations
I asked for this moment
But you turned away
Sad like a lonely child
Broken the day you're born
I held the light to you
But I was so vain
And you remain
A promise unfulfilled
I ask you for more
But you push me away
And if we feel the silence
Holding this all inside
Everything means more now than
Words could explain
And if we feel the silence
Holding this all inside us
Looking for something more to say
I don't know where I'm going
Only know where I been
But you move through my soul like a hurricane wind
We've been so lost for so long
I don't know how to get back again
And we're drowning in the water
That flows under this bridge
When you're fighting the current
You forget how to live
And I wanted to reach you but I don't know where to begin
And you remain
A promise unfulfilled until today
And if we feel the silence
Holding this all inside
Everything means more now than
Words could explain
And if we feel the silence
Leaving this all behind us
When it's gone what will you say
How do we hold on
How do we hold on
How do we hold on
How do we hold on
How do we hold on
You lie awake at night
With blue eyes that never cry
I Don’t Want Your Love (Duran Duran) – Joanna x Billy (Not)
I don't mind if you're keeping someone else behind
I don't care 'cause you've got something I can share
Hey, take a chance, even if it's only
Only while we're dancing in the
Light of your second sight because
When you understand me
You might feel good around me now.
CHORUS
I don't want your love to bring me down
I don't want your love so turn it around
I won't turn you out if you've got someone else
Someone else you care about
Because you must realise
My obsessive fascination is in your imagination
CHORUS
Your rhythym is the power to move me
It's something you control completely
I don't want your love
I don't want your love
I like noise 'cause I like waking up the house
I cannot sit down. I can't shut my mouth
But when you understand me,
You might feel good around me
CHORUS
Your rhythym is the power to move me
It's something you control completely
I don't want your love
I don't want your love
First Time He Kissed A Boy (Kadie Elder) – Billy: No Longer Sweet 14
Troubled face
Headphones on
Forgetting time and place
All he wanted
Feeling stuck
Set him free
Running out of luck
On his knees
First time he kissed a boy
He had never, never known
Cover up is what they told
Feel so cold
First time he kissed a boy
He had never, never loved
Walks on a curvy road
Feel so cold
Keeping back
The ghost inside
Locked him in a pack
All his life
All his life
First time he kissed a boy
He had never, never known
Cover up is what they told
Feel so cold
First time he kissed a boy
He had never, never loved
Walks on a curvy road
Feel so cold
Get lost, get lost, get lost
Get lost, get lost, get lost
Suck me Off (Pussy Boy) - Virginity is Overrated
Ahhh-hhh (X)
I was thinking
About me and you
Alone together
In my room
It's the feeling
Can't shake the thought
I might let you . . .
Suck Me Off (X)
Suck Suck Suck (X)
Unghhhh!
Yeah!
Uh-huh! Oooo!
Ahhh-hhh (X)
Yeah
I will hold you
Don't be scared
I'll paint my face
I'll wear my hair
I'll make it easy
Do what I do
And when i'm ready . . .
I'll Cum On You (X)
Cum Cum Cum (X)
Unghhhh!
Ungghhhhh!
Ungggghhhhh!!
Ahhh-hhh Ooooh (X)
Yyyeah!!
Filthy/Gorgeous (Scissor Sisters) - AJ The Whore
Oh you're so filthy
And I'm gorgeous
When you're walkin' down the street
And a man tries to get your business
And the people that you meet
Want to open you up like Christmas
You gotta wrap your fuzzy with a big red bow
Ain't no sum bitch gonna treat me like a ho
I'm a classy honey kissy huggy lovey dovey ghetto princess
'Cause you're filthy (filthy)
Oooh, and I'm gorgeous (gorgeous)
'Cause you're filthy (filthy)
Oooh, and I'm gorgeous (gorgeous)
You're disgusting
Oooh, and you're nasty
And you can grab me
Oooh 'cause you're nasty
So Nasty
Oh my,
Oh my God
Oh my God
When you're runnin' from a trick
And you trip on a hit of acid
You gotta work for the man
But your biggest moneymakers' flaccid
You gotta keep your shit together
With your feet on the ground
There ain't no one gonna listen
If you haven't made a sound
You're an acid junkie college flunky dirty puppy dirty bastard
'Cause you're filthy (filthy)
Oooh, and I'm gorgeous (gorgeous)
'Cause you're filthy (filthy)
Oooh, and I'm gorgeous (gorgeous)
You're disgusting
Oooh, and you're nasty
And you can grab me
Oooh 'cause you're nasty
'Cause you're filthy (so filthy)
Oooh, and I'm gorgeous (so gorgeous)
'Cause you're filthy (filthy)
Oooh, and I'm gorgeous (gorgeous, glorious)
You're disgusting (oh yeah right there)
And you're nasty (you make me feel so nasty)
You can grab me (drop it)
Oooh 'cause you're nasty
Every day and every night the people they say to me
Miss Honour thank you for the beautiful work that you be doing for our people
Because everytime when you get out of your Corvette Stingray in your white pumps
And your pink ice washed jeans with the matching pink rap fur coat
We say "This thing, you got it going on, you is gorgeous"
And I say "I am so proud to serve you people because I know that with my looks I can achieve Anything in this world"
Yes I got that Revlon contract
Oh yes thank you I'll take that record contract too
Because you know what? I'm gorgeous
And my job with my gorgeousness is to serve the people
Serve, and serve some more
Yes, thank you ladies and gentlemen for letting me do my beautiful workAnd beautifing this beautiful world that is already, already so pretty.
In your city ladies are blessed with the best dressed chest
Don't mess the crest on the best breast
Your the best, not a silicon mess
Sally wants a street, got meet with the freak for this we-e-ek
Sip the beat, till the next week
Le freak
Between the silk she-e-e-e-e-ts.
Filthy
Gorgeous
Filthy
Gorgeous
Glorious
'Cause you're filthy
Oooh, and I'm gorgeous (gorgeous)
'Cause you're filthy
Oooh, and I'm gorgeous
You're disgusting
Oooh, and you're nasty
And you can grab me
Oooh 'cause you're nasty
Taken In (Mike & The Mechanics) - This Isn't What Love Is
Taken in, taken in again
Wrapped around the finger of some fair-weather friend
Caught up in the promises, left out in the end
No pride, taken for a ride
You say I'm the only one when I look in your eyes
I want to believe you but you know how to lie
And if you say you understand I don't believe it
And when you reach out for my hand I don't believe it
And if you say you take the blame I don't believe it
And if say that nothing's changed I don't believe it, don't believe it
Taken in, taken in again
Someone saw me coming, a fool without a friend
There's one born every minute and you're looking at him
And if you say you want me near I don't believe it
And when you're holding back the tears I don't believe it
And when you swear that you are mine I don't believe it
And it's your heart that's on the line I don't believe it, don't believe it
Taken in, taken in again
Wrapped around the finger of some fair-weather friend
Caught up in the promises, left out in the end
No pride, taken for a ride
You say I'm the only one when I look in your eyes
I'd love to believe you but you know how to lie
You say you want me near I don't believe it
And when you're holding back the tears I don't believe it
Oh, there's one born every minute, you're looking at him
Taken in, taken in again
Someone saw me coming, a fool without a friend
I want to believe you, oh
When you say you understand
When you reach out for my hand
Oh, I wish I could believe you
Taken in, taken in again
Pale Shelter (Tears For Fears) - AJ’s Def Not The One
How can I be sure?
When your intrusion is my illusion
How can I be sure
When all the time you changed my mind
I asked for more and more
How can I be sure
When you don't give me love (You gave me pale shelter)
You don't give me love (you give me cold hands)
And I can't operate on this failure
When all I want to be is
Completely in command
How can I be sure
For all you say you keep me waiting
How can I be sure
When all you do is see me through
I asked for more and more
How can I be sure
When you don't give me love (You gave me pale shelter)
You don't give me love (you give me cold hands)
And I can't operate on this failure
When all I want to be is
Completely in command
I've been here before
There is no why, no need to try
I thought you had it all
I'm calling you, I'm calling you
I ask for more and more
How can I be sure
When you don't give me love (You gave me pale shelter)
You don't give me love (you give me cold hands)
And I can't operate on this failure
When all I want to be is
Completely in command
You don't give me loveYou don't give me love
You don't give me loveYou don't give me love
You don't give me loveYou don't give me love
The More you Live, The More You Love (A Flock Of Seagulls) - Lessons Learned
You never give your heart to a stranger
Or tell your secrets to a friend
You'll put your heart in mortal danger
They all desert you in the end
The more you live the more you love
Or so they say
The more you love the more you go away
They say that nothing lasts forever
And even true love turns to pain
Don't trust your feelings to a stranger
Don't want to go through this again
The more you live the more you love
Or so they say
The more you love the more you go away
The more you live the more you love
Or so they say
The more you love the more you go away
Don't ever give your heart to a stranger
Don't ever think that you can go on
You'll put your heart in mortal danger
Turn around and love is gone
The more you live the more you love
Or so they say
The more you love the more you go away
The more you live the more you love
Or so they say
The more you love the more you go away
The more you live the more you love
Or so they say
The more you love the more you go away
Bubble Butt (Major Lazer and Friends) -B-B-B-Bobby Jennette
Bubble Butt
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Turn around, stick it out
Show the world you got a
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Turn around, stick it out
Show the world you got it
Wine, go down, turn and flick it
A boy like me know how fi handle oi wicked
One bat, two balls, swing it like cricket
Pull me locks, slap my ass, make me show you how me wicked
Baby baby mek me tell you 'bout the body yah
Make you vibrate like a Nokia
When me whine and bruk off that body yah
Uh huh, even kartel a happy yah
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Turn around, stick it out
Show the world you got a
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Turn around, stick it out
Show the world you got a
I had a cute thing, buenas noches
By the end of the night my knees are now on your chest
Fuck me bad, let me in, a cardic arrest
Make me come
Make me come
Come, we know you are the best
Who's bad?
Let me wind upon your cock
Tick-tock-tick, riding the clock
Beat it, beat it, beat it bad, let me show you what I've got
I ain't Snoop Dogg, but I'mma drop it like it's hot
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Turn around, stick it out
Show the world you got a
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Turn around, stick it out
Show the world you got a
OK, open up your Bubba Gump, let me see your bumper
The booty so smooth, can't believe is not butter
I go in from under, he hotter than a surfer
