Silven

This is a glimpse of mine and others lives through the poetry I have written about the things that anyone can go through.

Without Reason Shattered within never to be fully whole Not knowing all the reasons behind it Tattered and torn within ever hidden Giving up naught the internal struggle Ever condemned to this cycle of mine Without control to guide my life All understanding is lost to myself Incomprehensible memories never to leave Plunging into my complicated mind Seeking an endgame to this horror Divulging secrets never to be told Hoping to ease the longsuffering Bri

Mystery Assuming you know who I am You had better take another look Never as I appear to be Only what I wish others to see Giving to the world Following my heart so true Driven by passions and love Headed into life unashamed Learning how to act Changing at will Mostly myself Never giving up Not knowing the meaning of defeat Surviving at all costs Gaining ground toward my goal Seeking the one I love Ever moving forward

My Hero As I sit here and bear my soul to you You learn things you never wanted to know I am sorry that I must tell them to you So that I will be able to accept myself I appreciate it that you agreed to listen And give me all of the help that you can I have an idea how hard it will be for you To just sit there and listen and not judge me You do your best to show me that how I feel Is ok as long as I can accept it and live with it No matter how long you

Am I Ready Deep inside I know what I am Unsure how to show the world yet I keep coming back to thinking Why must this be so hard for me Without having any real clue why Just knowing that it matters to me I push myself to learn the reasons why I can not accept me for who I am Searching within myself for the whole truth Hoping to find what really holds me back Wondering if I can ever allow myself To tell the world how special I am Believing that once I a

Simple Necklace This necklace that I wear so proudly Proves to me all of the promises that I made I will do everything in my power to keep them So that others will be able to trust me again I know what I say means so little to everyone else And that my actions will prove my intentions I understand that you need more than words But this necklace is my reminder forever

Keeping Self Listening to your instincts as they shout Telling you to be alert and aware of others Looking for the signs of reckless contempt Vigilantly keeping up the necessary defenses Guiding others beliefs about who you are Keeping them far enough away to be blind Not wanting to keep yourself hidden forever Just trying to avoid pain and suffering

My Midnight As I work away my life Just to keep me comfortable I will forever wonder What life could be like To have enough time To entertain my dreams

Chilled Brains Not completely caring What I may do or say Believing it can last forever Even though it is false Forgotten are the things That I needed to do Always looking for a chance For me to feed my brain

Forever In A Cell Within this fortress I have built I have locked away what I fear It holds my deepest desires Forever shall they be kept No matter how much pain this causes Or what I must do for it to be this way I have decided many years ago That this is what has to happen For me to protect all those I love so dearly

Irreparable View Staring into this mirror Unsure of what I see Knowing it is my fault Not wanting it to be Taking the time needed To reverse the damage Trying to put things back As I know they should be Looking again into the mirror Wishing I could have done more Having given myself a makeover Starting from the inside working out Living now with my true self exposed Shown to all who may look hard enough Bein

One Wish Knowing what I want in life Being sure I want the chance Raising a child with you Would be worth every moment Dreaming of days to come When we can share the experiance Learning together the ways To bring up a child with out ignorance Having a true understanding Of what the world can bring to bear Shealtering from the storm And yet allowing an unclouded view Guiding along instiling love Keep

Just Love Driven from a past so horrible To live a life of loneliness Constantly seeking out The one thing that I need Never quite being able To acquire my desire Searching with all I have Refusing to give up Locking myself away Trying to hide my pain I can not live this way In this prison I have built To keep all that I am Closed off from the world I will not deny who I am To those who seek me out When you finally came looking I wa

Fulfillment Dreaming you are here with me Wishing I could feel your touch Starring into the empty spaces I wish you could fill entirely Hoping you want me there with you Believing completely that you do Knowing that I would come at your call As I believe you would come at mine Wanting to know that you are there To put my mind and body at ease Thinking we could build a life Worth living and sharing together

Bliss Standing here with you in my arms Looking deep into those eyes of yours Seeing all of the love you have for me Knowing my love for you is also plain to see Watching your face as the thoughts roll past Unguarded as you could possibly be Wondering what it could be that would bring Such a smile as I see that stretches ear to ear Knowing that you have me on your mind Keeping me closely held in your heart