Without Reason
Shattered within never to be fully whole
Not knowing all the reasons behind it
Tattered and torn within ever hidden
Giving up naught the internal struggle
Ever condemned to this cycle of mine
Without control to guide my life
All understanding is lost to myself
Incomprehensible memories never to leave
Plunging into my complicated mind
Seeking an endgame to this horror
Divulging secrets never to be told
Hoping to ease the longsuffering
Bri
Mystery
Assuming you know who I am
You had better take another look
Never as I appear to be
Only what I wish others to see
Giving to the world
Following my heart so true
Driven by passions and love
Headed into life unashamed
Learning how to act
Changing at will
Mostly myself
Never giving up
Not knowing the meaning of defeat
Surviving at all costs
Gaining ground toward my goal
Seeking the one I love
Ever moving forward
My Hero
As I sit here and bear my soul to you
You learn things you never wanted to know
I am sorry that I must tell them to you
So that I will be able to accept myself
I appreciate it that you agreed to listen
And give me all of the help that you can
I have an idea how hard it will be for you
To just sit there and listen and not judge me
You do your best to show me that how I feel
Is ok as long as I can accept it and live with it
No matter how long you
Am I Ready
Deep inside I know what I am
Unsure how to show the world yet
I keep coming back to thinking
Why must this be so hard for me
Without having any real clue why
Just knowing that it matters to me
I push myself to learn the reasons why
I can not accept me for who I am
Searching within myself for the whole truth
Hoping to find what really holds me back
Wondering if I can ever allow myself
To tell the world how special I am
Believing that once I a
Simple Necklace
This necklace that I wear so proudly
Proves to me all of the promises that I made
I will do everything in my power to keep them
So that others will be able to trust me again
I know what I say means so little to everyone else
And that my actions will prove my intentions
I understand that you need more than words
But this necklace is my reminder forever
Keeping Self
Listening to your instincts as they shout
Telling you to be alert and aware of others
Looking for the signs of reckless contempt
Vigilantly keeping up the necessary defenses
Guiding others beliefs about who you are
Keeping them far enough away to be blind
Not wanting to keep yourself hidden forever
Just trying to avoid pain and suffering
My Midnight
As I work away my life
Just to keep me comfortable
I will forever wonder
What life could be like
To have enough time
To entertain my dreams
Chilled Brains
Not completely caring
What I may do or say
Believing it can last forever
Even though it is false
Forgotten are the things
That I needed to do
Always looking for a chance
For me to feed my brain
Forever In A Cell
Within this fortress I have built
I have locked away what I fear
It holds my deepest desires
Forever shall they be kept
No matter how much pain this causes
Or what I must do for it to be this way
I have decided many years ago
That this is what has to happen
For me to protect all those I love so dearly
Irreparable View
Staring into this mirror
Unsure of what I see
Knowing it is my fault
Not wanting it to be
Taking the time needed
To reverse the damage
Trying to put things back
As I know they should be
Looking again into the mirror
Wishing I could have done more
Having given myself a makeover
Starting from the inside working out
Living now with my true self exposed
Shown to all who may look hard enough
Bein
One Wish
Knowing what I want in life
Being sure I want the chance
Raising a child with you
Would be worth every moment
Dreaming of days to come
When we can share the experiance
Learning together the ways
To bring up a child with out ignorance
Having a true understanding
Of what the world can bring to bear
Shealtering from the storm
And yet allowing an unclouded view
Guiding along instiling love
Keep
Just Love
Driven from a past so horrible
To live a life of loneliness
Constantly seeking out
The one thing that I need
Never quite being able
To acquire my desire
Searching with all I have
Refusing to give up
Locking myself away
Trying to hide my pain
I can not live this way
In this prison I have built
To keep all that I am
Closed off from the world
I will not deny who I am
To those who seek me out
When you finally came looking
I wa
Fulfillment
Dreaming you are here with me
Wishing I could feel your touch
Starring into the empty spaces
I wish you could fill entirely
Hoping you want me there with you
Believing completely that you do
Knowing that I would come at your call
As I believe you would come at mine
Wanting to know that you are there
To put my mind and body at ease
Thinking we could build a life
Worth living and sharing together
Bliss
Standing here with you in my arms
Looking deep into those eyes of yours
Seeing all of the love you have for me
Knowing my love for you is also plain to see
Watching your face as the thoughts roll past
Unguarded as you could possibly be
Wondering what it could be that would bring
Such a smile as I see that stretches ear to ear
Knowing that you have me on your mind
Keeping me closely held in your heart
Between Us
Craving for a life of peace and love
Settling for less and yet much more
I desire to be within your embrace
Wanting to feel you near me now
Stealing away my heart as you did
Filling my lonely life with joy
No matter the problems I now face
Just the thought of you comforts me
Knowing that I am in your thoughts
Bringing a peace so fully complete
Allowing each of us to be content
Feeling the other is blissfully happy
Unconformity
Shouting without any sound
Is like crying a river wide
That will never begin to flow
Dreaming of someone forever
That can not possibly be real
Only begs for a lonely heart
Loving anyone like I do you
Should not be as understandable
As how we found each other
Immortally Close
Watching this sun set
From so far away from you
Crying out loud this heartache
Not wanting to leave your side
Knowing soon enough we will be
Closer than we ever were before
Remembering the special bond we share
And what life is like to have you so near
I know I will make it through these days ahead
Just to hold you in my embrace once more
Forward Sight
Working against the machine
Giving it a run for its money
Building a road to bridge
The distance that keeps us apart
Knowing that each day that passes
Brings us a little closer together
Dreaming of you each night that goes by
In a bliss such that speaks of love
Halves
I love you now and always will
You have a special place in my heart
One that can never be filled by anyone else
Only recently have we found each other
And yet you know just what to say to me
To make a smile appear on the inside and out
One day at a time we take our first steps
In building a life long relationship that will last
Making sure to add a special touch of each of us
Knowing just how you feel at any given time
It just make
Intensely Aware
Deep within your eyes that speak so clearly
There is a desire that so few are aware of
Hiding within your soul stirs a longing pronounced
Giving you the strength to continue on each day
Your beautiful body needing to be held and caressed
Begging for the touch of the one that loves you so tenderly
All contained by something so completely fulfilling
Bringing you peace and contentment everlasting
All In The Name Of Us
Forgotten are the things that once allowed ease
Bringing forward the passions of living fulfilled
Driving out the unconscious thoughts of loneliness
Ingraining everlasting contentment within the soul
Pounding out a path to walk together unabashed
Succeeding phenomenally without disappointment
Cooperating diligently to create a unique relationship
Disseminating everything within ourselves freely
Fostering all things needed to sustain
Fruitful Search
If you are looking for true love
Start your search from within
Loving yourself is paramount
To being able to love another
Remember always that love
No matter the form or person
It is ever changing and shifting
Never what you may expect
Even though love is all around
Finding love for yourself is difficult