I ate the booty fast, I'm about to start burpin'
I burp, burp and re-lick the bottom of the surface
I load in my clip in and told him, 'Don't get nervous'
I'm a Bang Bang Chiddy, bang, Bang, bang killer
Nipple tit dick licker
Ball like a dribble
Put you in a pickle, nibble on my dickle
Why you're tripping? I'm a crazy individual
Never do minimum, drive Benz, Bentley too
Damn, bitch, talk much, I don't want interviews
I'm trying to get into you, into you
Then make you my enemy
Not playing, got the bitch mad
Me don't like flat screen, ass I need a 3D
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Turn around, stick it out
Show the world you got a
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Turn around, stick it out
Show the world you got a
Turn around, stick it out Show the world you got a Bubble butt, bubble, bubble, bubble butt
Love/Paranoia (Tame Impala) - True Lust vs. True Love
I may not be as honest as I ought to be now
When the walls go up, I said it didn't worry me
But it hit me and I cannot hold it in
I can just be paranoid, don't quell the desire to love
What was really going on, does it really fucking matter?
Baby is all you can ask me, ok, fair play here we go
I've heard those words before
Are you sure it was nothing
Cause it made me feel like dying inside
And I was insecure, but it's pure
Didn't notice until I was in love for real
And my feels gonna cross the line
Just to find what your type is
If only I could reach your mind
Oh I'd be fine, I'd be normal
Now's my time, gonna do it
And suddenly I'm the phony one
The only one with a problem
True love it bringing it out of me
The worst of me, and I know now
Do you remember the time we were
The time we were by the ocean
I didn't care if it was day or night
We were right where I wanted
Boy I'm sorry, babe, I'm really really sorry
I may not be as honest as I ought to be now that
When the walls go up, I said it didn't worry me But...
Secret Smile (Semisonic) – Brandon Smiling
Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile
And you use it only for me
Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile
And you use it only for me
So use it and prove it
Remove this whirling sadness
I'm losing I'm bluesing
But you can't save me from madness
Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile
And you use it only for me
Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile
And you use it only for me
So save me I'm waiting
I'm needing, hear me pleading
And soothe me, improve me
I'm grieving, I'm barely believing it now, now
When you are flying around and around the world
And I'm lying a lonely
I know there's something sacred and free reserved
And received by me only
Love (John Lennon) – So This Is Love!
Love is real, real is love
Love is feeling, feeling love
Love is wanting to be loved
Love is touch, touch is love
Love is reaching, reaching love
Love is asking to be loved
Love is you
You and me
Love is knowing
We can be
Love is free, free is love
Love is living, living love
Love is needing to be loved
Kiss me (Sixpence None The Richer) – True Love’s First Kiss
Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
I'll wear those shoes and you will wear that dress.
Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me
Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map
Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me
Kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me
So kiss me
So kiss me
So kiss me
Kiss me out of the bearded barley.
Nightly, beside the green, green grass.
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step.
Cinnamon (Cullen Omori) – Tasting Brandon
Head in my lap, cheeks starting to blush
Got a boy warm to the touch
Five to twelve lost in a song
Keep your guard low and down
So let the tears fall down your chin
Taste like sin, cinnamon
So let the tears fall down your chin
Taste like sin, cinnamon
You know
All we are, my love, is unremarkable
All we are, my love, is unremarkable
All we are, my love, is unremarkable
All we are, my love, is unremarkable
Catch your breath, keep it under control
Take your time, take it slow
A lost cause, a lost soul
More and more, I'm losing my form
So let the sun kiss your skin
Taste like sin, cinnamon
So let the sun kiss your skin
Taste like sin, cinnamon
You know
All we are, my love, is unremarkable
All we are, my love, is unremarkable
All we are, my love, is unremarkable
All we are, my love, is unremarkable
I can hear you through the stall, don't you go and take it all
I can hear you through the stall, don't you go and take it all
Sexual Healing – Remix (Marvin Gay) – Brandon the Addiction
Oh, baby now let's get down tonight
Ooh baby, I'm hot just like an oven
I need some lovin'
And baby, I can't hold it much longer
It's getting stronger and stronger
And when I get that feeling
I want sexual healing
Sexual healing, oh baby
Makes me feel so fine
Helps to relieve my mind
Sexual healing baby, is good for me
Sexual healing is something that's good for me
Whenever blue teardrops are fallin'
And my emotional stability is leaving me
There is something I can do
I can get on the telephone and call you up baby
And honey I know you'll be there to relieve me
The love you give to me will free me
If you don't know the thing you're dealing
Ohh I can tell you, darling, that it's sexual healing
Get up, get up, get up, get up
Let's make love tonight
Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up
'Cause you do it right
Baby, I got sick this mornin'
A sea was stormin' inside of me
Baby, I think I'm capsizin'
The waves are risin' and risin'
And when I get that feeling
I want sexual healing
Sexual healing is good for me
Makes me feel so fine, it's such a rush
Helps to relieve the mind, and it's good for us
Sexual healing, baby, it's good for me
Sexual healing is something that's good for me
Well, it's good for me and it's so good to me my baby, ohh
Come take control, just grab a hold
Of my body and mind, soon we'll be making it, honey
I'll be feeling fine
You're my medicine, open up and let me in
Darling, you're so great, I can't wait for you to operate
I can't wait for you to operate, baby
When I get this feeling
I need sexual healing
When I get this feeling
I need sexual healing
I gotta have sexual healing, darling
'Cause I'm all alone
And I need sexual healing, darling
Till you come back home
Please don't procrastinate
It's not good to masturbate
Ooh baby, I'm hot just like an oven I need some lovin'
And baby, I can't hold it much longer
It's getting stronger
Careless Whisper (George Michael) - Mistakes and Consequences
I feel so unsure
As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
As the music dies, something in your eyes
Calls to mind the silver screen
And all its sad good-byes
I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
Should've known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I've been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you
Time can never mend
The careless whispers of a good friend
To the heart and mind
Ignorance is kind
There's no comfort in the truth
Pain is all you'll find
I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
I should've known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I've been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you
Never without your love
Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we'd want to say
We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But no one's gonna dance with me
Please stay
And I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
Should've known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I've been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you
(Now that you're gone) Now that you're gone
(Now that you're gone) What I did's so wrong, so wrong
That you had to leave me alone
Mad World (Tears For Fears) - A World Without Brandon
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World (X)
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World (X)
Hurting Each Other (The Carpenters) -Unanswered Prayers
No one in the world
Ever had a love as sweet as my love
For nowhere in the wolrd
Could there be a boy as true as you love
All my love
I give gladly to you
All your love
You give gladly to me
Tell me why then
Oh why should it be that
We go on hurting each other
We go on hurting each other
Making each other cry
Hurting each other
Without ever knowing why
Closer than the leaves
On a weepin' willow baby we are
Closer dear are we
Than the simple letters "A" and "B" are
All my life
I could love only you
All your life
You could love only me
Tell me why than
Oh why should it be that
We go on hurting each other
We go on hurting each other
Making each other cry
Hurting each other
Without ever knowing why
Can't we stop hurting each other
Gotta stop hurting each other
Making each other cry
Breaking each other's heart
Tearing each other apart
I’m Already Gone (A Day To Remember) - Broken and Gone
As I look round this make shift moving house
I'm searching for whatever's left of me
It's on the ground in a box that reads lost and found.
It's lost and found.
He said, just let it go.
He said, it's all you've ever known.
And I'm, I'm already gone
I'm already something to someone that I don't know.
When will I know?
And I'm, I'm out making rounds
On every side of town
That I've been through, that I know.
To find my reason to come back home.
I've worked it out you'll always bring me down.
From here on out I'm doing things for me.
I'm impatient now. I'm not the type for life alone,
I need someone.
He said, just let it go.
He said, it's all you've ever know.
And I'm, I'm already gone
I'm already something to someone that I don't know.
When will I know?
And I'm, I'm out making rounds
On every side of town
That I've been through, that I know.
To find my reason to come back home.
With everything that sets me back,
I push back harder to clear the way.
There's not a thing that I regret,
Can't live my life in yesterday.
x2
Life in yesterday.
And I'm, I'm already gone
I'm already something to someone that I don't know.
When will I know?
And I'm, I'm out making rounds
On every side of town
That I've been through, that I know.
To find my reason to come back home.
Lonely In Your Nightmare (Duran Duran) – There’s Always Someone Else In Need of Love
Even on the darkest night when empty promise means empty hand
And soldiers coming home like shadows turning red
And when the lights of hope are fading quickly then look to me
I'll be your homing angel I'll be in your head
Because you're lonely in your nightmare let me in
And there's heat beneath your winter let me in
I see the delta traces living lonely out on the limb
And a passing glimmer warm beneath your skin
Please tread gently on the ground when all around you earth turns to fire
Only get a second chance when danger's on the wind
Because you're lonely in your nightmare let me in
Because there's heat beneath your winter let me in
Must be lucky whether when you find the kind of wind that you need
Come on show me all the light and shade that made your name
I know you've got it in your head I've seen that look before
You've built your refuge turns you captive all the same
Because your lonely in your nightmare let me in
And it's barren in your garden let me in
Because there's heat beneath your winter let me in
Because you're so lonely in your nightmare let me in
And it's cold out on the stone range let me in
Because there's heat beneath your winter let me in
Be My Icon (Duran Duran) – Jimmy LaPlane’s Obsession
I'll follow you, I'll wait for you
You know there's no escape from me
You're more than wallpaper in my room
I write you letters and bring you gifts
I'm going through all your trash
I love you so much
I keep your cigarette butts
Now is the time to come out
Come out of the shadows
No need to be scared
You're gonna be so happy
I built you a shrine
Now you can be my icon
I'm out on the edge
There's no way back inside
All my friends are gone
They didn't understand me
It makes so much sense
It's no coincidence
Just you and I alone here
And I need you, oh
How many hours have I stared
At my face in the mirror
I get worried sometimes
That the image will shatter
No need to be scared
You're gonna be so happy
I built you a shrine
Now you can be my icon
No need to be scared
I built you a shrine
Now you can be my icon
I know this is real, believe it
We belong together
What ever happens
You're gonna be with me forever
Be my icon
You will be my icon
Be my icon
You will be my icon
Be my icon
Hurts Too Much - Remix (Cinnamon Chasers) - Letters From Jimmy
Today is real
But I feel the world is over
There between us
The game is over
And I can't believe the wait is finally over
Is over
It hurts too much
To be apart
That love
To go
I gotta get myself together
Gotta give it up forever
Today is real
And I feel the world is over
There between us
It hurts too much
To be apart
It hurts too much
To be apart
It hurts too much
To be apart
It hurts too much
To be apart
Leave me Alone (FIDLAR) – This Is Billy Having Enough
I’m a stupid
So stupid
And a hopeless
Romantic
I guess I’m damaged
But I’ll manage
In my room all by myself
Being dramatic
Alright I'm lazy
And fucking crazy
And you think I'm putting on some kind of act
But this is me really being me
And you know what's sick
I kinda like it
That nobody I know really lives like this
But I love it
And I’ll say anything you want
Because I’m leaving in the morning
And maybe I should try falling in love
But that just seems so boring
Too late to die young
And too young to burn out
(I'm so burnt out)
Or I can fade away
I just say that I’m happy now leave me alone
Leave me alone!
I’m stupid, so stupid
And nothing in the world's gonna change my mind
So you can suck it!
And I’m perfect, and I’m so worth it
I’m pretty, oh so pretty, look at me
You know you want it!
And I’ll say anything you want
Because I’m leaving in the morning
And maybe I should try to falling in love
But that just seems so boring
Too late to die young
And too young to burn out
(I'm so burnt out)
Or I can fade away
I just say that I’m happy now leave me alone!
Teenage Blue (Dream Girl) – Dying By Degrees
Oh, you and I
Held our hands, told the time
Oh, you and I
Is it the way you and I wait?
My only, my only you
Oh, you and I
Is it the way you and I stay?
Oh, you and I
In my mind, you were mine, baby
My only, my only you
All that I'd ever see all that I'd ever believe is through
All that I'd ever see all that I'd ever believe is blue
Oh, you and I
Held our hands, told the time, baby
Oh, you and I
It's all the same now, You were mine
My only, my only you
After All This Time (Itchyworms) – Melting Ice?
Walking away,
From what I thought would never end
Looking okay,
But deep inside I'm lost in time
It's never over,
What I feel for you
All done (Won't die),
We're all getting older,
But my hearts keeps asking why
Refrain:
Coz' I've thrown away my lucky stars,
And my wishes don't come true
I've been looking up to heaven,
While I'm crying over you
Chorus:
Coz' I can't forget the good times,
We've had when you were mine
I just wonder if you need me still,
After all this time
I just wonder if you need me still,
After all this time
You turned away
I called you back but it's no use
What can I say?
Now, I know I got nothing to lose
Sometimes I still miss you,
I just wanted you to know
I can't be without you,
'Cause my heart never stop,
I just had to give up
Refrain:
So I've thrown away my lucky stars,
And my wishes don't come true
I've been looking up to heaven,
While I'm crying over you
Chorus:
Coz' I can't forget the good times,
We've had when you were mine
I just wonder if you need me still,
After all this time
I just wonder if you need me still,
After all this time
Bridge:
I wanna know if you stopped trying,
You're part of all that I've been through
Where all these years of hoping for you,
Just a waste of time
'Coz whatever I do,
It's no good without you.
Refrain:
Coz' I've thrown away my lucky stars,
And my wishes don't come true
I've been looking up to heaven,
While I'm crying over you
Chorus:
Coz' I can't forget the good times,
We've had when you were mine
I just wonder if you need me still,
After all this time
Wonder if you need me still,
After all this time.
After all this time
After all this time
After all this time
Trust (The Cure) - The Hill, Billy’s Plea
There's no-one left in the world
That i can hold onto
There is really no-one left at all
There is only you
And if you leave me now
You leave all that we were
Undone
There is really no-one left
You are the only one
And still the hardest part for you
Is to put your trust in me
I love you more than i can say
Why won't you just believe? (x2)
Tell Me Why (Nine Pound Shadow) – The Hill, Brandon Questioning
Tired of always waiting
I'm tired of going home
The moment is getting late and
I think we should go
There's something inside you
That's taking its toll
There's something inside you
I think you know
So tell me why you left me here alone
You know I'm sick of all the stories, and now its time to go
And you think I understand you but I don't
And you don't know what this is like
Shadows on the outside
I'm taking a fall
And you say you're going to save me but honey you don't know
I'm way beyond your grasp now
I'm beyond your control
And if I left an empty space here well its nothing you can't sow
So tell me why I just can't let you go
You know ive been around the world and not seen one like you before
And after all this hurt I still love you so
And you don't know what this is like
There must have been something that you could say
There must have been something that you could say
Everyone who tried to love you
You pushed them all away
There must have been something that you could say
To Be Forgiven (George Michael) – Apologies and Acceptance
I'm going down
Won't you help me
Save me from myself
I hear the sound of the memory
Maybe time will tell
Suddenly my life is like a river
Taking me places I don't want to go
But like all good men who swim too well
It takes all that I have just to cry for help
Then that voice in my head tells me no
I'm going down
Won't you help me
Save me from myself
I hear the sound of the memory
Maybe, who can tell
Let me live my life beside the river
Take me to places where a child can grow
And then maybe the boy inside will forsake me
Maybe the child in me will just let me go
I'm going down
The cold, cold water is rushing in
I'm going down
And I would beg to be forgiven
If I knew my sin
Come To Me (Goo Goo Dolls) – Billy and Brandon Together Again!
I'll be kind, if you'll be faithful
You be sweet and I'll be grateful
Cover me with kisses dear
Lighten up the atmosphere
Keep me warm inside our bed
I got dreams of you all through my head
Fortune teller said I'd be free
And that's the day you came to me
Came to me
Come to me my sweetest friend
Can you feel my heart again
I'll take you back where you belong
And this will be our favorite song
Come to me with secrets bare
I'll love you more so don't be scared
And when we're old and near the end
We'll go home and start again
I caught you burnin' photographs
Like that could save you from your past
History is like gravity
It holds you down away from me
You and me, we've both got sins
And I don't care about where you've been
Don't be sad and don't explain
This is where we start again
Start again
Come to me my sweetest friend
Can you feel my heart again
I'll take you back where you belong
And this will be our favorite song
Come to me with secrets bare
I'll love you more so don't be scared
And when we're old and near the end
We'll go home and start again
Start again
Today's the day I'll make you mine
So get me to the church on time
Take my hand in this empty room
You're my love, and I'm your man
Come to me my sweetest friend
This is where we start again,
Again
Come to me my sweetest friend
Can you feel my heart again
I'll take you back where you belong
And this will be our favorite song
Come to me with secrets bare
I'll love you more so don't be scared
When we're old and near the end
We'll go home and start again
Start again
Don’t Dream Its Over (Sixpence None The Richer Cover of Crowded House) - Promises Made
There is freedom within, there is freedom without
Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup
There's a battle ahead, many battles are lost
But you'll never see the end of the road
While you're traveling with me
Hey now, hey now
Don't dream it's over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they won't win
Now I'm towing my car, there's a hole in the roof
My possessions are causing me suspicion but there's no proof
In the paper today tales of war and of waste
But you turn right over to the T.V. page
Hey now, hey now
Don't dream it's over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they won't win
Now I'm walking again to the beat of a drum
And I'm counting the steps to the door of your heart
Only shadows ahead barely clearing the roof
Get to know the feeling of liberation and release
Hey now, hey now
Don't dream it's over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they won't win
Don't let them win (hey now, hey now, hey now, hey now)
Hey now, hey now
Don't let them win (they come, they come)
Don't let them win (hey now, hey now, hey now, hey now)
The Reason (Hoobastank) – Billy’s Truth
I'm not a perfect person
There's many thing I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
Fifteen (Taylor Swift) – Billy and Teenagering
You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
You say "Hi" to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way
It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say,
"You know I haven't seen you around before."
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
Feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen
You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be out of here as soon as we can
And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you think he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin round but
In your life you'll do things greater than dating the boy of the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen
When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found that time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen
La la la la la la la
La la la la la la la
La la la la la la la
Your very first day
Take a deep breath, girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors.
Teenage Dream (Glee Cover of Katy Perry) – Music Shops and Special Visitors
You think I'm pretty without any make-up on
You think I'm funny when I tell the punch line wrong
I know you get me, so I'll let my walls come down, down
Before you meet me I was alright
But things were kinda heavy, you brought me to life
Now every February you'll be my valentine, valentine
Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I we'll be young forever
You make me feel like I'm living a
Teenage Dream, the way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My heart stops when you look at me
Just one touch, now baby, I believe
This is real
So take a chance and don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
We drove to Cali and got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and built a floor out of sheets
I finally found you, my missing puzzle piece, I'm complete
Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I we'll be young forever
You make me feel like I'm living a
Teenage Dream, the way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My heart stops when you look at me
Just one touch, now baby, I believe
This is real
So take a chance and don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
I might get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
You make me feel like I'm living a
Teenage Dream, the way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My heart stops when you look at me
Just one touch, now baby, I believe
This is real
So take a chance and don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
I might get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Lovin' U (Cinnamon Chasers) – Loving Someone Is Always The Right Answer
Lovin' U
Was The Right Thing To Do
Leavin' U
Was The Wrong Thing To Choose
(X)
Hazel Eyes (Maria Ayo) – A Look Brighter Than Stars
As I see your hazel eyes
I am lost within their skies
As I'm loved, I come alive
As I stay with you
As the waves start breaking me
As I'm pushed to farther seas
I am breaking cause I see
How I'm loved by you
And I see you
Youuu
And I see you
Youuu
And I see you
Youuu
And I see you
Youuu
And I see you
I can feel it in my blood
I can hear in the wave
There's a pure relentless blood
Running through my veins
Running through my veins
Running through my veins
Running through my veins
And I see you
Youuu
And I see you
Youuu
And I see you
Youuu
And I see you
Youuu
And I see you
Youuu
And I see you
Youuu
And I see you
Youuu
And I see you
Youuu
And I see you
Youuu
And I see you
Lalalala...
Together (Cinnamon Chasers) – Boys Inseparable
Instrumental
Sexy Boy – Remix (Air) – Just Looking At Him!
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Où sont tes héros
Au corps d'athlète?
Où sont tes idoles
Mal rasés, bien habillés?
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Dans leurs yeux des dollars
Dans leurs sourires des diamants
Moi aussi, un jour
Je serai beau comme un Dieu
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Apollon 2000
Zéro défauts, vingt-et-un ans
C'est l'homme idéal
Charme au masculin
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Sexy boy
Your Sex Is A Dream (Trevor Something) – Sex With Love = Pure Heaven
I fantasize
Its your love that I desire
I close my eyes
And your body takes me high
But can this be true
Is it what it seems
To be here with you
This must be a dream
Your sex is a dream
And I don't want to wake up
Your sex is a dream
And I don't want to wake up
Your sex is a dream
Your body's a desert
And your kiss is a mirage
Delusional pleasure
And your love is a facade
But can this be true
Is it what it seems
To be here with you
This must be a dream
Your sex is a dream
And I don't want to wake up
Your sex is a dream
And I don't want to wake up
Your sex is a dream
The Mess We’re In (P.J. Harvey) – Getting Caught
Can you hear them
The helicopters
I'm in New York
No need for words now
We sit in silence
You look me
In the eye directly
You met me
I think it's wednesday
The evening
The mess we're in
And ooooh...
The city sunset over me
The city sunset over me
Night and day
I dream of
Making love
To you now baby
Love making
On screen
Impossible dream
And I have seen
The sunrise over the river
The freeway
Reminding of
This mess we're in
And ooooh...
The city sunset over me
The city sunset over me
The city sunset over me
The city sunset over me
What were you wanting
What was he wanted
I just wanna say
Don't ever change now baby
I'd thank you
I don't think we will meet again
And you must leave now
Before the sun rises
Above the skycrapers
And the city landscape comes into view
Swell on my skin
Oh
This mess we're in
Ooooh...
The city sunset over me
The city sunset over me
The city sunset over me
The city sunset over me
Distance And Time (Alicia Keys) – Cooling Off Period
This song is dedicated
to all the lovers who cant be together
separated by distance and time
You were always on my mind All I do is count the days
Where are you now?
Know I never let you down
I will never go away
I really wish that you would stay but what would we do
All the days that you've been gone I dream about you
And I anticipate the day that you will come home, home, home
No matter how far you are
No matter how long it takes him
Through distance and time
I'll be waiting
And if you have to walk a million miles
I'll wait a million days to see you smile
Distance and time, I'll be waiting
Distance and time, I'll be waiting
Will you take a train, to meet me where I am
Are you on your way?
And I will never do anything to hurt you
I'll never live without you
I really wish that you would stay but what would we do
All the days that you've been gone I dreamed about you
And I anticipate the day that you will come home, home, home
No matter how far you are
No matter how long it takes him
Distance and time, I'll be waiting
And if you have to walk a million miles
I'll wait a million days to see you smile
Distance and time
I'll be waiting
No matter how far you are
No matter how long it takes him
Through distance and time, I'll be waiting
And you can walk a million miles
I'll wait a million days to see you smile
Through distance and time, I'll be waiting
Oh oh oh, oh
Oh oh oh, hey
Oh oh oh oh
I'll be waiting
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Through distance and time
I'll be waiting
You are always on my mind
All I do is count the days
Where are you now?
Pretty Boy (Young Galaxy) – The Prettiest Boy In School
When we were lost
We found each other
And headed sightless for the sea.
We had no way
Misfit and stray
Living beyond both muse and pity.
And I know you feel isolated
And I feel what you won't say
I don't care if the disbelievers
Don't understand, you're my pretty boy, always.
I felt no pain
When you changed your name
We were each other's only family.
Walking away
Would change the way
And I know you feel isolated
And I feel what you won't say
I don't care if the disbelievers
Don't understand, you're my pretty boy, always.
And I know you feel isolated
And I feel what you won't say
I don't care if the disbelievers don't understand
You're my pretty boy.
And I know you feel isolated
And I feel what you won't say
I don't care if the disbelievers don't understand
You're my pretty boy, always.
Always.
Not Enough Time (INXS) – Even Forever Wouldn’t Be Enough
And I was lost for words
In your arms
Attempting to make sense
Of my aching heart
If I could just be
Everything and everyone to you
This life would just be so easy
Not enough time for all
That I want for you
Not enough time for every kiss
And every touch and all the nights
I wanna be inside you
We will make time stop
For the two of us
Make time stop
And listen for our sighs
Not enough time for all
That I want for you
Not enough time for every kiss
And every touch and all the nights
I wanna be inside you
In our fight against the end
Making love we are immortal
We are the last two left on earth
And I was lost for words
In your arms
Attempting to make sense of
My aching heart
If I could just be everything
And everyone to you
Not enough time for all
That I want for you
Not enough time for every kiss
Not enough time for all my love
Not enough time for every touch
Not enough time for all
That I want for you
Not enough time for every kiss
And every touch and all the nights
I wanna be inside you
In Your Eyes (Glee Cover of Peter Gabriel) – Living In Brandon's Eyes
Love I get so lost sometimes
Days pass
And this emptiness fills my heart
When I want to run away
I drive off in my car
But whichever way I go
I come back to the place you are
All my instincts
They return
The grand façade
So soon will burn
Without a noise
Without my pride
I reach out from the inside
In your eyes
The light, the heat
I am complete
I see the doorway
To a thousand churches
The resolution
Of all the fruitless searches
Oh, I see the light and the heat
Oh, All I want to be that complete
All I want is touch the light
The heat I see in your eyes
Love
I don't like to see so much pain
So much wasted
And this moment keeps slipping away
I get so tired
Working so hard for our survival
I look to the time with you
To keep me awake and alive
And all my instincts
They return
And the grand façade
So soon will burn
Without a noise
Without my pride
I reach out from the inside
In your eyes, in your eyes
In your eyes, in your eyes
In your eyes The light the heat
In your eyes
I am complete
In your eyes
I see the doorway
To a thousand churches
In your eyes
The resolution
In your eyes
Of all the fruitless searches
Oh, I see the light and the heat
In your eyes
Oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light
The heat I see in your eyes
In your eyes, in your eyes
In your eyes, in your eyes
In your eyes, in your eyes
I Can’t Ever Get Enough Of You (Darren Hayes) – Insatiable Love
Darren Hayes - I Can't Ever Get Enough Of You Lyrics | MetroLyrics
Well I know that I have only ever held your hand
But just one touch is more than enough to understand
There's a master plan
And although I know I don't believe in destiny
Maybe it found me
Now my world is filled with so many things
But nothing compares to the touch of your skin
There's a symphony
And a melody that plays whenever you're around
I think I've been found
I can see the sun
And I can feel the rain
I can hear the wind call your name
I can feel your love
But there's one thing I can't do
I can't ever get enough of you
Now I know that in the past I've been much too keen
But your eyes are the kindest that I've ever seen
I guess there are some things you just know
There's a voice inside telling me to hold on
And never let you go
There's a tune that plays
It's a sacred sound It's a symphony
I hear whenever you're around
Now my world is filled
With a whisper of love and a promise of tomorrow
I can see the sun
And I can feel the rain
I can hear the wind call your name
I can feel your love
But there's one thing I can't do
I can't ever get enough of you
When we make love I lose track of time
I can't count all the colors I see in your eyes
And while your heart beats in mine, it's true
I can't ever get enough of you
Now my world is filled with so many things
But nothing compares to the touch of your skin
There's a symphony
And a melody that plays whenever you're around
I think I've been found
I can see the sun
And I can feel the rain
I can hear the wind call your name
I can feel your love
But there's one thing I can't do
I can't ever get enough of you
I can see the sun
And I can feel the rain
I can hear the wind call your name
I can feel your love
But there's one thing I can't do
I can't ever get enough of you

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Taryn's Song

By MrM, August 5, 2018

Track List
Closed Doors (Message To Bears) - Overture: Taryn Inside Looking Out For Adrian (Many Years Ago) (Mark Tulk) - Taryn’s Song Darkest Dreaming (David Sylvian) - Taryn’s Dreams of Escape Shattered Dreams (Johnny Hates Jazz) - The Last Straw Shake Dog Shake (The Cure) - A Fateful Decision Leave In Silence (Depeche Mode) - Stealing Away Into The Night Dirty Blvd. (Lou Reed) - Taryn and Alec on the Cold Streets of Chicago To The Ends Of The Earth (The Unfinished) - Homeless and Hungry If Only Tonight We Could Sleep (The Cure) - Survival: Failing Letting Go (Wild Nothing) - Realities and Realizations You Found Me (The Fray) - When Comes The Beautiful Stranger Indigo Eyes (Peter Murphy) - Trevor Cry Little Sister (Marilyn Manson) - Discovering The Sleeping Undead The Hopeless (Velvet Acid Christ) - Alec Is Sick After The Fall (Chelsea Wolfe) - From Bad To Worse Lost Little Boys (Fatherson) - It Just Isn’t Working God Bless The Child (Annie Lennox) - Taryn’s Choice Abandoned (Antarctic Wastelands) - A Promise Never Kept Age Of Consent (Arcade Fire) - Taryn Consents Darkness (Disturbed) - Taryn’s Last Day When Love And Death Embrace (HIM) - Taryn: Gone From Daylight Dark Shores - The Anchor By The Lake Forever Young (OneDirection) - A Light In The Darkness Ocean Eyes (American Avenue) - Justin Time A Time For Us (André Rieu) - Love Found In The Darkness ————————————
Closed Doors (Message To Bears) - Taryn Inside Looking Out

Instrumental Overture

For Adrian (Many Years Ago) (Mark Tulk) - Taryn’s Song

Many years ago
When only boy
So many years ago

Many years ago
At the age of eight
So many years ago

Many years ago
You took me aside
To a darkened room
Closed the door

On a moonless night
The curtains were drawn
I wanted to run
But I didn’t know why

Many years ago
When only boy
So many years ago

Many years ago
At the age of eight
So many years ago

You took my hand
As you loosened your belt
I started to shake
I didn’t know why

You held me down
With your Policeman’s hands
And ordered me not
To make any sound

Many years ago (X4)

Many years ago
You took me aside
To a darkened room
And closed the door

On a moonless night
The curtains were drawn
I wanted to run
But I didn’t know why

Many years ago
As I was starting to gag
So many years ago

Many years ago
At the age of eight
So many years ago

You let go of my hand
And tightened your belt
I fumbled for the door
I tried not to cry

The light of the hall
It blinded my eyes
I swallowed the words
You planted inside

“Tell Mommy or Daddy and I’ll take them away.” (X)

Darkest Dreaming (David Sylvian) - Taryn’s Dreams of Escape

Stay tonight
We'll watch the full moon rising
Hold on tight
The sky is breaking

I don't ever want to be alone
With all my darkest dreaming

Hold me close
The sky is breaking

I don't ever want to be alone
With all my darkest dreaming

Hold me close
The sky is breaking

Shattered Dreams (Johnny Hates Jazz) - The Last Straw

So much for your promises
They died the day you let me go
Caught up in a web of lies
But it was just too late to know

I thought it was you
Who would stand by my side
And now you've given me, given me
Nothing but shattered dreams, shattered dreams
Feel like I could run away, run away
From this empty heart

You said you'd die for me,
Woke up to reality
And found the future not so bright
I dreamt the impossible
That maybe things could work out right

I thought it was you
Who would do me no wrong
But now you've given me, given me
Nothing but shattered dreams, shattered dreams
Feel like I could run away, run away
From this empty heart

You've given me, given me
Nothing but shattered dreams, shattered dreams
Feel like I could run away, run away

From this empty heart
From this empty heart

I thought it was you who said they'd die for love

And now you've given me, given me
Nothing but shattered dreams, shattered dreams
Feel like I could run away, run away
From this empty heart

You've given me, given me
Nothing but shattered dreams, shattered dreams
Feel like I could run away, run away
From this empty heart

Oh no no no you said you'd die for me
Oh oh die for me
So much for your promises

Shake Dog Shake (The Cure) - A Fateful Decision

Ha ha ha
Wake up in the dark
The after-taste of anger in the back of my mouth
Spit it on the wall
And cough some more
And scrape my skin with razor blades
And make up in the new blood
And try to look so good
Follow me
Make up in the new blood
And follow me to where the real fun is

Ha ha ha
As stale and selfish as a sick dog
Spurning sex like an animal of god
I'll tear your red hair by the roots
And hold you blazing
Hold you cherished in the dead electric light
Your face
I'll never see you this way again
I captured it so perfectly
As if I knew you'd disappear away

Shake shake shake shake
Shake shake shake shake
Shake dog shake
Shake shake shake shake
Shake shake shake shake
Shake dog shake

You hit me again
You howl and hit me again
The same sharp pain
Wakes me in the dark
And cuts me from my throat to my pounding heart

My heart
My shaking heart
My howl my shake dog
Oh shake dog shake
Shake shake
Shake dog shake

But we slept all night in the virgin's bed
And dreamed of death
And breathed like sick dogs
We slept all night in the virgin's bed
And breathed like death
And dreamed of sick dogs

Shake shake
Shake dog shake
Wake up wake up wake up
Shake dog shake
Wake up wake up wake up

Shake dog shake
Wake up in the new blood
Make up in the new blood
Shake up in the new blood
And follow me to where the real fun is
Shake dog shake

Leave In Silence (Depeche Mode) - Stealing Away Into The Night

I've told myself so many times before
But this time I think I mean it for sure
We have reached a full stop
Nothing's gonna save us from the big drop
Reached our natural conclusion
Outlived the illusion
I hate being in these situations
That call for diplomatic relations
If I only knew the answer
Or I thought we had a chance
Or I could stop this

I would stop this thing from spreading like a cancer
What can I say? (I don't want to play) anymore
What can I say? I'm heading for the door
I can't stand this emotional violence

Leave in silence

We've been running around in circles all year
Doing this and that and getting nowhere
This'll be the last time
(I think I said that last time)
If I only had a potion,
Some magical lotion
That could stop this, I would stop this

I would set the wheels in motion
What can I say? (I don't want to play) anymore
What can I say? I'm heading for the door
I can't stand this emotional violence

Leave in silence

Dirty Blvd. (Lou Reed) - Taryn and Alec on the Cold Streets of Chicago

Pedro lives out of the Wilshire Hotel
he looks out a window without glass
The walls are made of cardboard, newspapers on his feet
his father beats him 'cause he's too tired to beg

He's got 9 brothers and sisters
they're brought up on their knees
it's hard to run when a coat hanger beats you on the thighs
Pedro dreams of being older and killing the old man
but that's a slim chance he's going to the boulevard

He's going to end up, on the dirty boulevard
he's going out, to the dirty boulevard
He's going down, to the dirty boulevard

This room cost 2, 000 dollars a month
you can believe it man it's true
somewhere a landlord's laughing till he wets his pants
No one here dreams of being a doctor or a lawyer or anything
they dream of dealing on the dirty boulevard

Give me your hungry, your tired your poor I'll piss on 'em
that's what the Statue of Bigotry says
Your poor huddled masses, let's club 'em to death
and get it over with and just dump 'em on the boulevard

Get to end up, on the dirty boulevard
going out, to the dirty boulevard
He's going down, on the dirty boulevard
going out

Outside it's a bright night
there's an opera at Lincoln Center
movie stars arrive by limousine
The klieg lights shoot up over the skyline of Manhattan
but the lights are out on the Mean Streets

A small kid stands by the Lincoln Tunnel
he's selling plastic roses for a buck
The traffic's backed up to 39th street
the TV whores are calling the cops out for a suck

And back at the Wilshire, Pedro sits there dreaming
he's found a book on magic in a garbage can
He looks at the pictures and stares at the cracked ceiling
"At the count of 3" he says, "I hope I can disappear”

And fly fly away, from this dirty boulevard
I want to fly, from dirty boulevard
I want to fly, from dirty boulevard
I want to fly-fly-fly-fly, from dirty boulevard
I want to fly away
I want to fly
Fly, fly away
I want to fly
Fly-fly away (Fly a-)
fly-fly-fly (-way, ooohhh...)
Fly-fly away (I want to fly-fly away)
fly away (I want to fly, wow-woh, no, fly away)

To The Ends Of The Earth (The Unfinished) - Homeless and Hungry

A Desperate Instrumental

If Only Tonight We Could Sleep (The Cure) - Survival: Failing

If only tonight we could sleep
In a bed made of flowers
If only tonight we could fall
In a deathless spell
If only tonight we could slide
Into deep black water

And breathe
And breathe

Then an angel would come
With burning eyes like stars
And bury us deep
In his velvet arms
And the rain would cry
As our faces slipped away
And the rain would cry

Don't let it end

Letting Go (Wild Nothing) - Realities and Realizations

[Verse 1]
It's getting hard for me to reframe all those shifting memories
Like a music box that never starts dancing by itself
What a broken world, what a broken world
It is my only wish to see you, to see through you
I step inside

[Chorus]
Letting go
I want to be happier now
I want to be more than closed
Surreal, the way you made me out
The way you crashed me down

[Verse 2]
It's getting hard for me to remember all of the names from my life
You've been so many different kinds of people in my mind

[Chorus]
Letting go
I want to be happier now
I want to be more than closed
Surreal, the way you made me out
Letting go
I want to be happier now
I want to be more than closed
Surreal, the way you made me out
The way you crashed me down

[Instrumental Bridge]

[Chorus]
Letting go
I want to be happier now
I want to be more than closed
Surreal, the way you made me out
Letting go
I want to be happier now
I want to be more than closed
Surreal, the way you made me out
The way you crashed me down

You Found Me (The Fray) - When Comes The Beautiful Stranger

I found God on the corner of First in Amistad
Where the west was all but won
All alone
Smoking his last cigarette
I said where you been?
He said, ask anything

Where were you
When everything was falling apart?
All my days
Spent by the telephone
That never rang
And all I needed was a call
That never came
From the corner of First and Amistad

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you, where were you?

Just a little late
You found me, you found me
In the end
Everyone ends up alone
Losing her
The only one who's ever known
Who I am, who I'm not, and who I wanna be
No way to know
How long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you, where were you?

Just a little late
You found me, you found me
Early morning
City breaks
I've been calling
For years and years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
You never send me no letters
You got some kind of nerve
Taking all I want

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Where were you? Where were you?
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you, where were you?

Just a little late
You found me, you found me
Why'd you have to wait
To find me?
To find me?

Indigo Eyes (Peter Murphy) - Trevor

Fire burning in a hill
The lines are rocky rough
Red angels wait to pick remains
The cindered shoulder
Of confused men
Separate from their awe
With grey desire
He looks out mad
His soft grey indigo eyes
Indigo eyes...
Asking

His heaven is uncovered not
A black tree blocks his way
His way is skating round a dome
(His way is in dismay)
The playmate sings
Like Orpheus in some thunder world
Asking to be bathed in light
To be exemplified

With grey desire he looks out mad
His soft grey indigo eyes

Saw his past
He had dug for trust
With blind infected hands
And wondered as the hurt bit hard
Why the sacred weren't at hand
Only when his ears were deaf
To the angels light burst waves
Only when his ears were deaf
Did life turn from fog to fog
But not evil but estranged
But not evil but estranged

Indigo eyes, Indigo eyes
Indigo eyes, Indigo eyes

With grey desire
He looks out mad
His soft grey
Indigo eyes
Indigo eyes

Cry Little Sister (Marilyn Manson) - Discovering The Sleeping Undead

[Verse 1]
Last fire will rise behind those eyes
Black house will rock, blind boys don't lie
Immortal fear, that voice so clear
Through broken walls, that scream I hear

[Chorus]
Cry, little sister (Thou shall not fall)
Come, come to your brother (Thou shall not die)
Unchain me, sister (Thou shall not fear)
Love is with your brother (Thou shall not kill)

[Verse 2]
Blue masquerade, strangers look on
When will they learn this loneliness?
Temptation heat beats like a drum
Deep in your veins, I will not lie

[Chorus]
Little sister (Thou shall not fall)
Come, come to your brother (Thou shall not die)
Unchain me, sister (Thou shall not fear)
Love is with your brother (Thou shall not kill)

[Bridge]
My Shangri-La, I can't forget
Why you were mine, I need you now

Cry, little sister
Come, come to your brother
Unchain me, sister
Love is with your brother

[Chorus]
Cry, little sister (Thou shall not fall)
Love is with your brother (Thou shall not die)
Unchain me, sister (Thou shall not fear)
Love, love is with your brother (Thou shall not kill)

Cry, little sister (Thou shall not fall)
Love is with your brother (Thou shall not die)
Unchain me, sister (Thou shall not fear)
Love is with your brother (Thou shall not kill)

The Hopeless (Velvet Acid Christ) - Alec Is Sick

A force fed lie, our dead dream
Awake upon a staircase
Start looking downward into Hell

Where the last life screamed and we screeched
"We're always, always a bloody mess, a bloody mess"
Lying hole, tired eyes, you're screeching
You're scraping the bone with your life

Into a dream, we will fade
Hopeless, the hopeless, the hopeless, the hopeless
The hopeless, the hopeless, the hopeless
They're calling of the dead, calling of the dead

You liars, and your face
And your eyes separate the fear, the lies, the fate
Set into eyes, the calling of the dead
Image in the light, they calling you dead

They won't believe signs, they don't believe your cries
They always open eyes, and the light all over your head, your head
Time distortion, crawling onto your knees
Crawl onto the floor, get off your feet

A lie in the wake, spiralling down
Glass feeling moments all over your arms, over your arms
Condemned, force fed, force fed, you're calling dead

Feeling your flesh ripped apart with Heaven and Hell
The conflict of everything was sent from Heaven and Hell
The conflict of disease, the life-long breeding season

For your lips, you'll take away the life that was given so easily
Now all becomes the entity of hate, shows you hate
Shows you light, shows you everything. everything
The fading light, a broken dream
You're everything, your everything

Kneel to the floor, get off your knees
Raise up to the light, you won't feel a thing
Inject the needle, inject the time
Kill all the light with forces of the night

Always a lost day, always a hopeless brain
Always everything, always force fed
Into your head, into head, into your life
Where you dream, that's where you go

That's how it lives, that's how you know pain
No choice, no life, no choice, no freedom
Just separation, segregation, the annihilation
Annihilation, annihilation, annihilation

After The Fall (Chelsea Wolfe) - From Bad To Worse

Nothing will keep us apart
I said nothing will keep us apart
I know that you'll find me there

I know that you'll find me
After the fall
I know that you're waiting
I know that you'll find me there

After the fall
I know that you're waiting
Ready to run

Chasing the sun
I can't wake up
Scream and run
Don't let them win

Nothing will keep us apart

I know that you'll find me
After the fall
I know that you're waiting
I know that you'll find me there

After the fall
I know that you're waiting
Ready to run

Chasing the sun
I can't wake up
Scream and run
Don't let them win

Nothing will keep us apart

Go on, drive into the morning
Never give up
Never give in

Lost Little Boys (Fatherson) - It Just Isn’t Working

[Verse 1]
It's a cold summers night
Are you beside me? I can't tell
I need your help
I need it honestly
I can't stand up right these days
But you owe me that
Yeah, you owe me that

[Chorus 1]
Cause we're just lost little boys
Making a name for ourselves

[Verse 2]
It's a cold summers night
Are you beside me, in good health?
I need your help
I need it honestly
I can't stand up right these days
But you owe me that
Yeah, you owe me that

[Chorus 2]
Cause we're just lost little boys
Making a name for ourselves
And we're just lost little boys
Making such fools of ourselves

[Bridge]
I'm not one for second chances, I'm just lost
If I'd stopped then I really would be giving up now
But I'm not one for second chances
I've never been one for second chances
And I'm not one for second chances
I've never been one for second chances

[Chorus 3]
Cause we're just lost little boys
Making a name for ourselves
And we're just lost litle boys
Making a name for ourselves
And we're just lost little boys
Making such fools of ourselves

God Bless The Child (Annie Lennox) - Taryn’s Choice

Them that's got shall have
Them that's not shall lose
So the Bible said and it still is news
Mama may have, Papa may have
But God bless the child that's got his own, that's got his own

Yes, the strong gets more
While the weak ones fade
Empty pockets don't ever make the grade
Mama may have, Papa may have
But God bless the child that's got his own, that's got his own

Money, you've got lots of friends
They're crowding around your door
But when you're gone and spending ends
They don't come no more
Rich relations give crust of bread and such
You can help yourself, but don't take too much
Mama may have, Papa may have
But God bless the child that's got his own, that's got his own

Money you've got lots of friends
They're crowding around your door
But when you're gone and spending ends
They don't come no more
Rich relations give crust of bread and such
You can help yourself, but don't take too much
Mama may have, Papa may have
But God bless the child that's got his own, that's got his own

Here just don't worry about nothing cause he's got his own
Yes, he's got his own

Abandoned (Antarctic Wastelands) - A Promise Never Kept

A cold adagio for the lost.

Age Of Consent (Arcade Fire) - Taryn Consents

Won't you please let me go
These words lie inside they hurt me so
And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you
Just what I want to do
I'm not the kind that needs to tell you
Just what you want me to

I saw you this morning
I thought that you might like to know
I received your message in full a few days ago
I understood every word that it said
And now that I've actually heard it
You're going to regret

And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you
Just what you want me to
You're not the kind that needs to tell me
About the birds and the bees

Do you find this happens all the time
Crucial point one day becomes a crime
And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you
Just what I want to do
I'm not the kind that needs to tell you

I've lost you [x5]
I've lost you [x5]
I've lost you [x5]

Darkness (Disturbed) - Taryn’s Last Day

Don't turn away
I pray you've heard
The words I've spoken
Dare to believe
Over one last time
Then I'll let the

Darkness cover me
Deny everything
Slowly walk away
To breathe again
On my own

Carry me away
I need your strength
To get me through this
Dare to believe
Over one last time
Then I'll let the

Darkness cover me
Deny everything
Slowly walk away
To breathe again
On my own
On my own
On my own
On my own
On my own

Dare to believe
Over one last time
Then I'll let the

Darkness cover me
Deny everything
Slowly walk away
To breathe again
On my own
On my own

When Love And Death Embrace (HIM) - Taryn: Gone From Daylight

I'm in love with you
And it's crushing my heart
All I want is you
To take me into your arms
When love and death embrace

I love you
And you're crushing my heart
I need you
Please take me into your arms

When love and death embrace
When love and death embrace
When love and death embrace

Oh oh ohhh
When love and death embrace
Oh oh when love and death embrace

Oh oh
When love and death embrace

When love and death
When love and death
When love and death embrace

Oh When love and death embrace
Oh When love and death embrace
Oh When love and death embrace
Oh When love and death embrace

Dark Shores (Stand Of Oaks) - The Anchor By The Lake

Minerals formed by the rain
Whispers echo deep inside the cave
On an ice moon where all our fathers’ live
We’ll go there to find some rest
I spent most of my life
Wandering in the wasted hours
I spent most of my life
Wandering in the wasted hours
Storm clouds gather around our heads
Black birds circle waiting to be fed
I’ll build a house on these dark shores
Past lives won’t bother anymore
They won’t find me here
(I spent most of my life, wandering in the wasted hours)

Forever Young (OneDirection) - A Light In The Darkness

Let's dance in style, let's dance for a while
Heaven can wait, we're only watching the skies
Hoping for the best but expecting the worst
Are you gonna drop the bomb or not?

Let us die young or let us live forever
We don't have the power but we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit, life is a short trip
The music's for the sad men

Can you imagine when this race is won
Turn our golden faces into the sun
Praising our leaders, we're getting in tune
The music's played by the mad men

Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever, forever and ever?
Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever? Forever young

Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later, they all will be gone
Why don't they stay young?

It's so hard to get old without a cause
I don't want to perish like a fading horse
Youth's like diamonds in the sun
And diamonds are forever

So many adventures couldn't happen today
So many songs we forgot to play
So many dreams swinging out of the blue
We let them come true

Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever, forever and ever?
Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever, forever and ever?

Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever?

Ocean Eyes (American Avenue) - Justin Time

(Reprise from ‘Gone From Daylight’)

Time For Us (André Rieu) - Love Found In The Darkness

Instrumental Reprise of Taryn and Justin’s Love Theme

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AIDS And The Band Played On . . .

By MrM, December 1, 2016

A fairly effective film about the early days of AIDS from its discovery through the political machinations of its progress through the 1980s.

A story every young gay man and woman should know.

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Live!

By MrM, June 3, 2016

"Don’t commit suicide because that’s what they want – If you commit suicide, they win. Choose life if only to spite them and p*** them off."

~Genesis P Orridge of the influential band Throbbing Gristle.

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Now Chil The Kite Brings Home The Night.....

By MrM, May 31, 2016

Now Chil the Kite brings home the night
That Mang the Bat sets free--
The herds are shut in byre and hut,
For loosed till dawn are we.
This is the hour of pride and power,
Talon and tush and claw.
Oh, hear the call!--Good hunting all
That keep the Jungle Law!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Mowgli's Brothers
by Rudyard Kipling

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Becoming A Gentleman

By MrM, September 29, 2015

A fine read and bit of instruction for anyone in need of addressing one's own lack of civility or in imparting such civility upon one's distinguished characters from their tales. This book is the standard of every man who wished to comport themselves as a gentleman of distinction in English High Society.

The Gentlemen's Book of Etiquette, and Manual of Politeness:

http://www.gutenberg.org/files/39293/39293-h/39293-h.htm

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A Shocking Secret Shame

By MrM, August 17, 2015

Upon doing some research for my next story I came across this article.
I had no idea that it was this bad for men who have been raped.

Some dark places in this world are unbelievable barbaric!

http://www.theguardian.com/society/2011/jul/17/the-rape-of-men

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"o Thou, My Lovely Boy..."

By MrM, August 5, 2015

O thou, my lovely boy, who in thy pow'r

Dost hold time’s fickle glass, his sickle hour,

Who hast by waning grown, and therein show’st

Thy lovers withering, as thy sweet self grow’st—

If nature, sovereign mistress over wrack,

As thou goest onwards still will pluck thee back,

She keeps thee to this purpose: that her skill

May time disgrace, and wretched minute kill.

Yet fear her, O thou minion of her pleasure;

She may detain, but not still keep, her treasure.

Her audit, though delayed, answered must be,

And her quietus is to render thee.

William Shakespeare ~ Sonnet 126

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It's The End Of The World As We Know It....and I Feel Fine?

By MrM, July 9, 2015

I found this article entertaining:

http://www.theguardian.com/science/brain-flapping/2015/jun/29/same-sex-marriage-ruin-civilisation-science

It contains British Humour so I hope none of you are offended or confused by it.

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Erin Go Brah

By MrM, May 24, 2015

A big congratulations to my cousins on the Emerald Isle.

The Irish people now have a freedom many gay people still do not have here in the United States.

It may serve as a major indicator of the great change in our lives as gay men and women that we are on the verge of experiencing. Near universal acceptance in the Western World.

You must understand how deeply rooted in the Catholic Culture Ireland is. Of all the nations in Europe, and most certainly in Western Europe, it has been the most conservative and resistant to social change. To see that Gay Marriage is now legal there after just 22 years of legal homosexuality is very encouraging and then to know that Ireland is the first nation in the world to make Gay Marriage a part of the constitution is revolutionary!

It is my dream to one day visit my ancestral home. I now have even more fuel to power that dream.

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Adagio Adagio Character Gallery

By MrM, January 20, 2017

The Adagio Character Gallery: http://m.imgur.com/a/AngUQ

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Grief Counseling The Fruits Of Grief

By MrM, November 20, 2016

Grief teaches us lessons in compassionate love. What we perceive as an unendurable trial later reveals itself as a mighty tool to assist someone else who needs help.

In times of grief take strength that upon its survival you will become more powerful than you can possibly imagine.

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The Seashell The Seashell Character Gallery

By MrM, August 23, 2016

The Character Gallery: http://m.imgur.com/a/eYReO

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Souvenir La Galerie Du Souvenir

By MrM, August 17, 2016

Voilà:
http://m.imgur.com/a/VzXcD

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Brandon Billy Chase Brandon Smiling Character Gallery

By MrM, August 3, 2016

Characters: Brandon Smiling: From the Billy Chase Chronicles
http://m.imgur.com/a/Zb9Bv

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Snowflake Characters Gallery Snowflake Character Gallery

By MrM, August 1, 2016

Characters: Snowflake: A Love Story:

https://m.imgur.com/a/Y6GjU

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Brandon Bitner

By MrM, December 10, 2015

For me, story research on the Internet often invokes whisperings and promptings from those in spirit. This sweet soul led me to his story. His final wish was that his story be told so that others could avoid his fate by stopping the cruel torment of bullies.

I encourage you to explore the world of Brandon Bitner, a beautiful child who fled from this world to escape his tormentors. Share his story if you are so inclined. He will love that you would do this for him and his memory.

http://www.brandonbitner.org

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Mirrors

By MrM, June 18, 2015

The Boy asks: "What's in the future?"

The Master turns, points to a mirror hanging on the wall and bids the Boy to look, and answers: "Mirror, Mirror on the wall."

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On A Dead Child By Middleton

By MrM, May 2, 2015

ON A DEAD CHILD by Richard Barham Middleton

Man proposes, God in His time disposes,
And so I wander'd up to where you lay,
A little rose among the little roses,
And no more dead than they.

It seemed your childish feet were tired of straying,
You did not greet me from your flower-strewn bed,
Yet still I knew that you were only playing --
Playing at being dead.

I might have thought that you were really sleeping,
So quiet lay your eyelids to the sky,
So still your hair, but surely you were peeping;
And so I did not cry.

God knows, and in His proper time disposes,
And so I smiled and gently called your name,
Added my rose to your sweet heap of roses,
And left you to your game.

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Time The Illusion

By MrM, February 20, 2015

Time is an illusion that we cast by the frailty of our organic machine-bodies. But the mind and the soul are not finite. They persist.

Time is an illusion we cast for ourselves in a world of clocks and watches to meter out the days of our lives. But the foundations of creation do not speak to time. The universe lives and breaths in a never ending cycle of creation, reformation, and recreation.

The universe speaks of change, not death. What was once one thing gives way to the same thing in another form.

Therefore, our finite thinking is an illusion, just as the real persistence of memory still exists under this perceived degeneration of it in dali's picture.

We are immortal entities...let us try to think and act like them rather than as scared animals living for their own deaths.

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